I have survived.
I am absolutely exhausted.
But I survived.
The city was totally empty yesterday and getting around was so easy. We saw everything in midtown (rockefeller, nbc, st. patricks, etc) and hit all of Trump's buildings, Strawberry fields, and Times Square and Herald Square, before heading down for the fireworks.
The fireworks were beautiful. And I am not a fireworks person. But I...
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I am absolutely exhausted.
But I survived.
The city was totally empty yesterday and getting around was so easy. We saw everything in midtown (rockefeller, nbc, st. patricks, etc) and hit all of Trump's buildings, Strawberry fields, and Times Square and Herald Square, before heading down for the fireworks.
The fireworks were beautiful. And I am not a fireworks person. But I...
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vegemite:
yay for family fun... dripping with saracsm
the_deacon:
Cool family days...you gotta love those! 
The house is ready for the Scottish invasion. And I am just about there. I have both days completely mapped out. Thankfully, when the Rochester boys came I had to show them all of NYC in one day. So I alreayd had most of the trip mapped out, but we are dividing it into two days.
I am happy to see my family, though it...
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I am happy to see my family, though it...
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9005900:
My wife and I were in Italy, France, and Belgium for 3 weeks back in 1998. For our retirement, I presented my wife with first class tickets to Spain for 2 weeks, but we have not taken it yet. We both got a little nervous after 9-11, and now just haven't made the time. Good thing the tickets are still good. We're thinking of going this October, God willing. You'll enjoy it!!!
nc_guy:
Good luck with the family. Just play the game for awhile. You do know that dsyfunctional families are the new norm. It's one of my life theories. 
That is so cool about your European trip. I hope you have fun.
That is so cool about your European trip. I hope you have fun.
I have figured it out a little bit. I have just been focusing too much on the sexual side of my life and personality a bit more than say the brain or creative side. Granted yes the sexual side does let me do some creative work, but I haven't been able to just sit down and paint or draw or write. So, I need to...
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tilpacer:
YAY! Self improvement rocks! 
Ooooo Paintings!
To tell you the truth, I think I might have glaced at you rather than every other chick....
YAY! New stuff!
Thanks for the comment on my blog... it means alot.
Have a great day!
Ooooo Paintings!
To tell you the truth, I think I might have glaced at you rather than every other chick....
YAY! New stuff!
Thanks for the comment on my blog... it means alot.
Have a great day!
thestate:
i wish there were girls in my town that walked around in jeans and beaters, with no makeup.
those insipid paris clones make me queasy. yapping away on their cell phones in public places like the own the world
"like. ohhh mayyyy gawwddddd lauren. what baahhr did you like, go to last niiight, ohhh mayyy gawddd, did brian and stacey like, totally relly do that?!" gah.
those insipid paris clones make me queasy. yapping away on their cell phones in public places like the own the world
"like. ohhh mayyyy gawwddddd lauren. what baahhr did you like, go to last niiight, ohhh mayyy gawddd, did brian and stacey like, totally relly do that?!" gah.
Okay, I am reminded today primarily from spinhouse247 that I need to re-center myself. I have really lost sight of some things that used to be a priority to me.
I have truly lost my core. The one thing that I used to know and believe in.
I can see some changes as of late that have been positive, but others that have been negative....
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I have truly lost my core. The one thing that I used to know and believe in.
I can see some changes as of late that have been positive, but others that have been negative....
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bigpoppa99:
ummm wow! pictures are awsome!
spinhouse247:
I hope our little pep talk did you some good. Keep your head up and mind clear. Aside from that drama, I'm currently working on your remaining pages for the site along with a cold beer. Oh, by the way... I drowned a nursery full of children today! j/k hahahahaha
Being an only child there are a few parts of my personality that I truly believe come from a lack of siblings.
I have been spending time with people who I like and have fun with since Friday, but today I just needed to crash on my own.
I find that this is a common trait among only children. That you need a certain amount...
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I have been spending time with people who I like and have fun with since Friday, but today I just needed to crash on my own.
I find that this is a common trait among only children. That you need a certain amount...
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rxqueen:
I'm not an only child and i definitely need my alone time. I can entertain myself pretty easily as well.
so, those may be common traits among 'only children', but i think they're pretty common in general.
so, those may be common traits among 'only children', but i think they're pretty common in general.
rowanmayfair:
I agree, but the person I'd like to be in bed with wasn't very interested in spending this day with me 
I was in Maine for the weekend with mom. I ate a lot of lobster which made me very happy!! And walked the beach 4 miles every day. I fucking love the beach.
I would do anything to just live on the water. But I don't see that happening anytime soon.
But mi madre and I had a nice time.
My heart has an empty...
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I would do anything to just live on the water. But I don't see that happening anytime soon.
But mi madre and I had a nice time.
My heart has an empty...
