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have any of you found the balance between living in the moment and planning for success in the future?

i'd love to be further enlightened.

i've just finished chopra's spontanious fulfillment of desire. loved it. everything explained so simply. i'm going to give those exercises a go.

i have been more and more introspective and introverted, to the point of ignoring 'real life' around me. then when i come out of it i feel i have let my life get out of control. but scrambling around to do that makes me unhappy. and i know the only way to happiness, for me, is connecting with spirit and changing my thoughts. so i go back into my self analysis.

at what point will i emerge from this cocoon and what is beautifully focusing inside will take flight, intuitively creating my perfect destiny?

does anyone have words you've spelled wrong your whole life and you have to retype them every time? one of mine is excercise. i think i picked up the extra e from the way my lil sister did it. anyway how do you reprogram your brain to type the right spelling first?

and for that matter, i wish i could reprogram the auto spell mode on my phone and put in the first three words i would be typing. doesn't it crack you up the words that are suggested (like 'focker'!)and the ones you have to type in manually but it makes absolutely no fucking sense why it's not in there?