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I noticed I got a bunch of new followers recently and wanted to say hello to you new friends (and let my older friends know I’m still alive and I’m okay. Not 100%, but better due to the intensive therapy and trying to hold onto hope.

Hey everyone!

I got invited to join a tattooed model contest. So, I’m happy to have something good to talk about during my time of darkness! If you get the time, you get one vote per day per model, I believe. I could really use some happy right now. Please click this link: http://www.modelmanagement.com/contests/tattoo/contestant/417106/?v=2 when or if you can. If you see this photo:

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I'm currently not really around like I want to be. It's mostly because my 12-year marriage with a longtime member of this site is ending. It's too hard at the moment to be here, reminded of the love he used to have for me. He's a different person now, and not for the better. I never dreamed that I'd become the villain that basically just...
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I really hate my birthday. So if anyone wants to be awesome and send me love posts or anything. Here or instagram would be the best place for me to get them.

I’m waiting on some packages, gifts I got myself for today. I’m just rather bummed that I’m pretty much my own birthday gift giver. I guess that’s part of getting old...

So, this year is flying by like crazy. I realized that my birthday curse may be starting earlier this year...

Basically, my tattoo is kind of messed up from getting stuck to my shirt while I slept one night, so I have some touching up to do. Of course, I make an appointment, and my artist gets sick, not once, but twice (my rescheduled appointment...
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I spent my day today getting a memorial tattoo for my aunt who passed away at the end of the year last year. She had breast and bone cancer and fought it for over 5 years, but sadly the battle was too much for her.

There’s a long story behind why I consider her my Captain Marvel, a character I cosplay quite often, but now...
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Today marks my 15th anniversary of my first set going live! I cannot believe how quickly life goes by. With all the ups and downs I’ve had over all these years, SG was always the family I could come back to and confide in.

I just want to thank @missy, @sean, @rambo, and the rest of staff for making me at home here!

I also...
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Ugh. Things have not been going my way, is putting something seriously crappy in a way more generous light than it should be shown in. We had to junk our beloved VW which had quit on us sometime ago, and being excited about having a little bit of money in our pockets for food (our fridge has been super empty), our other, actually functioning car,...
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