But I don’t want to get older.

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My 38th birthday is Monday. I’m not loving that…

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skisby:
54th just past & I can tell you that late 30’s & early 40’# were pretty good. Life after 50, not a fan.  Try kick back & enjoy 🎂
ferkixlll:
Best way to look at it: "Am I above ground and breathing". Say the old farts who have distant memories if being 38. Yes, our society isn't kind to women as they mature so it is you who has to exhibit excellence. I'm 68 with the best advice I can offer: Enjoy the Ride.

100 Print Birthday Handout!

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Hey y’all,

So, my birthday is June 13th, and I’ve decided that I am going to give prints to anyone who sends me a gift via Amazon, Venmo, or even just a card (DM me for info to send one)! I am having 100 prints made, each one is different. I will sign them and send them to those who give me an
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robertbluesman:
😍 Eternally Gorgeous! Love your back piece.
inkedodie:
Still young, still sexy!
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Roses are red, you're cute as a duck. Let's go on a date and then we can cuddle. :) 

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sid:
What part? I’m hoping to move there soon!
maneki1972:
Upland.

June 13th…

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One month until my birthday. Since it’s usually one of the worst days of the year for me (this year is going to be the 19th anniversary of my dad’s passing from complications due to Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome, which I also have, and other health issues combined). I’d very much like to actually enjoy my birthday for once. If you’d like to help me feel better,...
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robertbluesman:
Kinda same here, so I relate. Happy Belateds! Many cultures value celebrating one’s life after passing rather than endless mourning. I had to learn that, hope it helps.
inkedodie:
If I lived closer, I’d be happy (and lucky) to take you out for your birthday. I know all the guys would stare at me with envy sitting next to you. 😊

Nowhere to go

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Lately, I feel like I have no more safe spaces to run to. Instagram used to be where I said mostly everything, but a person I got a restraining order against about 5 years ago keeps using the reporting system on there as means to bully me. I’m way too old for this kind of shit. I’m tired, and I just want to be left...
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littlejohn22:
This does sound like “high school” bullying and I hope it ebbs soon. I hope you find a safe spot like here or another platform. But, right now any social media is not safe and does not plan to be.
robertbluesman:
When peeps prey on others for shits and giggles they should face consequences, not you. Hugs from Delaware.

New pictures of me…

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I know my hair desperately needs to be dyed. It looks awful. I’ve also been losing a bit of weight due to illness. However, my boobs just keep getting bigger and I’m baffled about it. I’m wearing a 32DDD/34DD now. It’s real strange. I really need gift cards to Victoria’s Secret or something so I can stop wearing bras/lingerie that isn’t too small. You all...
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wizard0:
Amazing pics!  You look wonderful.
littlejohn22:
That is sad and I wish there was a way to ban her from your Instagram and other platforms. I am so glad you are here again. Your hair does not look so bad

Why do people try to scam the most vulnerable of people? Don’t they g…

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0point7:
I hope it didn't seem like I was implying that you were stupid- if it did, I genuinely apologize as was not my intention. I do agree with the notion of wishing people could just let others be. Life is full of enough problems without having to navigate the misdeeds of others and how their consequences might impact you. I, too, tend not to want to meet anyone new, but probably for a entirely different reason lol- I'm just not a huge fan of people as a whole- we do unspeakable things to our world and the creatures in it, nevermind what we do to each other. We're a sad, conflicted, oppressive, calloused bunch...
sid:
@0point7 No, I didn’t think you were implying I was stupid. I was just stating that I’m glad I don’t fall for such things. I also agree to what you’re saying about people. I always say you never know how your treatment could effect someone. Someone’s mean words could be the tipping point to someone who is deciding between life and death.

Things and stuff and more things…

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Hello loves,

I realize, I don’t know how to ask other people for help. I need to learn that there are people out there I *can* rely on… They’re just hard to find.

How do I find these people? How do I trust them? I feel like too many bad people in my past have messed up my future trust in others.


On a lighter
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eztarg3t:
Soo hot!!
robertbluesman:
There’s love here, stay awesome 😎

Tired of being misunderstood

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Why do people always assume I have bad intentions when I try to help? You can’t tell tone in a post. I don’t get why women assume other women are tearing them down and so sensitive to other people trying to help.

Can’t we just assume positivity? I don’t get this whole competition between women over petty things. We’re put down enough by men, why...
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littlejohn22:
I do agree, there is no tone in text and we should all do our best to left everyone one up. BTW these shots are so lovely
robertbluesman:
1000% agreed. I lost some friends about 8-9 years ago, forced to retreat after getting blasted by women who thought they control everything here. By the time we all figured out the truth they were gone and never returned. I still interact with their other platforms but it’s a great loss here.

Accepting Valentines so I’m not so lonely!

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Hello loves,

I want to do a big giveaway for my followers for Valentine’s Day! I am handing out signed prints like candy to those who are sweet enough to cheer me up for a day I often feel left out of. If you want to hop over to my Instagram (and follow me!), my latest post explains all details.


I just want to show
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littlejohn22:
My wife told me, “do not wait till only one day to show me you love me” so we do not celebrate Valentine’s Day. Hope you find someone and I hope you find them in an unexpected way
maitesasdelli:
I loved the idea I will follow you there
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