New hair

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It had to be done:


it’s a mohawk, so no annoying skrillex comparisons please!

x0x0,

☠️-Sid-☠️


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kaiya:
Hi beautiful! I love this! <3
sid:
@kaiya thank you. You’re so sweet! 🥰

Meh

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I wish I had something positive to post. I’m still grieving the loss of my baby cat. I just want this year to end and COVID to go away so I can make my permanent move to Cali. I am so done with being lonely and hurt by everyone and everything.

At least I will finally get my hair done tomorrow... maybe I’ll look less...
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wizard0:
It's very painful.  For months, I kept thinking I saw Miss Kitty out of the corner of my eye.  Very sweet cat.  Loved brooms and vacuums.  Would crawl in the shower with you.  We actually just got two new cats yesterday.  3 year olds that needed to be re-homed because of a new baby.  They seem very friendly so far.  Wishing you the best, in your time.  It takes a while for grief to fade, and you always feel parts of it, but it gets easier.
sid:
@wizard0 I’m going to wait until after I move out of state to get another kitty. Unless one chooses me before then, I’m not going to actively look.

17 years...

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This post is going to be bittersweet. Not just because I will be talking about my sweet kitty who you’ve all seen grow up from a kitten to the last picture of her I took on the day she passed, but also because it makes me feel super old.

17 years ago today, my first set went live on this here little site called SuicideGirls....
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pirita:
cute
pirita:
cute

I lost my cat today...

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Today is a sad day. My cat, Nyx, I’ve had since I was in college, my rock, has passed away. She was in pain and the vet was nice enough to come to me and put her down in my home while in my arms. Even the vet and her tech that I had just met that day, were crying with me and petting her
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pirita:
so sorry.:(
elassar:
I'm deeply sorry for your loss. As a cat owner, I can only imagine the pain you must be going through. I wish you can find peace with time.

Proud of my friend

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I’m super excited to report that my good friend, comic artist, Langdon Foss’s Marvel story line from the series “Vote Loki” has made it into the Disney plus Marvel show “Loki”! I’m super excited for him!

(Screenshot of the show’s trailer with his plot line featured)

Langdon is also known for his work on the late Anthony Bourdain’s comic novel, “Get Jiro” (which I luckily
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sid:
@adam_bovary, yeah, I was on the second season of the show. There’s a post somewhere in my mess of blogs about it. I couldn’t talk about the show until a year after my episodes aired. Let’s just say, we knew who was going where and who would win. It wasn’t reality. They asked me to play a character I wasn’t comfortable with, and I rejected the script they presented me, so I was only on 3 episodes. Only one judge was nice to me during the shooting. We were seriously there for almost 2 months just filming the first few episodes and weren’t allowed to come out of our hotel rooms without a PA escorting us where ever. They took our computers and phones so we couldn’t talk to anyone about the show. Like people thought we were missing. I mean, obviously, we could tell our immediate families where we were going, and I told a few extra people in case I had time to see them in LA...
adam_bovary:
I know reality show are scripted but that's crazy not being let out of your hotel room without an escort. Like people are betting on the winner, well maybe in Vegas. Sorry you had such a crap time on what should have been fun.

Hope everyone’s having a good holiday!

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Hopefully better than my lonely one without gifts for the second year in a row, at least I was donated a tree from a charity this year. I’m just sick of being lonely.

x0x0,

☠️-Sid-


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adam_bovary:
Great to read that 2021 is looking up for you (it is for alot of people). A change of scenery is always good for the soul too. Hope to read and see more of you in the new year! ❤
pirita:
so wonderfoul

Thanks!

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I just wanted to say a heart-filled thank you to all my new followers! I was surprised to see so many!

I’d love to know how you found me so I can keep doing whatever it is that gets people to see me on here! I mean, it’s so hard to get followers when you’ve been here for almost 17 years as a model, before...
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punk2879:
wow so sorry you had to deal with that. been in a mental ward once for a week. was no fun. thanks for replaying ! made my day!
sid:
@punk2879 No problem about the reply. I love talking to other people online and getting to know those who send me kind messages. Especially right now that I live alone and the only thing that talks back to me in human language is my talking Deadpool head. He calls me Bob.

From adore

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sid:
D’aww look at us. Baby SGs! Hard to believe it’s been almost 17 years! Lots of changes since then ❤️

From dyllion

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Hey, a fellow Coloradian! ✨
sid:
Hello darling! We are kind of a dying breed out here. We need a local photographer. I’m willing to do it, but I just went through a divorce and don’t drive, plus it’d like to think someone who shoots better than I can will come along so I may get another set shot some day too.
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