Well tits. I've been pretty low these past few days, busily wallowing in my lack of employment and lonliness etc. but I had this theory, that things had to get better soon, somehow. I mean, when you're unemployed, single and without a permanent place to stay, things can't really get that much worse, can they? Of course they can. I've been rejected from two jobs this week, so my last real hope is the interview I had over two weeks ago, which I'm still waiting to hear from. I'm thinking that's something of a slim chance too though.
Now, I've been staying with a friend's family for rather longer than I had planned, and it seems as I've finally outstayed my welcome. This came as something of a surprise, there hadn't really been any signs, and I was hoping that I'd be able to stay here until my first paycheque arrived. I've not been given a timeframe, but I don't want to fuck them about, so I'm giving myself a week to try find somewhere. There are plans being set in motion, but I'll not go into details.
Also, I've been roped into going to my uncle's wedding this thursday. Not great timing all things considered, and aside from the fact that I dislike my extended family, the problem I'm facing is that the event will be a good couple of hours drive away, then the wedding, then the return, all the time having to try keep my dad from realising that I smoke. Either I just go the day without [dread], or I try and surreptitiously poke the nicotine monkey away whilst up there. Of course he might already know and have decided not to mention it as long as I don't rub his face in it. Fuck, I'm in my mid twenties, should I really be worrying about this? I guess I just don't want to dissappoint him any more.
Tits to it all, I'm going for a fag. life can wait
-Out.
Now, I've been staying with a friend's family for rather longer than I had planned, and it seems as I've finally outstayed my welcome. This came as something of a surprise, there hadn't really been any signs, and I was hoping that I'd be able to stay here until my first paycheque arrived. I've not been given a timeframe, but I don't want to fuck them about, so I'm giving myself a week to try find somewhere. There are plans being set in motion, but I'll not go into details.
Also, I've been roped into going to my uncle's wedding this thursday. Not great timing all things considered, and aside from the fact that I dislike my extended family, the problem I'm facing is that the event will be a good couple of hours drive away, then the wedding, then the return, all the time having to try keep my dad from realising that I smoke. Either I just go the day without [dread], or I try and surreptitiously poke the nicotine monkey away whilst up there. Of course he might already know and have decided not to mention it as long as I don't rub his face in it. Fuck, I'm in my mid twenties, should I really be worrying about this? I guess I just don't want to dissappoint him any more.
Tits to it all, I'm going for a fag. life can wait
-Out.
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ldngrrl:
You need to register yourself as homeless and that you need to find a place ASAP and they will either put you in a hostel which isnt too bad sometimes or give you a flat.
6ixx:
I'm fortunate enought to not be in that bad a situation. I'm calling Housing Benefit tomorrow, to see what my options are. I really just want someone to ring me and tell me I have a fucking job though, I hate feeling powerless like this.