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schadenfreude:
I am a total flat iron devotee now. The flat iron curls look a billion times better than curling iron ones. So awesome. Who knew?

My favorite 4th memory involves a malfunctioning firecracker that went off on the roof, frightening the obese Irish exchange student, and making him run for cover. This is circa 1991.
oryon:
my mom's birthday is on the 4th, so most of my memories revolve around her birthday. nothing really memorable, it's just another day around the house.
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so yeah that was a fun 15 hour day.
tomorrow back at the shop at 6am, everything must be perfect, and it shall be, it's up to me to put the final touches on before the media, press, dignitaries, and everyone show....akkk! exciting though.
i need some sleep....now
i think i might watch say anything and hit the sheets.

will have more to report after...
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caffeinemonkey:
Wow! Hopefully you can have a nice and relaxing three day weekend. It sucks to have to put in so many hours. Good luck!
heatdude:
Glad to hear you got a sweet email..What kind of work do you do?
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my account expired today, totally.
and sg is so nice, they don't ask me if i want to renew, they just send me some shitass email that says "Goodbye from SuicideGirls".
not "oh would you like to renew"...it's like i haven't paid my bill or something, but i never got a notice. i thought that was kinda rude btw. maybe it's just me.

busy busy...
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caffeinemonkey:
That does sound rude on SG's part.

You should try BevMo for the shirts and stuff or there is always the internet
punknitemike:
ohhh...i love Superbad!

sometimes SG sends the renew for $29/year deal, did ya get that?

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sat nite in Laughlin blogging from iPhone.
Hot here sunburned and won 225.00 so far(needed that)
hope to win big on craps tonite.
Miss josh, this is our place. Last time we were here we did it luke bunnies. I miss him muchos.
I'm a bit bored with just lisa her fake boyfriend keeps texting and calling he seems luke so needy.

Don't eat chicken...
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bromopar:
Never got into craps, I've always been a card player myself. But I've never gone to a casino and gambled any real money. I do well playing poker for fun on line though maybe I should give it a try.
badangela:
225.00 sounds good. What are you going to spend it on?
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so it's late, and i have to get up early for the preparation for laughlin.
should be fun, good times, lisa and i together again on a road trip, it's been forever since it's been just us girls.
seems i always have my man taggin along.
i can tell he wishes he'd be there.

tonight i bought a new bathing suit at old navy, AGAIN...really...
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wyldesage:
How is it that you find these cool bathing suits?...I cant never find anything, and when I do, its way too expensive. tongue
presence:
water water water mutha fucka.

dude taco bell in that kind of weather is a no no.

kiss
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well the evening turned out just fine, he called, we talked, we had no drama, i acted normal...he acted slightly stand-offish but at least he called.
i know he loves me.
he says expecting him to say it is like playing games, so i'll let it be for now, some battles you have to pick your time right?
so i ate cinnamon sugar pita chips...
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spud_bliss:
it's not hokeysmile... it's like that gahndi quote: be the change you want to see in the world", you know, be who you want to be, and if you're not who you want to be, be someone elsebiggrin that's what i do, and everntually you'll get to being more of how you want to be

have fun in laughlinbiggrin
heatdude:
have a safe trip....glad the gift finally came.
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working on myself, meditating on it (if i can figure out how) grounding, trying to just not sit around and dwell.
the thing is i love him with every ounce of my being.
rougher times ahead won't happen, because i don't want that to be my reality.
time to be strong, muss up and just love him, no matter what.
so that's the game plan.
wyldesage:
Dont force yourself sweetie, just take it one day at a time.
cosi:
Thanks lady, I'm working on it!

XO
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so yeah, sundays are always my downfall.
on the way home from my parents, josh calls, and i'm like oh yeah did you get those texts i sent earlier and he's like oh yeah (cuz they were sexy) and i'm like i'm kinda bummed you didn't respond back ALL DAY LONG ya know? and he's like well don't send them if they have strings attached....
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punknitemike:
he's just being a guy, trying to hold inside how he's really feeling. thats what guys do, they dont like to show emotion much. and like you said, he's probably busy and tired and stuff. but he does need to be a lil more understanding of how you're feeling!
heatdude:
I hope evrything works out for you it sounds like rougher times may be ahead.....be strong..
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today will be nice, i'm gonna go down to the beach since it's like over 80 there, and catch a few rays in preparation for my trip next week to laughlin. whoopee. i haven't gone anywhere in like forever it seems.

they have cracked down on travel for work, which totally sucks, so yeah i've got the travel bug. would like to jump on an...
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wyldesage:
My brother-in-law is out at Laughlin this weekend boating, I havent been out that way in years, but its way too hot for me.
junnie:


Hold on baby, just hold on.
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well here i am on a friday night all alone, waiting for josh to call me, sound familiar? yeah.
i worked late, got here, read a bit and now i think i might watch a movie or something.

damn i just want a cuddle.

last night was a bit of a hard evening for me, as we talked about serious stuff, and josh wasn't in...
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wyldesage:
Oh honey, it will get better. kiss
musical_poet:
*hugs back*
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put up the aerobed....premier, queen size, sweat my ass off doing it last night.
i am so not loving the do-it-yourself life. i prefer the being with the love of my life, and we go through things TOGETHER approach. call me crazy.

speaking of my love, tonight i finally went through the pics for my set, and sent them to him. he liked them all,...
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wyldesage:
The funny and cool thing is, I actually feel like this is the first time I am ever getting married!
punknitemike:
phone sex can be quite good when doing the long distance thing! shocked

too bad we arent gonna get to see your set. go find a nice fellow to get that 50" from your parents so you can watch your tv in style!
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this is 100% how i feel tonight.
getting a bit teary eyed...but trying not to dwell.....



saw sex and the city the movie tonight with a bunch of girls from work, was really cute, and i'm not a sex in the city fan at all.
i liked it was fun.
worked hard, more tomorrow, fun fun.
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faye:
heatdude:
It was a Sephora gift card, just something to cheer you up. I thought it was going to you electronically, maybe check your registery. Anyways hope you have a wonderful day....