Hello again, SG. Thanks for reading my rants and for being a curious online replica of that little community I was so happy to see from afar, like a field of tulips seen from 5,000 ft up. You are beautiful, all of you lot, and it is great to see you are still here and doing well, all things considered.
I learned quite a lot...
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The ladies who trust me against all lessons and warnings from the system.
They who have believed me when I say our friendship is genuine and not a ploy to have sex.
They who still hold that trust when all others, including their partners, turn their blandishments and their venom towards me without evidence or provocation.
They who allow me to share and enjoy that...
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Well, after 11 tries I've decided to avoid the academic definition of stupidity, which is repeating the same experiment over and over expecting different results each time. When someone that was once voted German Domina of the Year pulls the "I need to see you every weekend" card, it's time to realise I am not going to find someone who shares my wish for a...
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Well, what went so wrong was... some guy playing the usual "nice guy" game to shove me aside and get into her panties. Couple that with brutal health-related stress and a burnout... and shit got REAL. EMT-hospital-surgery-physical rehab real.
And it all restarted like it had started... with me and her in a hospital room, after an idiot had stiffed her on picking her up...
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When it's the second consecutive time one has to change the Outlook subfolder from "Beloved One" to "Legal Hold", the time has come to ask oneself what exactly is going so wrong.
Well, all has happened as predicted. Now I am open to blackmail for the rest of my natural lifespan, and I have given another person the power to ruin my life, make me unemployable, and even put me in prison on false charges. Not even a written letter of consent is of any good, because these can be easily made invalid as evidence by a...
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Must every first date be the last first date, must every man you meet be "the last man I ever meet"? The system is strong with you, ladies. Even the most "unconventional". Even the one that could be a SG, the ex-domina, the Globetrotter, the one with a thousand "notches" on her bedpost and a million experiences. As conventional as the most corn-fed of you....
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I hear it (or read it) time and again.
"You are a keeper"... "You should be kept, not discarded"... "Your ex missed a keeper"
I am not.
I fly. It is my first dream, it is my last wish. My home is small and winged, my hearth a warm engine turning blades, turbine or propeller, suspended for an instant between the round rock and the...
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and I no longer remember what it feels to kiss someone. The transformation continues...