samling

my heart aches, and i can't quite explain it.

many strange and bizarre things are whirling about my, my mind only catching glimpses of them.

i'm angry about nothing. saddened, yes, but more like confusion.

i don't understand why i got suspended from work for being 84 seconds over my weekly average call time...it stuns me, that although i know it's a numbers game, i'm...
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i left the group. they'll probably never even notice i'm gone.

almost is funny, but sad too.

but liars are liars, and i don't like them.

got checked out on the freeway by a guy. that makes twice very recently.

a couple of guys have been hitting on me lately. there're cute.

what's wrong with the male species? *laff*

being reminded how hated you are for loving someone is very conflicting.

happened yesterday. never in my life did i imagine i would end up spending 10 months with someone who would grow to hate me so much that the knowledge of me calling his house would send him into a full-blown shouting match between him and his best friend. i watched that boy i...
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i don't see why i care so much, it never helps me. it only makes me sad.


i hate being nice sometimes.

this is mainly in reference to my mom.

she made me cry again today, pushing me past my emotional limit.

then she yelled at me later for 2 pin-head sized spots of hair dye on her shower curtain i didn't know were there....
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sometimes, i wish i was someone's crush. that'd be kinda rad.

i'm so tired, kids. i have felt drug out all day. i don't know why. my arm is really pestering me, i don't remember it waking me up last night, but sore as all get out. tendonitis, my ass. my arm has a gremlin or something.

i haven't been doing a hell of a...
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why did god give me a cat who farts when he's happy?

i had a dream the other night that i went into my cell phone company to upgrade my phone and they traded my phone for an onion the size of a garlic clove. i started bawling saying, but i need a phone, and the salesman kept telling me i ordered the onion.

what...
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look!! i came out of my shell....and i'm human!