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sid:
@jmerch2013 sorry for the accidental too-soon postings and for the length of what I finally ended up posting. All the things that are causing me depression and isolation are very long stories. One is quite stupid and had been exaggerated like it went through telephone. Except, it didn’t and made me look bad despite others’ involvements, but I don’t like to throw people under the bus, even when they deserve it, but sometimes with proof that they themselves create and make worse, they will still blame me for them getting run over, when they don’t realize they only have themselves to blame, and phoned the bus driver to say “I’m going to dive under your bus, just keep going”. I’ve no idea why people do the horrible things they do to others. If they’d just realize that we are all human and we need basic things to keep ourselves from drowning in whatever it is your problems are, then maybe humanity will stop taking those needs away from each other. But it seems that there is always quite a bit of cruelty in the world especially since we have sociopaths desguised as snakes stripping the dignity of others because they can’t shed the horrifying skin they were born into. I guess I just don’t understand the need for hurting another, especially when it’s clear that other is in need of some compassion at the specific time...
jmerch2013:
I just read all of your replies. I must say getting hurt by someone who was close is one of the most gut wrenching feelings in the world. Also the meds, and doctors I understand as well. It can get frustrating especially once you throw insurance companies into the mix. The what happened is something you dont need to eleborate on. You being hurt by someone you felt you could trust tells me all I need to know. That stuff sucks. Its really a bad feeling I dont believe I would wish on my worst enemy. The good in this is you do have someone you can lean on. Someone by your side. From what you wrote about him/her comforts me in that regard. Whenever youre ready to talk about anything that all is on your time. Nobody elses. IF you ever need to write out whats going on in your mind. Feel free to message me. If just offering you an ear or way to vent. I will do what all I can. Take care @sid