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Merry Christmas.

merry christmas and keep the chin up.....i promise things will get better.

Arguing with your parents is really difficult. I think part of it is that you know (now anyway) some of the things they did wrong and you make the decision not to be like them and then you see them continuing the same things. Eh, It's the reason I don't live anywhere near my parents. That way, I don't really have to deal with the day to day crap that happens when you're around them a lot.
have a merry Christmas hon! xoxo

Merry Christmas.

I heard like a month(first) or 2, a babies vision is 2D. Thats pretty crazy.

oh yeah, all is well.... just prego pains.. was freakin out

I posted em on mine too. I hope she sells a million!
xo

it's the finger next to my middle finger that hurts....thank you though.
merry xmas

Pretty tree and I say, wait outside in the dark and punch em anyway! Okay, so I'm kidding but I totally understand being so pissed off and nothing you can do about it. What an asshole. I wonder what his problem was that day.
Yay for a glimmer of good news on Wes coming home sooner. ::::crosses fingers::::
xo

That cop is a heartless ass. Cut his throat.... and that 'doofy' looking guy.

Oh and your Xmas looks nice.

yeah it's almost 2 am here and I'm wide friggin' awake!

well, my babies dad got arrested for speeding tonight...and now is going to be in jail for a while for an open warrant. we're in the same boat. Just now I'm alone with the baby and we dont have his dad

i feel your pain.
xo

mmmmmm enchiladas! My husband loves them but ONLY his moms. She gave me the recipe but I'm worried that if I make it, he either will hate them or he'll like them enough to want me to make them all the time lol.
xo

You're about 490 steps ahead of your mom on this one. You know to keep your daughter away from it and that she'll be better off without this poison. Just tell them all now, "this shit ain't gonna happen when my daughter gets here. If you want to be part of our lives, then get your shit together now and learn to be better people." or, you know, something like that. lol
Good luck hon!
xoxo

I would LOVE a new digital camera!

I'm glad you're doing better now. It sounds like kidney reflux to me. My younger daughter had that when she was a baby. It's not terrible and it's something that you can easily fix but it does cause some pain. My baby had it when she was 8 months old. Generally it's not something that bothers a person but, if it gets to the point where the reflux gets back into the kidneys it can cause a ton of pain.
I hope you're feeling better soon.
xoxo

haha I had to pee in a bed pan after i had max, because my left leg was still asleep from the epidural and i couldnt move it. it sucked because I was bleeding buckets and i could feel it in my butt crack and all that fun stuff. Haha gross, but whatever. The tylenol 3's SHOULD be okay, you think they wouldnt have given them to you if they werent, right? (but i'm no doc.) I'msaying that too because they were giving me percocets after i had max and i was breastfeeding. so who knows.

He has to go to ISF which is like a treatment center. is PO recommended that cuz she knows i'm gonna have a baby in march. As a matter of fact she's on maternity leave (the irony in that huh). He's pretty much just waiting for them to transfer him from jail to the center. once he's at the center it's a 45 day substance abuse program. After that he has to wear a monitor. lol sucks 4 him!! But it's WAY better then him going back to prison..

awww man. I started crying reading this. I know what its like to have the baby daddy be in jail. I got lucky and he hasnt had to do any time for the past year....I get so upset thinking of what it would be like without him. I feel the substance abuse thing too. Ryan and I are both recovering heroin addicts and both have done our fair share of time in treatment centers and halfway houses. I totally feel for you, if you ever need someone to talk to, I am here.

You have a UTI. I will bet money on it. If your back hurts, you've got a mild fever and now your kidneys hurt? You have a UTI or kidney or bladder infection. They're totally common during pregnancy but you really do have to get it taken care of. If you can't get in til Monday, go buy cranberry juice. NOT CranApple. Drink tons of water and cranberry juice and it'll help relieve some of the pain until you can get to the Dr.

I figured as much. Don't really think that's reason enough to go to the ER. Unless I'm dyin right? Ahhh, the pain!!!