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nobody will ever love me because i am way too fucking crazy

i've been looking into state hospitals with inpatient programs that i can check myself into.

because i don't have insurance.

and it sucks.

and ive been crying everyday this week. and last.

tonight i saw my boyfriend make out with his exgirlfriend at my place of employment.

that sucks

girls are whores.

my nose hurts too much to blow it so snot is just dripping onto my upper lip. quite icky.

ps i want to die

(third blog of the day)

i'm just happy that i'm back into music. even if it is from 40 years ago.

i hate getting dressed. no clothes fit me right and they all make me look fat and ugly. i am just fine with how i look naked. fuck this bullshit. some days i'd rather fucking kill myself than conform to being uncomfortable and looking like a fucking jackass.

someone buy me a membership to a nudist resort before i pull out the rest of my...
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fuck.

breathing is quite difficult.

i may need to go to a doctor.

or i could just put stents in my schnoz by myself.

a procedure i have never performed, but i am confident in my hands.

and i have the internet. do i really need a doctor?

pink balloon

it's ma birthday

and i broke my nose last night

pictures soon to come

i feel as if i am not getting enough attention.. in life.

so i have changed my avatar / display pic to my breasts.

i'm taking the world by the horns.