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I stayed up all through Sunday night so that I could show up for work in the mornings. I been comin in around 3-4pm lately and I'm supposed to be there at 8am (I'm majorly underpaid for my skills so they wont fire me if I do that (that's why I'm so underpaid so I CAN do that and not get fired)). The only way I've been able to fix that, although temporarily is to stay up all night and go to sleep a lil bit early like 6pm and set my alarm for 7am. Then my bodys internal clock kindo resets itself for a lil bit. After a few days I start waking up an hour later each day though. Within 6 days 8am turns into 4pm again. I try every day to go to bed earlier but I just cant sleep unless I'm tired and I never get tired when I want to. I refuse to take any drugs. At all. I'm not going to become a drug addict so that I can show up to work a few hours earlier. No job is worth that to me. Id just assume work out of my own house as do something like that. But, so, every few months I do this stay up all night and wrap my sleep time around. Day before yesterday, with all this jacked up sleeping schedule, I woke up at 4am and typed out this insanely huge rant about a dream I had. It took me 6hrs to explain it. And I barely even touched on the significance of it. It's already huge but when I'm done with it, it'll be HUUUUUUUUGE (said like the Donald Trump impersonation that they have on Conan). "Conan ... it's gonna be HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE! Not just huge, Trump HUUUUGE"