billybillybilly

been very much enjoying your bones,
clank, clank, scrape...

my framework face, i've been holding out on looks for just such an occasion. you're the way i see things lately, this little world just holds me down. tomorrow i'll be out with friends, enjoying how i feel again, but for now i'll sit here with your bones, and i'll cover my chairs in plastic and...
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Firstly, I love you.

Secondly, this has been a long day.

Third, I'm still getting used to my hair being gone. It's sort of eerie. There's this thing that can happen to people who lose a hand, or an arm, when mentally it still feels like it's there. And that's what's happening to me right now.

Fourth, I absolutely suck at replying to your posts....
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A random occurance in a bookstore:

In Borders on Block E in Minneapolis, which is on the second floor, I was going to see The Village in the theatre on the third floor. I walked up to the cashier, and I put my magazine on the counter. It was a design magazine and had an old-fashioned photograph of a typically happy American family circa 1950's....
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I was involved in a car accident earlier this evening. Nothing too bad, just a tad more than a fender bender.

The guy was trying to change lanes while waiting for a red light in his own packed lane. What he didn't realise, apparently, was that the laws of physics state something about two quantities of matter, whatever form they take, cannot occupy the same...
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[...from last night, abridged for effect...]

"So don't you hate going to these parties if you don't drink? ...and you don't get high either..."

...schik. schik. schik...I light my cigarette "Sometimes, but I'm pretty used to it..."

She adds, "But you smoke cigarettes???"

I reply, "Yeah, well...if it weren't for my overpowering sexual addiction I'd be TOTALLY lame..."

*At least that's how the scene...
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I've had little time to dig into journals lately. I want to apologize for that. I am still adjusting to this whole work thing and the out-of-apartment world has been calling my name. I promise to spend more of my time wasting away in front of my computer...no I don't, but we'll see.

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On a completely unrelated note, I completely fucking miss you. Please...
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...what the fuck?


disclaimer: the chicken one is really bad, but click if you dare.

P.S. I spent WAY too much time on that, but that means you HAVE to check some of the links out. And if you don't I will most likely kill you, your family, and your cat.

Cheers though.

Tell me something.

My mind is empty, what shall I fill it up with?

FUCK OFF PIXIE I'LL UPDATE WHEN I WANNA!!!

maggie and milly and molly and may
went down to the beach(to play one day)

and maggie discovered a shell that sang
so sweetly she couldn't remember her troubles,and

milly befriended a stranded star
whose rays five languid fingers were;

and molly was chased by a horrible thing
which raced sideways while blowing bubbles:and

may came home with a smooth round stone
as small as...
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FUCK YOU. Fuck you really good.

The beauty queens walk by staring scrunched expressions. They walk the same way, and they buy the same things.

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A petite, polite older woman walked up to my lab. She needed her order, announcing her name as Reich. R.E.I.C.H. Spelled it out, much like that.

A small, rather mean-spirited part of me wanted to question her about her heritage.

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"...it was the first...
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