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bigpoppa99:
it's the eyes they just make me melt.
girlfriends and condoms. I was still laughing at it on the way home.
girlfriends and condoms. I was still laughing at it on the way home.
derceto:
yeah, i'm very happy with how the finished tattoo came out
People who say women can't get randy (aka horny) are sorely mistaken. I think it is just that we can hold it back more than men.
But oh my god, I am dying and before I get a bunch of offers, thank you so much, but I prefer to be with someone who I know. It is a girl thing. But......dying.
I love all the...
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But oh my god, I am dying and before I get a bunch of offers, thank you so much, but I prefer to be with someone who I know. It is a girl thing. But......dying.
I love all the...
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horror_queen:
I really wish you would of just told me if you had a problem with the dress hun. It would have been fine.
moonrabbit:
I'm gonna be back on the 23rd. Just a short trip. But my frist time off the continent.
Hi kids!
Where to start....so many things I want to tackle. I sent the set in today...fingers crossed please! Duff did an amazing job though! He has quite the eye. And other bits, but that is besides the point!
I feel like as of late, I have just been going about things all wrong. Trying to capture things, to hold on to them, and to...
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Where to start....so many things I want to tackle. I sent the set in today...fingers crossed please! Duff did an amazing job though! He has quite the eye. And other bits, but that is besides the point!
I feel like as of late, I have just been going about things all wrong. Trying to capture things, to hold on to them, and to...
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vegemite:
Good things are meant to come to you. Just be yourself, even if that is impulsive. Continue on your path of discovery...
Good things are meant to come to you. Just be yourself, even if that is impulsive. Continue on your path of discovery... 
mydogfarted:
Naughty nun? You dirty, dirty girl.
You're hot, but something didn't "feel" right with the set and I just can't put my finger on it.
You're hot, but something didn't "feel" right with the set and I just can't put my finger on it.
I am so done with liking boys. It is just so not worth it.
Boo.
I am having a sad day. But not depressed, just sad.
I feel stupid for why I feel sad, and don't want to post it here.......but......lonely sucks. I guess that is the best way to put it. And I am tired of it.
I miss being special to someone. You...
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Boo.
I am having a sad day. But not depressed, just sad.
I feel stupid for why I feel sad, and don't want to post it here.......but......lonely sucks. I guess that is the best way to put it. And I am tired of it.
I miss being special to someone. You...
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koala:
*hugs*
Honestly, these boys in your life must be fucking stupid if they can't see what an amazing, incredible woman they are passing up. I mean, come on! What are they thinking? (Or lack of thinking is more like it!)
*hugs*
Honestly, these boys in your life must be fucking stupid if they can't see what an amazing, incredible woman they are passing up. I mean, come on! What are they thinking? (Or lack of thinking is more like it!)
the_happy_pig:
Hey, chin up.
It'll come, it's just a bitch that you can't force it. Which is little comfort I know, but, well...
And try not to let a bit of down time spoil where you've got yourself to now, that would suck.
It'll come, it's just a bitch that you can't force it. Which is little comfort I know, but, well...
And try not to let a bit of down time spoil where you've got yourself to now, that would suck.
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oxy:
both pic and drawing are awesome (very much like you)
<3
<3
err:
Yeah i know i don't really pay much attention to this site anymore. Even less now with the "makeover" they gave it. I just think they dumped to many resources into the wrong places. Hit me up on myspace if you want. Im on there all the time now.
So, the funk is just about out of my system, and I am feeling like the old me again!! Yay!
And in conjunction with that.....I have received these photos from 01Ronin, so why wouldn't I smile?
Plus, I have had lovely little phonecalls today that made me teeter.......and I got an extra special surprise from someone on here that I will share later....for now I...
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And in conjunction with that.....I have received these photos from 01Ronin, so why wouldn't I smile?
Plus, I have had lovely little phonecalls today that made me teeter.......and I got an extra special surprise from someone on here that I will share later....for now I...
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x_richard_x:
looking good as ever hun
vegemite:
yea for sexy pics! PM me your digits and we'll coordinate a time to try on dresses.....
Thank you to everyone for yoiur insights and thoughts about the last entry.
My best friend Jessica said I worry too much about being normal, which is probably very true. And that I shouldn't let what medications I am on define me. She always has amazing advice. And her road has been a difficult one. Yet she can still be there to support me. Even...
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My best friend Jessica said I worry too much about being normal, which is probably very true. And that I shouldn't let what medications I am on define me. She always has amazing advice. And her road has been a difficult one. Yet she can still be there to support me. Even...
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01ronin:
Granted I don't know you beyond a few hours... But I like you the way you are - be it normal or not, it's you, and that is all that counts.
mdog42:
Have you seen "City of Angels" (with Nicolas Cage and Meg Ryan)? If not just skip the spoiler.
Enough of of that....
I'm glad to see you smiling. You really do have a beautiful smile - it comes from within and is more than just a raising of lips and eyebrows and it shows.
(I tend to have to unsettling fake looking smile 
and sometime wish I didn't)
As for the pics, you say they'll just get better and better? Well we'll just have to see about that (and I hope we do)
