Things keep happening that make me think ... somehow I have been living in a strange, totally surrealistic peyote dream since 2008. Ever since I abandoned the conventional relationship track (aka got divorced), things just happen in a completely weird cascade of crazy.

The latest thing my life has given me the chance of (re)living is a twisted, totally unsought, totally out there take on...
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Following @camy 's excellent little Fragebogen...

📏height: 6 ft - 183 cm

⏳age: Paleozoic =D (45)

👀 eye color: Hm. Sometimes blue, sometimes green, sometimes gray. Depends on what I wear.

♒️ sign: Born on 4 Ixcuintli, under the lordship of Mictlantecutli, the Lord of the Dead. Cem Anáhuac, Tenochca Tlalpan!

💁 hair color: Not much when it's cut to a mere buzz

🎲 favorite thing: Flying ^_^

🎨 favorite...
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nebula:
Thank you for sharing :)

Ever had the opposite of a nightmare? A dream so vivid, in which you feel so good, that you wish it would never end?

A dream from which you awaken with the feeling of her skin on your lips, and the sound of her voice still ringing in your ears...

Damn cold winter. Damn oxytocin. Damn my fertile imagination.

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So, what does one have to do to be able to cuddle and be besties w/o suddenly being asked why don't I plan for our whole life together?

My life is quite unstable at the moment; work is brutal (and will be more so, I'm transitioning from local to national role), I want to change career paths in 5 years to flying...
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Looks like fun... let's do this, like @rambo & @missy intended ^_^

1. I was legally blind in one eye for about 2 years, before my LASIK

2. I have a CIA case number since I was 17, because of my English teacher and her funny friends; this means second revision EVERY time I go to the USA =D

3. Despite my eye, I...
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8treasurez:
Yep... photos are often the last thing one thinks of during training (and there's no time to fly just for fun yet u_u)... I have some flight simulator videos on Youtube too, I haven't edited the real-flying ones yet 
8treasurez:
And, of course, TEXAS! (greatest place on Earth, in the opinion of this adopted Texan)
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Once again, I am left with that sensation: futility, uselessness.

I hurt someone who I didn't even want to hurt, and all for nothing. One or two shared moments, some hormones, some shared oxytocin, and suddenly I'm the bad guy again, the one who "knows how to hurt", the one who's to blame for everything, the one who callously won't heed...
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Feelings. A lot of sadness, a lot of pain, a lot of nostalgia, yes, but also a lot of memories and a lot of thankfulness. Mostly that. I am thankful that our paths crossed, and thankful for every moment of that crossing.

You know who you are, and you know that thankfulness will always remain. May fair winds and clear skies always be in your...
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