My weekend

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This weekend has been ok I guess. Saturday I was off and basically relaxed the whole day after working all week. I watched Watchmen for the 100th time.

Sunday I went and saw Ghost in the Shell alone. It was a bit awkward as I was literally the only person at the movie who was solo. Everyone else was a couple. Whatever. It was a
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alwyn:
Damn the amount of times I have been to the cinema alone-Probably more than I have been with someone else.
voiddragon:
Sounds like a good weekend to me. I've seen a few movies by myself it weird but eh? I want to see ghostbusters in the Shell it looks really good

I need to not compare myself to other ladies 😔☹

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cvtgrrl_shan:
@chef I try so hard not to compare myself or be envious but if I'm feeling down it just happens. When I see such a beautiful woman with a great, positive outlook and amazing taste in everything I can't help but wish I were her. 
dcrockett63:
Truth is, there's always and ever only one YOU. Comparisons are of no value. You can strive for whatever you want to be or improve, FOR YOU, and you alone. Not for anyone else. You are a unique and precious creation and that alone makes you a valuable being. Your real worth and value comes most from inside  -- who and what you are, how you treat others, and the difference (betterment) you make possible because of your existence along your path.  Ok...sermon over,  lol. 

I'm not well today

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I had been doing so well for a few weeks. Probably my longest good streak in some time. Yesterday I was down and I attributed it to a bad night sleep. I slept fairly well last night but today woke up feeling blue. I do know part of the reason and it's mostly just my own mind overworking. I have been too exhausted from work...
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cvtgrrl_shan:
@amberetta sex is the last thing on my mind when I'm down. It would take a lot to turn my sex drive up when I'm that way. And sex is always on my mind, so it says a lot when I'm not in the mood or not thinking about it. I stay away from alcohol, alcoholism runs on both sides of my family. My mother is a functioning alcoholic. I have found in the past that it is easy for me to fall victim to the numbing effects of it and I don't want to do that. I refuse to turn into my mother. I try to occupy myself with video games or a good show but have been too busy and then tired to really do anything. My friend tried cheering me up by sending some sexy pics of herself, sadly it didn't turn me on as much as it normally would have. I highly appreciated them though!
amberetta:
Ah gotcha! That totally makes sense. I hope you find something that gets you to see that light at the end of the tunnel!! If you like totally ridiculous movies, look up Rubber (2010) or Black Sheep (not the Chris Farley film lol). 

Blog homework: key to my success

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I'm not in the best spirits today so maybe this will help since I need to think positively for it...

For those who don't know, I am a Certified Veterinary Technician aka Animal Nurse. I can do many things...

The first key to my success was building up the courage to apply for school. I have always had a bond with animals, deeper than them
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amberetta:
Love it! You are awesome! I was wondering what the CVT in your username meant lol. We are similar except you take care of animals and I take care of people. I'm working on my pre-reqs for nursing school to become an RN. Keep kicking ass and taking care of those sweet babies. 
glass42:
Thanks!  The "You Might Be a Vet Tech If . . . " gave me quite a few grins.
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