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As of today, my first set, Bass Player, can model for the site.

Yup, I’ve been here for 18 years.


I hope I can shoot more sets in the future from either side of the camera. I am aware competition is extremely heavy to have a set even seen enough to be thought of for set of the day, and I think I’m too old
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rileyash:
Id love to shoot with you one day if you ever tale the camera 🖤
robertbluesman:
SG Royalty!
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Sinus infection has been confirmed. I’m kind of feeling like death. Antibiotics are making me feel horrible. At least when it’s over, I’ll be better.

Thursday is my 18th anniversary of being a suicide girl. My first set is going to be old enough to model for the site now… seems strange.

I don’t know where my life and SG stuff is going. I probably...
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wizard0:
Hope things improve for you.
littlejohn22:
My sinus infections would lay me out and I could not sleep. I have not had one in about ten years (knock wood). I hope you do another set as I love your work and I am so happy you posted again. I think you should try a self shot set just for the fun of modelling again
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So, I’m not really doing anything of interest these days.

I just wanted to say “Happy Holidays!” to everyone! Hope all is well. I’m alone again this year for the holidays, but other than not doing anything or having gifts, I’m doing 100% not a single thing. Maybe I’ll make a pizza? Meh, who knows?


x0x0,

☠️-Sid-☠️

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wizard0:
Wishing you well.
littlejohn22:
I wish you happy holidays as well and with Covid on the rise my wife and I will be doing very little as well.
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Hello SG land!

I've decided I want to have a print and goody giveaway here on SG!

How do you enter? I have 10 obvious nerd tattoos. In order to be entered to win some prizes (I will have special ones made), tell me either here in the comments or in a message to me (and possibly supply photo evidence, if you'd like) what those...
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cooltone23:
Challenge accepted 😍🔥😍🔥
robertbluesman:
Hello Kitty 😻
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Hey everyone,

Is anyone from Denver free tomorrow and want to come to an awesome concert? I won’t even let you buy the ticket from me, you can have it free if you just keep me company. My friend who was supposed to come got COVID.

Please comment here or send me a message if you’d like to come! Maybe even grab food before the...
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gregmikk:
Girl! If I only lived there! If you want to come watch a hockey game in Minnesota, you have an open invitation! I have season tickets!
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I don’t know if it’s the constant migraines I’ve been having or the panic attacks, but I feel like the kid in the class who tries so hard to participate, but never gets called on, and then is told on their report card to participate more.

I feel like the person who goes out of her way to make sure everyone is okay before leaving...
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titoprhc:
I wish I have words to make you feel better and I may not know you but in your post I see a really interesting and funny girl how I could see that and people you share time can’t see it
touch:
Oh ah and - remember you're only going through self-hatred to release it, not to actually manifest it :) Been looking at this for a while now...
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If I ever shot another set, would you guys try hard to help me have it bought? It’s been awhile since I had a set purchased, and it makes me sad and apprehensive about shooting again.

Plus I can never find someone to shoot a set for me. It almost feels like life blacklists me from doing the things I want most.

x0x0,

☠️-Sid-☠️

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trebor:
Sid I for one would love to see a new set from you if you are up for it. You look as beautiful as ever. I still love your Sidtronic set from years ago, that was such a creative idea.
jacquidaniels:
You should do it love, they have been sharing and buying a lot of OG SG sets! I would love to see you on the FP! Really love your newest set!
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Like can I have someone come over all the time to give me hot stone massages? I’m poor, but I need my legs and back constantly worked on. I’ve literal knots of muscles all over my body, according to my doctor. I’d give anything for massages to be covered by insurance.

Eventually, I promise, I will post an update that will speak to my time...
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sid:
@fullfeeling she’s still super smol and weighs like nothing. I still can’t get her spayed!
fullfeeling:
But she's growing into actual cat proportions.  And is very pretty, of course.
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Hello all!


I’ve started doing some Instagram live streams with purchasable badges if you would like to help support me. I sadly found out my current money situation isn’t going to keep working out how I hoped, so I’m jumping on some new hustles. I could use all the help I can get.

I also need to start selling merch designs or cosplay designs, start
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adam_bovary:
I Wish you well sweety, I hope to catch you on a stream and buy some badges ❤
gregmikk:
You are awesome!
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Went to the Renaissance Festival last weekend. Had lots of fun. My best friend Nick took me to pirate weekend, and yes, I dressed up.


The puffy tulle of this outfit makes me look fluffier. I hate that fact. Plus I have to get bloodwork done because there is something wrong where I’m just getting all this water weight and it’s crazy and scary all
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sid:
@cpmower831 that sounds like an amazing charity. I love Chicago. I go to C2E2, as it’s one of my favorite conventions. I’m sad it’s during an inconvenient time for me this year. I can’t say I know what it’s like to have cancer, but my illness is likely to be terminal too. And with my family history, the people we know who had it in the past all died from it somehow. Hopefully I’ll be okay and escape that fate.
fullfeeling:
Glad you got out for some fun, and I love the new look.