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June 13th is my birthday as it is every year. This year it not only makes me feel so old, it also marks the 18th anniversary of my dad’s death from a brain hemorrhage during a biopsy on a mass on his brain due to him having Vascular Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome which was genetically passed onto me.

For years I’ve tried to make my birthday an...
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Hello lovelies!
I’ve been super busy lately! But for good reason! I got a new fur baby!

Apple remote for scale. She is so tiny. Her nose is so super adorably small. My friend Dustin (who owns The Hive Piercing shop in downtown Colorado Springs) found her for me!

I’d also like to thank @irabrai for sending me and the kitties a few gifts. Even
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This is your warning that you all have 30 days to get me a birthday present. Here is my Amazon wish list. June 13th is my birthday. So... yeah

Disclaimer: no one is obligated to get me a gift. If you do, please leave a return address in the notes so I can send you a thank you signed print in return!

x0x0,

☠️-Sid-☠️

Due to EDS awareness month, I will be posting every day on my Instagram facts about my illness and what I go through on a daily basis from my own perspective.

I know that there are a few of us “zebras” here on SG, and I am happy to be an ambassador into our world and struggles.

Every day I will be posting one “causeplay”
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I miss dancing like nobody’s watching at a damn good concert.

I miss going to movies.

I miss going out.

I miss having friends...

I miss having a life.

I miss not being lonely.

I miss my cat, Nyx who passed away in January.

I miss having a family.

I miss having passion to do things I once loved.

I miss art.

I miss beauty....
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Hello SGland!

It’s been a bit. Sorry. I’ve been battling this stomach flu thing all week. It’s definitely not the dreaded COVID. I got my first shot for that, and get my second on Friday.

It had to be done:

it’s a mohawk, so no annoying skrillex comparisons please!

x0x0,

☠️-Sid-☠️

I wish I had something positive to post. I’m still grieving the loss of my baby cat. I just want this year to end and COVID to go away so I can make my permanent move to Cali. I am so done with being lonely and hurt by everyone and everything.

At least I will finally get my hair done tomorrow... maybe I’ll look less...
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