Current mood: Tired and nauseated
Current music: Chemical Brothers
I'm feeling pretty sick, and I have no idea why. I know I haven't been eating anything the past two weeks. It's weird... I just haven't felt like it. Yeah, I get hungry, but then I forget and another three hours goes by. I've been eating, say, one cup of rice or a few pieces of chicken or a bowl of cereal every day... just one of those things... no steady meals or even more than one little meal.
I got really hungry to the point of almost fainting tonight, so I made chicken and pasta. I ate almost all of it, slowly, and now I'm feeling sick.
I know... I need to start eating. I just don't know why I CAN'T. I think I'll go shopping tomorrow. Maybe I'm just sick of everything I have. I'm craving fruit and vegetables now that the weather is warmer.
Maybe I'm just sleepy. I haven't slept at all this past week - one waking stretch was 44 hours - and I only caught a couple of hours today before my landlord dropped by.
Update (an hour later): I'm okay now. I think my stomach was just in shock. I stayed up longer to give it time to digest everything, and I'm feeling okay. I'm going to eat a banana and then get some sleep.
I remember doing this the last time I lost weight. The "anorexia" of sorts went away after 2-3 weeks, so I hope this ends soon. I'm not stupid enough to not eat. I know I need food and that not all of the food will counteract the weight loss. As I said, I went through this shit before, and it got better.
Oh. I made a desktop based on Chloe and Trixie's "Team Spirit" set. It's in my SG Army folder. I love that set. It's so funny.
I'm going to sleep now.
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Saturday morning:
The weight is finally starting to drop.
I no longer have to inhale to button and zip my jeans. They went on just fine and buttoned without my having to inhale. My t-shirts are no longer snug on my hips/waist. They fit loosely. I can sit at my computer without the waist of my jeans digging in, and I find myself hitching at the waist a bit when I walk around the house. They still fit in the hips/thighs, though, because I am in the dictionary next to "hourglass".
These are very little changes that aren't visible to anyone, only something I can feel in my clothes, but my roommate told me my t-shirts looked better before I even told her about it!
Current music: Chemical Brothers
I'm feeling pretty sick, and I have no idea why. I know I haven't been eating anything the past two weeks. It's weird... I just haven't felt like it. Yeah, I get hungry, but then I forget and another three hours goes by. I've been eating, say, one cup of rice or a few pieces of chicken or a bowl of cereal every day... just one of those things... no steady meals or even more than one little meal.
I got really hungry to the point of almost fainting tonight, so I made chicken and pasta. I ate almost all of it, slowly, and now I'm feeling sick.
I know... I need to start eating. I just don't know why I CAN'T. I think I'll go shopping tomorrow. Maybe I'm just sick of everything I have. I'm craving fruit and vegetables now that the weather is warmer.
Maybe I'm just sleepy. I haven't slept at all this past week - one waking stretch was 44 hours - and I only caught a couple of hours today before my landlord dropped by.
Update (an hour later): I'm okay now. I think my stomach was just in shock. I stayed up longer to give it time to digest everything, and I'm feeling okay. I'm going to eat a banana and then get some sleep.
I remember doing this the last time I lost weight. The "anorexia" of sorts went away after 2-3 weeks, so I hope this ends soon. I'm not stupid enough to not eat. I know I need food and that not all of the food will counteract the weight loss. As I said, I went through this shit before, and it got better.
Oh. I made a desktop based on Chloe and Trixie's "Team Spirit" set. It's in my SG Army folder. I love that set. It's so funny.
I'm going to sleep now.
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Saturday morning:
The weight is finally starting to drop.
I no longer have to inhale to button and zip my jeans. They went on just fine and buttoned without my having to inhale. My t-shirts are no longer snug on my hips/waist. They fit loosely. I can sit at my computer without the waist of my jeans digging in, and I find myself hitching at the waist a bit when I walk around the house. They still fit in the hips/thighs, though, because I am in the dictionary next to "hourglass".
These are very little changes that aren't visible to anyone, only something I can feel in my clothes, but my roommate told me my t-shirts looked better before I even told her about it!
I'm sorry you feel sick. My advice is, if you can, drink freshly squeezed orange juice. You can buy the oranges in the discount section of the grocery store: they don't have to be the freshest. Put them in the microwave for about 10 seconds before you squeeze them to get more juice. OJ gives you lots of energy (it sometimes keeps me more awake than coffee), it's full of vitamins, and it's yummy! I find it also sates me for quite a long time (mind you, I drink about a litre/4 cups in one sitting). In general, I like fruit juices or smoothies when I'm trying to cut down eating, 'cause they're like a meal.