Ahhh, just got out of a nice warm shower. I feel soooo fresh and soooo clean. 
I guess I'm feelin a lil better today. After talking to my aunt last night, I was so embarrassed. I had started crying. I hate fighting with my mother. Ever since she moved in with my grandma, got her new job, and her new car, she's got a whole new life. She's even changed a lot. But still, she's my mother.
My aunt had a good way of making me understand that I may be going a little harsh on her. She explained to me to think about Bianca. How she's going to eventually grow up and get mad at me sometimes too. Nobody's perfect, and people are going to do stupid things. We all have done things that we wish we didn't do, and especially with my mom living with my grandma (who tends to get a lil bit mean sometimes) I've gotta try not to take some of the things they say to heart. I've just gotta take it with a grain of salt I guess. I still think a line was crossed, but it's the holidays. I will probably just ride it out until things kinda fix themselves. Hopefully my mom and I will be able to talk about the situation later on, but I honestly doubt that. I think we both know where we both messed up.
Actually, my mom came over today (coincidence? I'm actually still not sure) because it's her only day off this weekend. Yeah, I guess she's gotta work on Christmas Eve and Christmas Day, so she came over to give us Christmas presents. Now that was quite a surprise, let me tell you. Awesome nevertheless. I just couldn't help but be mad at her anymore. I could honestly tell she was trying to make the situation easier for us both. I could tell she missed me too.
The only thing that sucks is my Grandma and my Tias got us presents for Christmas too. I'd like to go to my Grandmas mostly to see my aunts. I haven't seen them in so long, and they've been so cool to me. They're buying my daughter stuff left and right so I hear, which is great cuz I'm kinda starting to panic a lil. Anyways, going back to the subject I started, my cousin lives with my Grandma, and I really don't care to see him too much. He pretty much was the root of all the family arguing and such. He said some pretty fucked up things to me that he really was in no place to say. I could get into all of that all over again, but I'd rather not even waste the energy again. Totally not worth it. I guess I'm just gonn have to ignore his stupid ass and stick it out eh. Fun fun fun for the holidays.
Anyways, so yeah, theres my blog/rant for the day.
Cool lil spoiler, just learned how to do the whole, "spoiler" thing, hehe
I guess I'm feelin a lil better today. After talking to my aunt last night, I was so embarrassed. I had started crying. I hate fighting with my mother. Ever since she moved in with my grandma, got her new job, and her new car, she's got a whole new life. She's even changed a lot. But still, she's my mother.My aunt had a good way of making me understand that I may be going a little harsh on her. She explained to me to think about Bianca. How she's going to eventually grow up and get mad at me sometimes too. Nobody's perfect, and people are going to do stupid things. We all have done things that we wish we didn't do, and especially with my mom living with my grandma (who tends to get a lil bit mean sometimes) I've gotta try not to take some of the things they say to heart. I've just gotta take it with a grain of salt I guess. I still think a line was crossed, but it's the holidays. I will probably just ride it out until things kinda fix themselves. Hopefully my mom and I will be able to talk about the situation later on, but I honestly doubt that. I think we both know where we both messed up.
Actually, my mom came over today (coincidence? I'm actually still not sure) because it's her only day off this weekend. Yeah, I guess she's gotta work on Christmas Eve and Christmas Day, so she came over to give us Christmas presents. Now that was quite a surprise, let me tell you. Awesome nevertheless. I just couldn't help but be mad at her anymore. I could honestly tell she was trying to make the situation easier for us both. I could tell she missed me too.
The only thing that sucks is my Grandma and my Tias got us presents for Christmas too. I'd like to go to my Grandmas mostly to see my aunts. I haven't seen them in so long, and they've been so cool to me. They're buying my daughter stuff left and right so I hear, which is great cuz I'm kinda starting to panic a lil. Anyways, going back to the subject I started, my cousin lives with my Grandma, and I really don't care to see him too much. He pretty much was the root of all the family arguing and such. He said some pretty fucked up things to me that he really was in no place to say. I could get into all of that all over again, but I'd rather not even waste the energy again. Totally not worth it. I guess I'm just gonn have to ignore his stupid ass and stick it out eh. Fun fun fun for the holidays.
Anyways, so yeah, theres my blog/rant for the day.
Cool lil spoiler, just learned how to do the whole, "spoiler" thing, hehe
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Merry Christmas.