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So one of my friend groups has an annual holiday tradition: Sexxxmas. A sex themed party, not a sex party 😉 we play games, do a gift exchange, and eat tasty food.

This year I painted a cute penis for the gift exchange!

so uh, who would want to read a slutty poetry book?

Though, in all serious, I do want to be more disciplined about writing more consistently again. I actually was doing pretty well until this stupid sinus infection turned ear infection hell (I’ve been on antibiotics for over a month 😅).

Still writing some at least. And proud of myself for getting some poems and
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• Okay, here's something slightly better than a nothingburger blog 😅 yoinked this fall questionnaire that's going around the site. ☺️🍁

  What’s your favorite thing about autumn?

• Cooler weather, monsoon season, apple cider, pumpkin flavor everything, comfy clothes.

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• 2. Do you prefer apple cider or pumpkin spice lattes?

• Apple cider for sure! Actually, I need to go grab a cup of the honeycrisp cider in...
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Both alive and not alive 😅 This year has been a weird one. It's passed so quickly, and feels like both so much and so little has happened.

I feel like a broken chord talking about health stuff. I'm still sick a lot these days. Lots of good days too. So life is a little bit of everything, what a surprise.

I've been off social...
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I should be used to this by now 😅 but I’ll have health stuff do better for a few weeks and optimistically charge ahead thinking I’m healed for good. Alas. Chronic things are apparently chronic.

Sorry I’ve been quiet the past month - I had a few of those glorious weeks and threw myself into them wholeheartedly. Had my biggest hiking/canyon day in possibly...
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Eloped this weekend and had the wedding of my dreams 🥰🏜 @adastra flew out to officiate because she’s the best. We also had a friend taking photos and videos, and a friend who serenaded us with the loveliest music. Otherwise it was just us in the middle of the most beautiful nowhere.

Photos by Akash Wadhwani

I've been struggling to stay consistent with guitar practice for the last year and change. I was in such a good spot last time I posted an update here - and honestly things are still generally good, but my health continues to do its up and down thing, and the last couple of weeks have not been feeling so great. On the plus side, that's...
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For the majority of my life I was straight edge. No alcohol, no drugs of any kind. I didn't like the feeling of my brain not being my own. Having lived most of my life with chronic health issues, several years ago I did start exploring CBD and then THC to alleviate pain/anxiety.

Over the last few years I've also leaned into weed recreationally -...
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Just thinking about all my SG friends and the SGHQ folks in LA and hoping everyone is safe from the fires 🙏🏻💜

Health stuff crashed quite a bit recently, haven't been able to run or do much at all for a couple weeks. May be a heart issue (I get a heart monitor tomorrow) or thyroid (waiting on blood test results). Really hoping thyroid as that's an easy fix! On the plus side, all the recent couch time has meant a lot of Baldur's Gate 3 time,...
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