I feel like Shit. Not sick kindof shit, but like 'I am dead inside' kindof shit. I feel very alone right now. Although dumping the guy was very much needed, I also had to sacrafice a lot of mutal friends who all hate me now because 'everyhting that went wrong in the relationship was my fault'. I know I need to get on with my life, and go out and make fiends, but to be honest, I didn't exactly get A+'s in Friendship-making in grade school. Not to mention how shy I can be. Everything seems to be going down the toliet for me. And sadly, the one guy I want to be with, I don't think anything is ever going to get to happen between us, which sucks because so much already has..and that dosen't sound right, soo...just to let you know I don't mean in a sexual way....
On my way home tonight, I almost hit a deer. Actually, the guy in fornt of me hit it, and I barely missed it. He just keep driving, so I pulled over to see if the poor thing was dead. He wasn't. Two other people stoped to see if I was ok. I had to call the cops to come down, and put the bloody beast out of it's misery.
Poor thing. I'm just glad it wasn't me that hit it. It could have killed me, driving the fiberglass piece of shit I drive. Yup. Today was a pretty shitty and lonely day.
On my way home tonight, I almost hit a deer. Actually, the guy in fornt of me hit it, and I barely missed it. He just keep driving, so I pulled over to see if the poor thing was dead. He wasn't. Two other people stoped to see if I was ok. I had to call the cops to come down, and put the bloody beast out of it's misery.
Poor thing. I'm just glad it wasn't me that hit it. It could have killed me, driving the fiberglass piece of shit I drive. Yup. Today was a pretty shitty and lonely day. VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
Did that get a laugh ... ah yes!
My idea is that on Saturday you need to attend the b-day of Pyrate and Melly and meet everyone! Getting out and hanging with the "cool crowd" will seriously bring a little smile to your face. We are all pretty much retarded in our own ways but ... when together ... it all fits perfectly!
Be there ... word!
have i mentioned that you're really cute?
you need a good few days and some pretty sunsets. maybe a good boy or girlfriend eventually to be happy with. just take a few deep breaths and get outside as often as possible.
if i were there i'd cheer you up.