_sarah_

That's it. I've had it. I've had nightmares for a week straight, and that NEVER happens to me. I get the occasional nightmare... like maybe one every month or so, but every night for a week? Ugh.

These aren't the usual "something is chasing me and I kill it" dreams that I have when I'm under stress. These are, "My life sucks, and I don't want to be working this job/talking to this person/in this class/etc." They're so realistic that it takes me almost a full minute to shake it off and realize it didn't just happen. I've also been doing the "Where am I?" thing, and that NEVER EVER happens.

I know a lot of it has to do with my current living situation, but I can't fix that until August. I really hope that going to Gaylord and sleeping in my parents' "safe" house will give me nice dreams again.

Then again, it's Gaylord, and something in that town feeds every so often. You think I'm joking? Go through the history and talk to the locals who aren't dumb to it. I don't mean that in a Stephen King's "It" way... it's hard to explain.

So, maybe there ARE more nightmares ahead.