voltaire

love your taste in weather. the cold sux ass. and training in it is even worse.

1. when is you cat going to type another entry for us?
2. what was your first turning point in life?
3. how did you handle it?

My ex used to work at Fantansy Island in Santa Monica. She liked it because it was a bikini place. As far as the sins go, I guess mine would be wrath. I used to be a very angry person and when I would get drunk I would pick fights with people just to knock the shit out of them. I've been very good though, lately. The last fight I got into was New Year's Eve 2001. We were at this house party in Hollywood and this prick was trying to steal my buddies pipe so I broke his nose right in front of his girlfriend. It felt good at the time but I feel kind of sorry for him now.

1.if i was a flower i'd be a gerbera dasy. their petals are just open so wide and i feel that it reflects my openimdedness and the openness of my heart to people.
2.most drugs are dumb. i'm a bit partial to e though. i've only done it two times in my life because i'm the queen of moderation.

1. rose, because of the contradiction between love and pain, 2. methadone, because it makes fucked up people lie to themselves about getting better and that they are doing the right thing when they are really just junkies for the gov't. 3. the moon, as it inspires lunacy, and everybody says i make good music but that i am crazy.

in regards to how you were raised and the influence your parents had on the expectations you have of yourself...

"sounds like your parents should get together with my parents and go bowling"

yup, son of a doc. good man that never pressured, but was ever encouraging. striving for perfection is dandy, but just remember that if done "correctly", you're always going to be your worst critic. there are times to actually accept a compliment...it keeps you sane (so i've heard). perfectionists are fun

Voltaire,

Portland just isnt the same since you left 

OK, now thats out of my system, on to your questions:

1. What is your favorite number, and why?

373. I forget exactly why, but later came up with the explanation that 3+7+3=13

2. What do you consider to be the top of the food chain?

Republicans, we all know that they suck the life out of each and every one of us.

3. Define the concept of space.
24, thats my space. All you other assholes need to respect that. OK, you can violate me

Im glad youre posting again. Youre my reason for SG Addiction!!!

P.S.

<B>Voltaire said:

I kinda hate going to rite aid.</B>


Thats because Walgrens rules. 24 hours & Drive through Oh yeah, & theyre on MLK Right next door.

hope everything works out at veil, i would say kaja goo goo, but they might be aliens and i don't need more enemies, and the worst fashion trend for me was when everythin was pastel in the 80's and men wore those harem pants that had a crotch that hung down to knees...

It's a tough call between REO, Asia, and Poco...there was another in there somewhere that caused me pain...Toto! All badness.

Pants belted around the knees is currently the worst, but actually IN the 80's was those horible rayon print shirts the disco folks wore with their angel flights...no, that was 70's...Shit, the horror extends accross the decades...AH! Remember the Neon Explosion, provided to you in your local mall's by Merry Go Round??? Express sold that shit too...That was bad. Pegged pants & HUGE neon sweaters. That was the 80's as I remember them.

I saw .38 special twice, both times opening for the Outlaws. They gave me shitty beer for free and then sucked ass. The Outlaws gave me Jack Daniels and kicked my ass.

These are the confessions of a punk southern rock fan. Proceed with caution.

cxd

I really appreciate your honesty-- you seem to be such an incredible person, the type that is so rare in this world... beautiful, sincere, intelligent, and carefree. Purple hair... no hair... it would all look beautiful on you. I'm thinking of dying my hair purple...but if i get accepted to be a SG, I might wait till the second set to have the colored locks. I dunno. Best of luck w/ the audition... I look forward to reading the rest of your adventures.

1. a pink corvette smashed in with a polished black jeep, face to face.

2. I can't say I'd pick one.

3. Uhh... i'm going to own a big above ground tomb where there will be adequate amounts of sunlight and entertainment for my post-kinetic years.

answers to questions

1- the failed seatbelt

2-Love

3-fed to the alligators

good to hear it!

1) kiwi.. small and fuzzy and round
2) GREEN... PLEASE-O-PLEASE-PLEASE, but keep some of the blond in it...
3) over the last three years, i have found that family has nothing to do with whom yer related to... my current family i've known for about a year now, and i love them to death... my blood family doesn't/won't talk to me anymore

looking forward to yer journal..

woof

pomegranate nectar has a complex sucrose configuration, purple is the most complex of the mixed hue family, it can be lightened or shaded with any color in the spectrum, seems your struggle has brought to a point where a warrior reflects upon elements of inner strength, breathe the air before sunrise to gain frenzy of the retreating darkness, it will recharge your battle tenacity, look to the horizon at sunset to gather the faltering particles of light in your mind, it will illuminate your dreams and steal your soul against an invasion at night, just a lil' ancient warrrior philosophy that helps in the middle of a struggle, it means something different for everybody

Are you really only 20? I seriously thought you were like 27 when I first saw your sets. I know I've read you're profile a bunch of times, but I guess that that never really clicked. All the girls just put 'it's a secret' anyways, so maybe I skip them.(yes I'm as shallow as I think) Sorry if I made you feel old. You have the best ink on the site, you're gorgeous thru & thru. I think the tattoos are what throws me. You just seem to know yourself and that is nothing to be ashamed of. Keep on shining, you diamond in the rough. ooh that's cheezy, but if the shoe fits...I hope things get better for you, and I hope to hear from you when you get settled. long posts suckk! sorry I'm lame.

happy new year... find a home....

woof

If you're pasing through my neighborhood, my place is always open to crash. It's small, but cozy.

Just browsing through, saw your beauty. Also noticed you have the same dob and answered the same for "i lost my ..."

Not that i'm trying to find something to bring us closer together, oh look, now i'm creepy internet guy

Hey Voltaire,

Sorry you're so tired. Make sure you're drinking enough water and getting a little exercise (even if it's just walking). Sometimes that helps.

Whoever mentioned the L.A. Weekly is right on themark. Most of the strip clubs are listed there. The coolest strip club WAS Jumbo's Clown Room. I'm not sure if it's still there. Courtney Love supposedly worked there before she was famous. It was also said that David Lynch and a peculiar entourage were sometimes spotted there. Ten years ago, when girls at most strip clubs had a tattoo or two at most, the Jumbo girls were all pierced and tatted up. Sure, it was nice seeing their boobs, but they also had interesting shit to talk about. They were real. They were pre- Suicide Girls! Check if it's still there.

You're gonna make it because you're beyond good enough.
You're soooooo special.

If you need anything from Orange County...

* kisses ...*

You're lucky. I'm cold.