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Work again, Tuesday. Fuck it. I'm quiting. mad eeek skull
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minibeanie:
Oh dont quit.....oh wait....fuck, your right....quit....working is sooooo overrated... biggrin
zenfish:
Meh. as bad as it is, keep that job... look for other work... unemployment sucks frown big time.
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I worked again today...but today was fun. I had a really dumb costumer complain about me, and two of my co-workers and I cleaned up the little boys section. whatever
I got Tsunami Bomb's new Album. Eeehhhehehehehe! I loved it. I want to get Mewithoutyou's new Album. I have been in love with them since I saw them two years ago. tongue tongue tongue
Went out to eat with...
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jsinxxx:
love
lavidity:
YAY yes you can biggrin

Just let me know when you can make it down, the weekends are best for me maybe like this Sat or sometime next weekend. ok just let me know and we will set something up.

hey do you think you are going to make it to the party?

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I loath retail. Please, someone help me find a better job! Tommrow is going to be so long. frown frown frown frown
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zenfish:
ya, retail sucks... big time... i finally re did my resume... now to get on to looking for work.

bleh.

seangrrrr:
you can come work at the corydon dominos for me!!!
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Work went by pretty fast today. Guy called me three times and left me three messages while I was there. Tommrow I am going to the Pig Station to get a restaining order. tongue tongue tongue
I went to Harvest Homecoming, alone of course. I was there 10 minutes and already had a 'fan club'. A group of four skater kids thought I was like 15 or 16,...
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zenfish:
Ja. i'm sure this will all work out. But thanks for the words. smile
drnecessitor:
Mmmm...funnel cake. Powdered sugar, apple or chocolate topping?
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I put a message before my voice mail box that say that there is a trap on my phone, blah blah..the police will be notified if I recieve any more Threating or Harassing phone calls. mad mad mad
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rybo:
ive been a bit out of the loop. but im sure I can safely assume you have been having some loser phone harrasser issues. best of luck with that. i would gladly break the person if need be smile skull
dirtlits:
I have delt with a issue like that in the past and it's a hard thing to deal with, but there is a few steps to help it go away. First thing is to block the number, which if you look in your phone book, look for the call block number key, like #80 then the number ... or whatever it is. Second is really just pretend that none of this is bothering you at all. You have to seriously pretend that it doesn't bother you in one bit and act like normal. Once someone realizes that it is not affecting you at all, there is really no point in continuing to harass them anymore. If you want to bother someone and it's not working, you get the last laugh! Same goes for if you hear from him again. Just act like it doesn't bother you at all. If he's like, "Fuck you cunt, you a whore" and shit like that, just respond with, "Thank you! You are a kind sir! My day was great! How was you day?" He will respond with "fuck you" and you can say "no thanks! But thanks for asking, well ... I have to go ... see you!" Then hang up the phone, then ... you can do the last thing. Pretty much what you already did, but use a calm but stern voice and put a message on your phone stating something along the lines of the following. "I am tired of the childish games. I have noted the number of calls and if I continue to have harassing calls from <insert assholes name> then I will be forced to file a restraining order. Thanks." That will get the point across very quickly. Also if he lives with his parents, call over there and inform them of the same. The moment he and his parents if applicable, realize that you will involve the police if it continues he will back off.

You are too nice of a person to just take some childish shit from immature little fuck head kid that doesn't deserve your time.

Is it time to break out operation "C:\kick that kids ass"?

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I have about had it. The guy keeps calling me, and telling me I'm a cunt, a slut. I'm not sure what the hell I am suppose to do. Right now, I wish I could crawl in a hole, and not come out. Ever. mad mad mad frown frown frown
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silverrevolver:
I'm sorry sugar frown
waxlips:
What's going on??? Is it just a random guy?
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I feel like Shit. Not sick kindof shit, but like 'I am dead inside' kindof shit. I feel very alone right now. Although dumping the guy was very much needed, I also had to sacrafice a lot of mutal friends who all hate me now because 'everyhting that went wrong in the relationship was my fault'. I know I need to get on with my...
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dirtlits:
Man ... I do hope things start looking up for you girl! Ok ... you gotta smile so here is what I say! Do you like Barney, probably not ... what about 2Pac ... well lets combine the two ... check dis out! 2 MB Barney 2Pac wmv

Did that get a laugh ... ah yes!

My idea is that on Saturday you need to attend the b-day of Pyrate and Melly and meet everyone! Getting out and hanging with the "cool crowd" will seriously bring a little smile to your face. We are all pretty much retarded in our own ways but ... when together ... it all fits perfectly!

