I sit and watch my cigarette ooze out smoke. It's laminar at its start. Then turbulent shortly afterward. As if its first appearance is smooth and freindly, and then its true appearance of turbulent madness apears. And I sit and wonder ... will I see my hat again?

I stayed up all through Sunday night so that I could show up for work in the mornings. I been comin in around 3-4pm lately and I'm supposed to be there at 8am (I'm majorly underpaid for my skills so they wont fire me if I do that (that's why I'm so underpaid so I CAN do that and not get fired)). The only way...
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bepps:
No, I didn't wake up til 2pm. I went to sleep at 8:30 and slept til midnight then went back to sleep at 5:30 and woke up at 2:30. So much for waking up earlier, but my body got the sleep it needed. 
yuriel:
im trying to realize that.
too much time alone.......
too much total paranoia and xenophobia
being far too justified by hundreds and thousands of people.....
against.... the words of a few.....
im at a loss for everything.
im exhausted. literally. physically drained emotionally battered and just. gone. will =< 0.
thanks for the kind words man.
*shrugs*
trying not to think tonight. go figure.
well too much more.
too much time alone.......
too much total paranoia and xenophobia
being far too justified by hundreds and thousands of people.....
against.... the words of a few.....
im at a loss for everything.
im exhausted. literally. physically drained emotionally battered and just. gone. will =< 0.
thanks for the kind words man.
*shrugs*
trying not to think tonight. go figure.
well too much more.
I kindo feel like I should put something up here witty and thoughtfull so that people will coment on it. But I'm too drunk to think of anything so I'll just leave it as this. 
darkangelion:
God > Man > Machine
alas, the angels represent the people that created us, its chief called God; mankind is created on His image (but different, can't say what were angels made of). mankind at the top of its evolution will create a new form of life, no more based on carbon but on silicon, it will be made on our image, but different.
we will move our souls in their bodies, but during the process we will forget what we were exactly. so we will praise "the humans", and its chief.
that I hope is not BUSH
alas, the angels represent the people that created us, its chief called God; mankind is created on His image (but different, can't say what were angels made of). mankind at the top of its evolution will create a new form of life, no more based on carbon but on silicon, it will be made on our image, but different.
we will move our souls in their bodies, but during the process we will forget what we were exactly. so we will praise "the humans", and its chief.
that I hope is not BUSH
doublec:
well, i like to give as much as i can, yes...that is true 
Hi. How are you? I'm fine. 
aya:
Hey - I'm working ont he weightloss.
Oh man! I havn't felt this feeling in a long time. I just got back from riding my bike to and from work.
Something I been meaning to do for ohhh I dunno, like 6 months er something. This is just a map from Corona to Ontario, but it is actually extremely close to the route I take when ride. Except I don't ride on...
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yuriel:
Whee.

doublec:
Thank you!
Well you seem sweet to ME.and Ill try my very best not to make you dislike mesounds like you had a week similar to mindnothing outstanding but nothing too bad.being broke sucks thoand i see you did end up riding bike to work..that's a bit of a ride!
take care of yourself!
Well you seem sweet to ME.and Ill try my very best not to make you dislike mesounds like you had a week similar to mindnothing outstanding but nothing too bad.being broke sucks thoand i see you did end up riding bike to work..that's a bit of a ride!
take care of yourself!
Well it happened folks. Too many kick ass people wanted me on their friends list. I always tried to keep my friends list to 10 people cause I like having the pictures of you on my page. Usually someone would go off the site or something and I'd delete them from the friends list before someone else would request/accept my friends request. That or i'd...
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joscelyne:
I replaced the IDE cable and everything is fine, fine, fine!
Thanks for the tips, though. I'll be plugging the monitor into the wall when I get home.
doublec:
awww, thanks for makin a girl feel good! i had to request your friendship, you're always so sweet to me!
sorry you missed the body art expo, it was fun
sorry you missed the body art expo, it was fun
I'm back from Austin, folks. Mamabunny has a few images of me in a suit for those who wanna see. Most of them are horrid. But there's a few of them that are good. 
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mamabunny:
Libra Horoscope for week of January 6, 2005
Joe Gibbs captured three Super Bowl victories as coach of football's Washington Redskins and won the Daytona 500 and Winston Cup as the owner of a NASCAR racing team. He has demonstrated considerable expertise in rousing the drive for excellence in his employees. According to him, there are three main things that motivate people in any business: fear, money, and sugar. What's your current proportion of each of those, Libra? The coming months will be an excellent time for you to revise your formula. Start now. Take both subtle and drastic steps to cut back on your levels of fear and pump up your levels of sugar.
Joe Gibbs captured three Super Bowl victories as coach of football's Washington Redskins and won the Daytona 500 and Winston Cup as the owner of a NASCAR racing team. He has demonstrated considerable expertise in rousing the drive for excellence in his employees. According to him, there are three main things that motivate people in any business: fear, money, and sugar. What's your current proportion of each of those, Libra? The coming months will be an excellent time for you to revise your formula. Start now. Take both subtle and drastic steps to cut back on your levels of fear and pump up your levels of sugar.
doublec:
thank you!
thank you!
and thank YOU!
the show today was good...sorry ya missed it...didn't do too much there but i did get my cover-up done...didn't think i'd be able to get anyone to fit me in but this guy, trevor, from mad hatter tattoo was able to...good stuff!
the show today was good...sorry ya missed it...didn't do too much there but i did get my cover-up done...didn't think i'd be able to get anyone to fit me in but this guy, trevor, from mad hatter tattoo was able to...good stuff!
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mamabunny:
HAPPY NEW YEARS BABE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111
I LOVE YOU!!!!
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I LOVE YOU!!!!
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ash:
ooooh, I looooooooooooove asian chicks!!!!!!!
Lucinda Lin is her name and she was born just a little bit ago. 
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doublec:
and by the way, did you just have a baby? is that who lucinda lin is?
robotsatemyhair:
YAY!
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yuriel:
haha awh
ps stop being cutesy

ps stop being cutesy
yuriel:
Hehe I hear ya man I hear ya.


I'm going to assume you were really drunk when you wrote that. Actually, im pretty damn sure of it.