What a worthless weekend. Well, I had a good 16 hour run in there somewhere, but at least 6 of those were sleep.
Stupid thesis.
Stupid grad school.
Stupid math 384.
Stupid uncooperative brain.
Hm, portishead isn't helping. I'm trying to write my personal statement and it's not going well. "Hey I'm better at math than those other assholes applying and I'm into cool shit!...
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Stupid thesis.
Stupid grad school.
Stupid math 384.
Stupid uncooperative brain.
Hm, portishead isn't helping. I'm trying to write my personal statement and it's not going well. "Hey I'm better at math than those other assholes applying and I'm into cool shit!...
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Hm, apparently I drank a lot more than I thought last saturday. The half full bottle of jameson I made it home with wasn't mine. Mine was... nearly empty. Them party people took good care of me, though. Thanks, guys.
Desidia, I'm sorry I missed your party.
This morning I went with some kids to the acropolis and had steak and eggs and beer for...
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Desidia, I'm sorry I missed your party.
This morning I went with some kids to the acropolis and had steak and eggs and beer for...
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imagoldfish:
yeah, have you looked at don asher's book? it's quite helpful, but also kind of presumes that you have actually done something worthwhile in your life this far. argh.
ebin:
I was watching VH-1's "Nelly's search for miss applebottom".
Your Strong Rad set has won you the crown!!!
Your Strong Rad set has won you the crown!!!
Wow. If I weren't so relaxed I'd be panicing about my thesis right now. Well, maybe I can panic after lunch.
Sometimes things are so weird. I'm never quite sure where things are going. It used to be clear, but... maybe I will just be a nail tech.
When does one know if one is wasting one's life?
Sometimes things are so weird. I'm never quite sure where things are going. It used to be clear, but... maybe I will just be a nail tech.
When does one know if one is wasting one's life?
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ecky:
how do you know when your wasting your life? when talking heads 'once in a lifetime' strikes a chord...
Letting the days go by/let the water hold me down
Letting the days go by/water flowing underground
Into the blue again/after the money's gone
Once in a lifetime/water flowing underground.
same as it ever was...
Letting the days go by/let the water hold me down
Letting the days go by/water flowing underground
Into the blue again/after the money's gone
Once in a lifetime/water flowing underground.
same as it ever was...
wren:
As long as you are learning from what you are doing - be it failing or just trying to figure something out - you aren't wasting your life.
Poetry day...
never said I was innocent
I should burn in hell for the things I have done to you
never said I was anything good
I should die from the shame from what I put you through
let me be the one to bring us back from the dead
I will take the blame for everything
you know I just wanna help you forget...
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never said I was innocent
I should burn in hell for the things I have done to you
never said I was anything good
I should die from the shame from what I put you through
let me be the one to bring us back from the dead
I will take the blame for everything
you know I just wanna help you forget...
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crankx:
awesome, poem, once again...i dont understand excactly why im number 3 but either way, fucking great poem.
thecowboy:
..sweet an sick, just the way i like it..like blueberrie pancakes an gasoline..
Once again I'm up late doing nothing. The lonliness is fading. The feelings of helplessness, worthlessness, hopelessness... all fading. I can't pinpoint the origins of my unhappiness, but I can only assume that it too will fade in time. There's not really anything wrong with my life... I'm trying to do a lot of things at once, but no more than usual, to be sure....
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thecowboy:
..love is for suckers..lust wins everytime..soundgarden is the shit..kick me in the hand..
lx:
Nevermind. Pointless.
[Edited on Nov 12, 2003 4:29PM]
[Edited on Nov 12, 2003 4:29PM]
Last night was pretty wheels off for me. By the time I got to the first party I was so wasted I fell off the couch, which I think is where I got the bruise on my ass. Rachel said she'd never seen me so drunk. When I got to the main party... well... my goodness. Duncan said he was putting my Jameson somewhere safe,...
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one_pure_thought:
Just be happy that you didn't puke. 
perilsensitive:
I quit drinking the day after I experienced memory loss.
Well, there it is. I suppose it was both better and worse than I'd expected. I had time to at least look at all 66 questions though I think I answered somewhere between 40 and 50... maybe I even got most of them right. Line integrals are worthless. Fubini's theorem rocks. I'm never taking the math subject GRE again... though I suppose I could have...
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donzell:
Jameson is great either as a boilermaker or straight. I glad that you have confidence in your performance on the GRE, and I have faith that you did very well. Have a drink on me.
pyronautica:
Look! Al! It's official!! Go Team Grammar!
Well, by noon on Saturday I'll know whether or not I wasted $130 (and perhaps a lot more than that on applications). Fuck the subject GRE. Fuck it right in the eye.
Fuck fuck fuck.
I don't think line integrals help you in math.
Fuck fuck fuck.
I don't think line integrals help you in math.
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donzell:
I wish you good luck on the GRE.
fabrice:
please relax.
I place the blame squarely on tight pants. I mean malt liquor. I place the blame squarely on malt liquor.
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charlieftw:
Hmmmm malt liqour.
Hmmmm malt liqour.
silver___:
Tight pants and malt liquor are the root of all evil after all ... that's probably why they are jointly inescapable...
FUCKING DAMNIT I'M GOING TO KILL EVERY LIVING THING I SEE I HATE EVERYTHING EVERYTHING EVERYTHING AND I'M FUCKING RETARDED AND CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT IT'S ALL ABOUT FAILURE AND HATING AND KILLING AND ANGER AND COLLAPSING INTO A PILE OF NOTHING AND TEARS UNTIL IT GOES AWAY.
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scylla:
You know what a hug and love slut I am. Hit that shit up tonight at the formal, yo.
vader_____:
Surely you must be exaggerating, you are quite the opposite of retarded! Whatever the problem is i'm sure you can work it out.
What do you do when you hate everything? Let's have some answers, people.
HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE
My shoulder hurts.
HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE
My shoulder hurts.
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murphy:
You can get drunk on the company tab and the clock back on and work like I am doing now.
Sorry that probably doesn't help...
I usuallly drink and smoke... or meditate... Or think about alll the good things I DO have in my life right now....
Even though it's not that much right now.. It makes the bad things not so bad...
A positive outlook doesn't hurt either... God I'm a hippy.
Sorry that probably doesn't help...
I usuallly drink and smoke... or meditate... Or think about alll the good things I DO have in my life right now....
Even though it's not that much right now.. It makes the bad things not so bad...
A positive outlook doesn't hurt either... God I'm a hippy.
radiobastet:
Yell, scream, cry, bounce off the walls. Pass out, go to sleep, wake up. Repeat as necessary.
I guess I did a lot more stuff on Friday than I remembered when I wrote that entry... I forgot about the most heavenly chicken strips ever, and getting stunned with a stun gun, and ripping off Scylla's dress... a weird night.
Last night was pretty weird too. TMBG was so close to me! I touched John's guitar. It was amazing. Then there was this...
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Last night was pretty weird too. TMBG was so close to me! I touched John's guitar. It was amazing. Then there was this...
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xmissxjennix:
sorry just had to say ure beautiful 
pyronautica:
If I major in linguistics, will you let me be an official grammar police officer?
I'm sure if you slip a couple of SG shots into your statement it would do wonders...