Be there ... word!
monkeybutt:
thanks, i actually seem to find myself around more than i thought so.

have i mentioned that you're really cute?

you need a good few days and some pretty sunsets. maybe a good boy or girlfriend eventually to be happy with. just take a few deep breaths and get outside as often as possible.

if i were there i'd cheer you up.

kiss kiss smile smile love love wink
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I had to go into work today. Which I was like..that's cool it's only three hours. That was the longest three hours of my life. As soon as I got there, I was told to fold clothes. Joy. At least I only had to listen to that awful store CD just through one cycle.
I had to give guy back his things today..well, not me...
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dirtlits:
I am glad that you made the right decision. It's time to move on and start rockin out with the new chapter in ya life!

You are very welcome for my 2 cents! wink Maybe you can give me your 2 cents one day. biggrin
laid_to_rest:
woo hoo go kentucky. nice to meet you smile
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So I finally got around to updating my journal. Friday was the first day of The Culbertson Mansion Haunted House. I was a ghost, and fell down the stairs twisting my ankle. yay. I then had to work Saturday, which sucked because of the ankle. But Saturday night was fun because I got to guide at the house.
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Sunday, however was the worst day ever....
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dirtlits:
Seems like everyone around me is dealing with relationship issues. I just wanted to maybe throw out some things that you probably already thought of but maybe just need to hear it from someone else.

One thing you have to remind yourself of is not to change who you are. You seem to be a great girl and he maybe a good guy but while you feel you connect with him, and feel at ease around him, there are few big problems that I can see so far. One main thing is that people do evolve and change over time. While you still care about him, you need to remind yourself that sometimes things are past the point of no return. From the sounds of it, I would say it's time to move on from that chapter in your life and start a new one. I am sure you both have changed since you met in one form or another. Which brings me to problem number two! You cannot allow yourself to change the way you are just for someone else. If someone has some issues with a few minor habits you have or a slight personality trait you have, that is one thing, but if someone is trying to change who you are completely, that is a totally different problem. A relationship works with love and understanding given both ways. Each person should be happy with the other and love that about each other, not try to change that person into who you wish they were. If you are trying to force changes, that should be a huge clue that the relationship has run it's course, or should not have even started. The old saying, "Let's just be friends" might just be a good idea this time.

I have been in your exact position before and I completely understand how you are feeling. In my mind and maybe in my heart I felt one thing, but I knew I should do something else. I should do the right thing and end the relationship and find someone I had a true connection with and not just accept the relationship I am in. It's like sticking with a job you hate just because you have been there for a while and you have some good memories of it. In your mind you know leaving is the best option but leaving is never easy ... but sometimes it is necessary in order to start doing the right thing.

As far as the set goes ... my personal opinion is to re-shoot the set. I had to do the same thing when I shot Melly's set. I shot one whole set and after reviewing it, I decided I can probably get by with this set since a good portion of the pic's are good ... or ... I can re-shoot the whole thing and get exactly what I want. I think this will apply to your set as well. The good thing is you can review the shots you already have and look for angles and photos you like and want to re-shoot. This will give you exactly what you want ... why settle for 80% when you can go for 100%??

Word! ... and that's my two cents! smile

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So the cut my hours again. I'm starting to think they don't like me working there. Could it be my piercings? My Tattoos? The black hair that they haven't seen yet? Yea..I dyed it black. whatever
I swear if I see that comercial for Britney Spears' new perfume..I will go into defence mode..tearin' things down and shit. mad mad
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dirtlits:
I have to agree with Pyrate on this one. Your hair does look very good black. It looks good against your dark brown eyes as well, so ... I say ... keep it black ... because if it ain't black ... it's wack!

Oh, and you should post up some more of your artwork. It's always nice to see others work ... I need to post up some more stuff myself!

If ya don't ... I'll send my bodyguard Pyrate up there to clean house! Word!
monkeybutt:
hope you're good on monday. that's today, you see. unless i'm on ayahuasca again, but i don't think i am.
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So...I did the set today. It was cold.....very very very cold! I'm not going to see the finishied product until Sunday frown frown The weather was a bit Cloudy but..it might work, who knows.
optimistickid:
will you post the set here on Sunday? who shot it? were you nervous?
pyrate:
I think it will turn out well, I have high hopes ARRR!!!
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I am soooooo tired! I went underpant shopping and came out empty! Well..sorta..Victoria's Secret only had g-strings and thongs, which leave nothing to the imagenation, or my spelling. Target had nothing. I didn't have an oppertunity or money for that matter to go to Fredricks of hollwood...So I ended up buying some black boyshorts at Wal-mart, and a bra I'm not happy with. I wanted...
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minibeanie:
Believe me.....Its better with just the imagination.... love
econstupidity:
nothing more exhausting than a day of frustrating underwear shopping - especially when your final refuge is wally world wink