Yawn
and Woke
The wooden house
sharing souls with the sun
hooked into my throat
Elliot was trapped under the porch
that day
and someone walked the sidelines
and the lines in the road kept me alive
only sleeping
with you
i watched the curtains take shape
as you brushed by them
as you ripped that hook from me
might as well have dragged me...
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and Woke
The wooden house
sharing souls with the sun
hooked into my throat
Elliot was trapped under the porch
that day
and someone walked the sidelines
and the lines in the road kept me alive
only sleeping
with you
i watched the curtains take shape
as you brushed by them
as you ripped that hook from me
might as well have dragged me...
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runelateralus:
Mmmm hmmm
fucket:
where'd you go
Climbing Trees*
need the drug
need my home
need the army to hold me down
felt the weight of the mountains and the treasured place he found
so that boy is long gone
a thousand fighting
and he is flying
i do know where i am
for so long
my purpose was yours
and yours was yours
water and lightening
and all i can think...
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need the drug
need my home
need the army to hold me down
felt the weight of the mountains and the treasured place he found
so that boy is long gone
a thousand fighting
and he is flying
i do know where i am
for so long
my purpose was yours
and yours was yours
water and lightening
and all i can think...
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bepps:
I miss you.
a bit of change....
a question.
What was the hardest thing you have ever gone through? When, why and how did you manage to get through it?
a question.
What was the hardest thing you have ever gone through? When, why and how did you manage to get through it?
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psychicgoldfish:
hey beautiful, i'm glad you're back.
are you OK?
Since late childhood- which contained a few good shakes, nothing too much more traumatic than usual growing pains. They are hard, but expected. *shrugs*
are you OK?
Since late childhood- which contained a few good shakes, nothing too much more traumatic than usual growing pains. They are hard, but expected. *shrugs*
peart:
well technically i haven't asked anyone out yet.
Currently $6000 of bling. hi everyone. it sure seems like a lot of you have gone grey since ive been away.
Anyway...i have good news. Even though i am tired as hell, i am now in Denver working. This place is amazing. I was so sick and tired of being in those damn midwest towns. Now at work, if it gets crazy, i can walk...
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Anyway...i have good news. Even though i am tired as hell, i am now in Denver working. This place is amazing. I was so sick and tired of being in those damn midwest towns. Now at work, if it gets crazy, i can walk...
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thearcanecircle:
Wow 6000? what is it your doing again? Denver is nice..I love that whole state..
runelateralus:
Glad to here about the job in Denver.
BEEP BEeP UPDAtE!
CURRENTLY AT $3300 bling.
Too tired to write. I wont be able to get online for another week so leave me lots of messeges.
Nothing to exciting around here. This small ass town sucks. I have spent way too much money on food, but damn, i sure had a good ass steak the other night. probably the best ive ever had. I...
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CURRENTLY AT $3300 bling.
Too tired to write. I wont be able to get online for another week so leave me lots of messeges.
Nothing to exciting around here. This small ass town sucks. I have spent way too much money on food, but damn, i sure had a good ass steak the other night. probably the best ive ever had. I...
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bepps:
I tried to call you today. Mon gave me your number a bit ago but I lost it so I called her today and then I called your number that she gave me and it said "invalid extension". The only other option there was was to talk to an operator and I thought "hmmm what the hell am I gonna say? 'yea I wanna talk to lindsey' 'lindsey who?' 'my girl lindsey'" and didn't think that'd go over too well. But I hear you're goin to Denver n makin a lot more money and are stoked about it, so that's cool. Just wish I could hear you talk about it and like, explain what the hell she was tryin to tell me. But I'm sure I'll talk to you after you get to Denver.
porcelainheart:
hi hun, hope you're well. 
HEY! UPDATE!
So, ive made $2100 of bling so far.
The weather is crazy. I have lots and lots to say, but im tired and this damn laptop hurts my wee little hands. Thanks for all the well wishes. I should be here for another week to two more weeks. I miss you guys, i miss being preoccupied by hours of sg nonsense. har har....
