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You can only defeat it if you deny it battle.












and this is borrowed from Dale Roberts... It's how I like to think about my work and humanity. (I'm an art model for those who don't know.) He has better words thank i do.


" I teach; I write; I draw; I make photographs. All four pursuits are ways of drawing out.

Teaching is drawing...
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frankmask:
I don't understand a lot of that, but I think I agree with the parts I do understand, maybe.
chriswparker:
photography translates as 'drawing with light', any visual artform is about capturing a moment in time. x
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I just wanna have a plan.

and I don't wanna bug anyone else while forming it, but it relies on them.

I'm second guessing myself and feel beyond stupid.

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drstinkypants:
beer.

get some.
effyouseekay:
it's a possibility.
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did you ever figure out how to keep from wanting to call and chat twenty times a day, (even though you had nothing to talk about?)

God - this guy makes me want to write crappy poetry. please someone, HELP!

(I've been denying myself but it's been a few days. and it's getting hard)
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effyouseekay:
won't
you be
my neighbor?
shirleydanger:
ulterior motive? this gal? i think not! kiss
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I dreamed of him again.
I wish he would either materialize or stop showing up in my dreams...

It makes my heart ache.

(stupid dream guy)
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guitargeek:
Wow, I know exactly how you feel!
char1es:
sorry about that...I'll stay home tonight.
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yay! an early saturday morning with coffee!!!!

I got a massage request this morning. And after I finished I realized that I'd forgotten how much I loved it and how good I was at giving massages.

And then I got to thinking... the few major things I seem to have a grasp on definatly include massage and plants. I need to use these somehow.

yea.....
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phrogg:
I don't know your name.

A fact which struck me when I brought my band mate over to your table last night. Of course, I'd be happy to continue introducing you as "Figment" and catch the look on people's faces. Anyway, message me if you'd like.
7deuce:
it's a NOFX song i thought it was funny. biggrin but i have a warped sence of humor.

thank you
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My friend calls me up out of the blue and asks what's wrong. We hadn't talked in months.
Really and sincerely. What is wrong. why am I down? And so I told him. everything that was bothering me. all of my stupid fears and idioc thoughts and bullshit that I carry around and think without ever saying... He listened. To all of it, without interupting....
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atomh8:
thats good. sometimes its good to just talk through your problems with someone who is willing to listen.
tilpacer:
YAY! Good friend are hard to find. Keep that one around!

Have a great day! biggrin
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puddincat:
I wish i had some coffee now.

I am a mess this morning blackeyed
dr_pwnage:
Feel better now...?
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mike


Mike died.

I just found out.

In top physical shape, while five days into a cross country bike trip, his heart said no more and that was that. It happened in june last year. I wasn't there for it now was around to tell. (my traveling and being out of touch prevented me from knowing until now. This is the one moment when I...
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drstinkypants:
im sorry to hear that.

but it sounds like mike led the life he wanted to lead.

cheers
puddincat:
Sorry to hear this...I"m so sorry
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I am a dancing QUEEN!!!!

yay! I got my dancing feet back! (I'm exhausted!)
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cunninglinquist:
good, now dance you way to a good job
phrogg:
Yes, though it was originally about the Cambodia invasion. Kent State was one of dozens of campuses that were having large demonstrations over the invasion, and when the shootings took place, everybody went ballistic (pardon the expression...) and demonstrations that had been fairly peaceful turned ugly pretty quick.
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Whenever anyone asks what I do for a living, I'm always at a loss of what to tell them...
This is because I don't really work for a living- or like to appear as though I don't. I accomplish this by working twenty million places and having ten different irons in the fire at the same time. (really, I don't. it's more like three or...
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horsemonkey6711:
I always tell people I'm a gentleman of lesiure, heavy on the leisure, light on the gentleman.
whatagy:
Not having to work for a living is my life's ambition.
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*ahem* I'm not going to believe a word you say if you don't call me back when you say you will... Even if there's nothing to report, touching base and telling me there is nothing to report and things are still unknown is better than dropping off the face of the planet. (Particularly when it involves massive amounts of travel and relocation on my part....
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joenobody:
kiss thanx. you comin?
metatag:
Last week I was due to visit a friends house to view a move and I called him to say that the electricty was off in my house and large areas of the town.

He was out when I called his mobile and he said that he would call when he comes home to let me know if he has mains power.

It seems like a quite a fundamental thing. The arrangement is to watch a movie, that needs electricity, he promised to call...

But the time ticked on and I had to call him to check mad mad mad

Some people are just complete numb nuts wink
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It rained and got really cold since day break.

Flea market today... We rented a table.
We sold seventy five percent of what we brought down there.
(and that was a uhaul truck load)
Life is good... I feel lighter now.

(there will be another sale next week or the week after and I anticipate to do better because hopefully it won't be raining.)


yea......
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brumby:
shocked 75% sale's ratio, and you still have enough gear to make a second trip? shocked

Wow, good for you. smile
phrogg:
OK, you've been asleep for 18 hours. Up and at 'em!!! tongue