So I have found my way to another computer....I just wish I wasn't so fucking tired.... Trying to find an apartment that will take a cat Is alot of work. ...
I've been in LA for five days now, I just wish I wasnt so tired. The ammount of sleep I get doesn't seem to matter...I'm still exuasted all the same...
I've promised myself that I wouldn't go do anything fun like go to a party, untill I have a roof over my head. I have no idea where my cat and I are sleeping tomorrow night, and I've decided not to stress about it because worrying about things only makes them worse. Could someone please email me with a list of strip clubs In LA, because I'm going to be broke really soon. I'm trying not to be scared..... I really hate that money makes the world go around...and I wish that wasn't true, but it is.....
Well, I really don't know anything else new....
Keep it real ....Love- Voltaire
Turn ons: Above averageIntelligence, a sense of humor, fearlessness, masculinity(a man's man), hairy chests, a guy that tells me I'm the best cook ever.......
Tun ofs: fake dredlocks, fake tits, fake people for that matter, arrogance, poor hygiene, rotten teeth, liars, theives, delusional people, temporary tattoos, drug addicts, people who make me feel bad; If you've read my journal long enough, then I'm sure you've figured out that my biggest weakness is that I often feel like I'm not good enough.I really hate people who help me feel that way. believe me, I'm hard enough on myself, I don't need any help in that area........
love you......smiles(even though tired)........
I've been in LA for five days now, I just wish I wasnt so tired. The ammount of sleep I get doesn't seem to matter...I'm still exuasted all the same...
I've promised myself that I wouldn't go do anything fun like go to a party, untill I have a roof over my head. I have no idea where my cat and I are sleeping tomorrow night, and I've decided not to stress about it because worrying about things only makes them worse. Could someone please email me with a list of strip clubs In LA, because I'm going to be broke really soon. I'm trying not to be scared..... I really hate that money makes the world go around...and I wish that wasn't true, but it is.....
Well, I really don't know anything else new....
Keep it real ....Love- Voltaire
Turn ons: Above averageIntelligence, a sense of humor, fearlessness, masculinity(a man's man), hairy chests, a guy that tells me I'm the best cook ever.......
Tun ofs: fake dredlocks, fake tits, fake people for that matter, arrogance, poor hygiene, rotten teeth, liars, theives, delusional people, temporary tattoos, drug addicts, people who make me feel bad; If you've read my journal long enough, then I'm sure you've figured out that my biggest weakness is that I often feel like I'm not good enough.I really hate people who help me feel that way. believe me, I'm hard enough on myself, I don't need any help in that area........
love you......smiles(even though tired)........
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Sorry you're so tired. Make sure you're drinking enough water and getting a little exercise (even if it's just walking). Sometimes that helps.
Whoever mentioned the L.A. Weekly is right on themark. Most of the strip clubs are listed there. The coolest strip club WAS Jumbo's Clown Room. I'm not sure if it's still there. Courtney Love supposedly worked there before she was famous. It was also said that David Lynch and a peculiar entourage were sometimes spotted there. Ten years ago, when girls at most strip clubs had a tattoo or two at most, the Jumbo girls were all pierced and tatted up. Sure, it was nice seeing their boobs, but they also had interesting shit to talk about. They were real. They were pre- Suicide Girls! Check if it's still there.
You're gonna make it because you're beyond good enough.
You're soooooo special.
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