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So, ive made $2100 of bling so far.
The weather is crazy. I have lots and lots to say, but im tired and this damn laptop hurts my wee little hands. Thanks for all the well wishes. I should be here for another week to two more weeks. I miss you guys, i miss being preoccupied by hours of sg nonsense. har har....
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billybillybilly:
We'll be waiting for you mama. Have a safe trip. 
peart:
how did you make 2100 of bling
I'm going to OMAHA. I'll be gone for a couple weeks kiddos, but when i get back i'll have some bling. Wish me luck. I love you guys a bazillion.
Brian, I will miss you. You are a very special person to me right now. Youre on my mind when i wake up, and when i sleep, and everytime i talk to you, i feel...
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twistedblack:
bye bye u have fun now u hear. he he said like a true texan
fuck:
have a nice trip
Just some lyrics today.
Ryan Adams-Rescue Blues
Everybody wants you to be special
And everybody wants you to be high
They throw you down a rope when you're
in trouble, baby
Screamin, "Save me."
Then they charge you with the rescue blues.
And everybody wants to see you suffer
They know that you need the pain so much
They throw you up a rope when...
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Ryan Adams-Rescue Blues
Everybody wants you to be special
And everybody wants you to be high
They throw you down a rope when you're
in trouble, baby
Screamin, "Save me."
Then they charge you with the rescue blues.
And everybody wants to see you suffer
They know that you need the pain so much
They throw you up a rope when...
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mulhollanddrive:
Ryan's the man, but I think we already covered that. Hope you are doin' well. How's the adult life treatin' ya? I'm normally not this busy. Just lotsa stuff goin' on lately. Yep, we should hang out sometime soon.
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meanwhilethecat:
i enjoyed chatting with you as well...we'll have to do it again sometime.
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bunny:
Iowa City!? Have a wonderful time!
tastysoup:
i love you too! 
I'm done. I'm throwing in the white towel now. I seriously give up. The only thing that hasnt dissapointed me or failed me are my new $3 underwear, that will probably rip the first time i wash them.
Something is wrong with my brain. I do everything in excess. I love to hard, eat too much, smoke too much, i put my heart and soul...
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cureelise:
LUV U , oh and i find out if i'm pregnant in two weeks 
LUV U , oh and i find out if i'm pregnant in two weeks
bepps:
Putting your entire heart n soul into what you do is insanely crucial. But more crucial is what you put your heart and soul into. Put it into something so horrendously difficult there will be no way in hell that there CAN be any excess. Something that would be worth attaining. If you keep trying hard enough anything can be done. Build a space ship. Win the X prize. You could use the $10,000,000.00.
Thank you to everyone for the birthday wishes
I figured it was time for a new journal update. Nothing really eventful to talk about, as usual. I had a pretty good birthday. My dad made a cake, and i got a couple gifts, and went out to a bar and did kareoke. Tomorrow im going to make an hour or so drive to see a...
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I figured it was time for a new journal update. Nothing really eventful to talk about, as usual. I had a pretty good birthday. My dad made a cake, and i got a couple gifts, and went out to a bar and did kareoke. Tomorrow im going to make an hour or so drive to see a...
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smellslikescifi:
I'm a little late, but Happy Belated wishes from Houston.
I had a dream about a lady trapped in a house on stilts, that was slowly turning and melting into chocolate.
There will be one person missing tomorrow. I miss her immensely. She happened to also be in my dream, which was also strange. This is hard to explain, and im freaked out that it came from my head. But she ran up to me,...
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There will be one person missing tomorrow. I miss her immensely. She happened to also be in my dream, which was also strange. This is hard to explain, and im freaked out that it came from my head. But she ran up to me,...
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seano007:
Happy B-DAY!!!!!!!!!
cureelise:
It's late i know smack myself on the ass. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO U
It's late i know smack myself on the ass. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO U