Tuesday Jan 18, 2005

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I fail at life...
















1) No I'm not going to kill myself.
2) For happier, more trivial thoughts, go back one journal.
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alohra:
Well, if it's any consolation, I like you and I've never even met you, so you MUST be the best person on earth in real life.
tiffanymarie:
oink kiss

you needed those!

Monday Jan 17, 2005

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Oh man, so frustrating, I was updating, and then Opera just freaked out, now I have to start from scratch.

I went to the SoCal Euro GTG (Get Together) on Satuday. Before that on Friday though, Jason, one of my VW buddies stayed at my house for the night, because he drove from BFE Arizona for the GTG. It was also his 25th birthday. We...
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alohra:
Dude. That has totally happened to me. There's this one street that has two identical smart-parks a block away from one another and I get confused alot. Only once did I actually get confused enough to think that something had happened to my car, though. I hate that awful panicky feeling in my stomach. ick.
venice:
It was only because the car was falling apart, it had nothing to do with your driving ability. You know I love driving with you. smile

Friday Jan 14, 2005

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It's friday. Although it doesn't seem like it. I'm really in one of those moods where I feel like I'm falling behind infinitely, never again able to catch up to where I was or where I want to be. I feel like some of the things that I've done recently have left irreparable damage with some of my relationships.

I'm going to a car show...
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alohra:
I like your car! Where in Mexico are you going?
ginacherry:
lucky man- I get no spring break- soon as quarter is over- I am of to join the working force- BLAH- I am so not looking forward to it

Thursday Jan 13, 2005

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Alright, I must come clean. Because--as Venice said, I do feel a little ashamed of what I said and its deception.

Ms. Kitoushi was just a figurative representation of a good friend of mine. It was an alias, which then, over weeks, became almost a different character than the actual person. Yesterday, I came to the realization that I can't perpetuate that image of her...
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ginacherry:
smile
arcanite:
Makes so much more sense now.

Wednesday Jan 12, 2005

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Some sad news...

Ms. Kitoushi passed away this morning. She suffered a massive heart failure and died at 11:22am. Our hearts go out to you, I loved you.

In other news, Whik and I got together last night. I drove down there and hung out for a while. I needed to pick up some nuts and bolts for my car. So, we go to Lowe's...
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sen:
If I could use smileys too represent the actual faces I made I would pick these two: eeek frown
I'm really sorry man. That's the worst, I can't imagine how much it would hurt if someone close to me passed on.
venice:
You should be ashamed of yourself that people take you seriously. I wish there were a scolding smiley.

The flies are mostly in the kitchen, but they've branched out. There are a couple in my room, and probably in my grandpa's room too, because he mentioned the cats chasing them. His room is filthy though, so that doesn't surprise me.

It's at least worth getting some barista experience. Then later I can get a better job at Starbucks. Or, you know, anything.

Sunday Jan 09, 2005

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So,

Saturday night in Westwood. It's been raining all day. I don't know what makes this rain different from the rain that I've encountered in Portland, but it just seems more intense and debilitating. I don't want to go anywhere, and it's oh-so-depressing. I really feel like it's a different entity here. I did go to the grocery store today, though, so that was a...
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venice:
I guess I can't complain about you cutting your hair. It probably is getting ridiculous.

I'll come visit if I ever have any money to get there with. But I believe AceTracer lives in Florida, so I don't think he would care that much. wink
My brother said that possibly later he and Jason would be able to afford to fly me down, since Jason has a job now, too and even got promoted. So we'll see.
arcanite_pdx:
And, of course, a car has one and only one purpose. A computer can be used for a multitude of things. biggrin

Saturday Jan 08, 2005

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Well, lets see here...

So, classes started yesterday, and then today I had Japanese and my Science and Society Honors class. I didn't go to Japanese, because I was really tired, it's not even the start of school, really, and it was raining harder than... like woah.

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arcanite:
I see so many of those people so often, the socialization is nice, but not that interesting. G*y is the only person I care to play with, because of the singletail, but that's awefully intense, so I don't do it often.
gangstaswan:
Just make sure you give credit to the person who came up with the idea sign. confused

Thursday Jan 06, 2005

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I haven't attempted to reconcile my differences with my iPod, which is ok. I was able to use my bitchin' new stereo to listen to some tunes down to LA.

The drive was really good. I stopped in Weed, CA. I just love that picture... Snow and Taco Bell, in California, who wouldda thunk it. The Siskiyous were fine, dry road in southern Oregon,...
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tiffanymarie:
Snow in Cali? What is going on? Hahaha You're antisocial roommate sounds disgusting. I would never want someone like that living with me. I'm too clean for that shit. Even if he kept it to his own room, no way.
alohra:
"If I were a Sim City mayor of Mojave, then I would demolish it and start again, or just leave it blank, because it's better than what it is now"
Best sentence ever in the history of the universe. Thanks for brightening my day.

Monday Jan 03, 2005

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Ohhh I'm fucking pissed

I really want to throw something across the room... like my iPod, the source of all this fucking frustration--how fucking hard can it be to get a fucking program to fucking transfer songs on to my fucking iPod without the program crashing? Huh? Really, c'mon....

Oh man. I'm going to sleep. I'm driving to LA tomorrow--talk to you then.
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arcanite_pdx:
But... but.... rock climbing is *fun*! (he says as his arms still don't want to move)

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venice:
But I don't have anything close to $2000. frown
I only have about $400. Plus hopefully soon another $150. And maybe eventually another $300. That's only $850.

But you're right. I should start seriously thinking. If I saw what needed to be done, it would make things easier. Instead of just assuming it's impossible.

Sunday Jan 02, 2005

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If you missed it, go back one journal entry for all my ko-razzy highlights of the last week or so...

Everyone go over to Whik and give her a big hello: she's a good friend of mine from LA.
tiffanymarie:
Did you ever make it up to that Battle Ground party. Funny how you were going to one here and I wasn't doing anything. Hey, I'm not complaining I had a nice peaceful New Years at home with the boy. Now to go back one entry. kiss
tiffanymarie:
Something about how you put that last entry together is very tasteful. The wording you used and all, maybe it's just me being strange. Overall it sounds like you've been enjoying yourself and I'm happy for you. Time spent with family is good for the soul. Especially great conversation. Take care.

Saturday Jan 01, 2005

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Ohhhh man.

So long since I've rapped to y'all.

Well, I left for Boise on Monday for my grandma's memorial service. It was awesome--really great service and everyone there was fantastic.

So starting from the beginning.

On Christmas Eve, we went to the liquor store. The guy helping us was notable in quite a few ways--He smelled like he had worked in a liquor store...
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sen:
I didn't cry at my Grandpa's funeral and such much either. Only when my Grandma lost control and started bawling.

My car just started making this bad noise in the shocks when I hit manhole covers and potholes. The muffler is rattling too. And the gas pedal sticks everytime you first press it after it being parked for a while. And the heat is weak.
gangstaswan:
Yes, indeed Happy New Year's! Thanks for my most awesome present.

Sen's post has reminded me: I figured out why my E-brake light kept coming on - the brake fluid was low. It was a $2 fix thanks to the guys at the parts store back home.

Monday Dec 27, 2004

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Off to Boise, I'll be back on Wednesday
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ginacherry:
I hate Boise- well I hate Idaho- but anyway, I hope you have a terrific trip.smile
tiffanymarie:
*hugs*
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