think i'm getting a job and i don't even have to go looking ha. i sent my resume in response to 2 craigslist ads and one called me back. it's a coffee kiosk 12-7 m-f. easy! i just hope it's close or it won't be worth it! what's wierd is that i've already talked to this same woman about a job before, only i can't...
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rojo:
where are you gonna go to school (maybe)?
nemesis:
thank you for your comment in my journal honey! 
why is it i'm flooded with invitationa out when i want nothing more than to curl up or spread out on my bed?
and then when i wake up and am ready to be social everyone is then MIA?
and then when i wake up and am ready to be social everyone is then MIA?
nattytattat:
All I need is arms and legs....and boxes....(hee, hee) I've got my roommate's truck!
~i'm in much better spirits.
~my to do list is actually shrinking.
~i feel like there's actually a hope of us getting ahead financially.
~we're actually COMFORTABLE at his parents'!
~i looove having a dishwasher, and a vcr, and dinner before ten at night!
~i get along with his mom way better than mine.
~it's a nice place to live. actually exactly how i wanted...
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~my to do list is actually shrinking.
~i feel like there's actually a hope of us getting ahead financially.
~we're actually COMFORTABLE at his parents'!
~i looove having a dishwasher, and a vcr, and dinner before ten at night!
~i get along with his mom way better than mine.
~it's a nice place to live. actually exactly how i wanted...
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~i'm in much better spirits.
~my to do list is actually shrinking.
~i feel like there's actually a hope of us getting ahead financially.
~we're actually COMFORTABLE at his parents'!
~i looove having a dishwasher, and a vcr, and dinner before ten at night!
~i get along with his mom way better than mine.
~it's a nice place to live. actually exactly how i wanted...
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~my to do list is actually shrinking.
~i feel like there's actually a hope of us getting ahead financially.
~we're actually COMFORTABLE at his parents'!
~i looove having a dishwasher, and a vcr, and dinner before ten at night!
~i get along with his mom way better than mine.
~it's a nice place to live. actually exactly how i wanted...
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i can't believe i was so tired i wrote 'parent's' instead of 'parents' in my last entry.
this is the first morning i've woken up and not felt like i wanted to cry because my eyes were open in quite awhile.
moving has been a really overwhelming process for us. i hope it taught us a nice lesson and we will try harder to do...
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this is the first morning i've woken up and not felt like i wanted to cry because my eyes were open in quite awhile.
moving has been a really overwhelming process for us. i hope it taught us a nice lesson and we will try harder to do...
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m_bethany:
wow. a list of things to do.
did you do all of that shit?!?!?
did you do all of that shit?!?!?
nattytattat:
I've got a good cleansing...actually a couple of them, and the beach...for at least 8 more days 
we're moving in with shawn's parent's today.
it's going to be ok.
it's a time to start over.
it's going to be ok.
it's a time to start over.
8stars:
so wait, was that you at whitneys last friday?
nattytattat:
I just got your message today! I was very wasted yesterday and the night ended in watching porn since we were too poor to go to the strip club.....no substitution really
And I ran into the guy who gave me the bar job interview on Wednesday...he remembered my name immediately although he seemed a little shnockered too and I talked to him for a little while and he was trying to get me to go home with him.....I'm not sure if that is good sign for getting hired or not.... ha ha
But yes! Let's hang out soon! Once again, I have all the time in the world right now.
And I ran into the guy who gave me the bar job interview on Wednesday...he remembered my name immediately although he seemed a little shnockered too and I talked to him for a little while and he was trying to get me to go home with him.....I'm not sure if that is good sign for getting hired or not.... ha ha
But yes! Let's hang out soon! Once again, I have all the time in the world right now.
Well, I'm feeling a lot better.
Last night my PLP came over and that raised my spirits instantly. I love that girl. As soon as I'm with her I can completely be myself--I don't have that with anyone else in the world, though I'm working on it. She gives me hope and reminds me how far we've come.
Then I saw Ashleigh and held Baby...
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Last night my PLP came over and that raised my spirits instantly. I love that girl. As soon as I'm with her I can completely be myself--I don't have that with anyone else in the world, though I'm working on it. She gives me hope and reminds me how far we've come.
Then I saw Ashleigh and held Baby...
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nattytattat:
Once again.....I'm right there with ya..except for the hairy bathroom thing! Eww is right! Come sleep on my couch bitch!
nattytattat:
We can job hunt and apartment hunt and be hungry unemployed losers together....
UGH.
~I have to be out of my house in two days.
~I have nowhere to move yet, and no money to move.
~I have last and this month's car payment due.
