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Alright, I must come clean. Because--as Venice said, I do feel a little ashamed of what I said and its deception.

Ms. Kitoushi was just a figurative representation of a good friend of mine. It was an alias, which then, over weeks, became almost a different character than the actual person. Yesterday, I came to the realization that I can't perpetuate that image of her in my mind. So, that said, I talked with her about it, and she agreed that it was probably best to end that chapter. So, we talked about different "scenarios." I chose 'heart-failure' because that seems like an appropriate method for something that I put so much emotion--heart--into.

Thus, no one actually died, there will be no funeral. All is well, and the girl that of which Ms. Kitoushi was once part is still a good friend of mine.