~I have no insurance yet, but I have to go to court soon for an insurance ticket.
~I haven't made it to court (I was supposed to go last week) for another ticket...
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~I have to be out of my house in two days.
~I have nowhere to move yet, and no money to move.
~I have last and this month's car payment due.
~I have no insurance yet, but I have to go to court soon for an insurance ticket.
~I haven't made it to court (I was supposed to go last week) for another ticket...
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fotojenyk:
hope things start turning for the better... soon! wishing you all the best luck
ace:
sorry things arent going great... but youre super hot.. ihope that makes you feel a little better...
have any of you found the balance between living in the moment and planning for success in the future?
i'd love to be further enlightened.
i've just finished chopra's spontanious fulfillment of desire. loved it. everything explained so simply. i'm going to give those exercises a go.
i have been more and more introspective and introverted, to the point of ignoring 'real life' around...
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i'd love to be further enlightened.
i've just finished chopra's spontanious fulfillment of desire. loved it. everything explained so simply. i'm going to give those exercises a go.
i have been more and more introspective and introverted, to the point of ignoring 'real life' around...
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scheisskopf:
I get new words I suddenly start having a hard time with, and it won't go away. Spelling was always the thing I was best at, too. Weird.
You are already a butterfly, dear.
**Will be in San Diego this wknd for the trade show-- any hotel recommendations?
You are already a butterfly, dear.
**Will be in San Diego this wknd for the trade show-- any hotel recommendations?
nattytattat:
I've been the opposite in the same way. I've been such an extrovert lately that I feel like I haven't gotten shit done, and I'm losing touch with myself. Balance is hard...especially when you live at the beach
too much to do to update now, but it will happen.
likwid_todd:
heh heh heh. don't get me wrong. the event was the best indoor/outdoor venue i've been to in cali. i was let down by how talked up the whole the was by my friends and it wasn't anywhere near as good as they made it out to be.
as for the bubblegummers... ...nothing is more annoying than highschool kids that can't handle their high. furthermore, when the people who are with the kids who are out of their mind aren't watching out for them they get pinched by the cops and fuck up everybody's time around them. i hate bad friends. be a candy raver if you want to. i've been a raver (noncandy) for about 11 years now and i've been a DJ for about 5. i am into the music and the scene more than you'll ever know. BUT, when i see thugs fighting at events that they shouldn't even be at, it pisses me off. a rave, especially one of this caliber, shouldn't have a bad vibe. this one did. i was let down in that respect as well. maybe the scene has changed. maybe it's full of people who have never heard of any of the DJs. maybe it's full of people who listen to electronic music because that's the cool thing to do. maybe it's full of people who don't like the music unless their high. if so, the scene has let me down. (san diego especially)
i've partied all over the US, Europe, and the Pacific. never have i been to a place with so many gangsta' wannabes who are trying to be hard.
now in Nocturnals' defense:
- i was impressed with the DJ line up.
- i met a lot of really cool people.
- i appreciate the fact that it was even held, good and bad issues alike.
- find another event of that magnitude in our area. nothing comes to mind.
just because i found some faults (in my opinion) with the venue does mean i'm not into the music or the scene. i have such high expectations for the music and the people because i want them to be as passionate about it as i am.
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as for the bubblegummers... ...nothing is more annoying than highschool kids that can't handle their high. furthermore, when the people who are with the kids who are out of their mind aren't watching out for them they get pinched by the cops and fuck up everybody's time around them. i hate bad friends. be a candy raver if you want to. i've been a raver (noncandy) for about 11 years now and i've been a DJ for about 5. i am into the music and the scene more than you'll ever know. BUT, when i see thugs fighting at events that they shouldn't even be at, it pisses me off. a rave, especially one of this caliber, shouldn't have a bad vibe. this one did. i was let down in that respect as well. maybe the scene has changed. maybe it's full of people who have never heard of any of the DJs. maybe it's full of people who listen to electronic music because that's the cool thing to do. maybe it's full of people who don't like the music unless their high. if so, the scene has let me down. (san diego especially)
i've partied all over the US, Europe, and the Pacific. never have i been to a place with so many gangsta' wannabes who are trying to be hard.
now in Nocturnals' defense:
- i was impressed with the DJ line up.
- i met a lot of really cool people.
- i appreciate the fact that it was even held, good and bad issues alike.
- find another event of that magnitude in our area. nothing comes to mind.
just because i found some faults (in my opinion) with the venue does mean i'm not into the music or the scene. i have such high expectations for the music and the people because i want them to be as passionate about it as i am.
[Edited on Sep 07, 2005 9:32PM]
likwid_todd:
sweet.