nebula

Everything is true at the same time. Winter is coming, but so is spring. Things die, and things are born.

While I wrestle to reconcile the end of each new path and the doors they open, the world does it this simply.

Flowers bloom, brown, drop their seeds rest and wait to do it again. The sun rises and the sun sets.

Let me stop...
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Things have been a bit shit recently, to be honest. It’s just been an absolute dogshit year in every way possible and I’m feeling very rundown about everything, especially with all my current physical limitations due to the broken hand. (Coming off of like 6 months of limitations due to multiple surgeries.)

There’s been some insane shit going on at work. I miss my niece....
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A few days late for the actual anniversary, but happy 25th SG 🥹💕💕

So grateful for this site and community. Thank you SG for always giving me a place to be unabashedly myself. Thank you for the incredible friends and opportunities. Thank you for all the beautiful models and diverse members and all the people who make this place what it is. I can confidently...
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Turns out I actually broke my hand in three places, not two! But, I don't need surgery!! So I'm calling that a win.

Not in the greatest place mentally at the moment— this year is really kicking my ass (in case you missed it: major surgery, my beloved neice died, another significant surgery, now a broken hand). But no surgery is GOOD NEWS and I'm...
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Have you seen the casting announcements for our next movie generation of X-men?? I already loved Sadie Sink in the new Spider-man, and I’m really stoked for everyone else. I’m not super familiar with most of the actors aside from Sadie and Maya Boyd, but I’m glad that we’re getting new faces and just stoked for more X-men. I grew up on the comics and...
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Making progress on my ongoing project to de-greigeify my home 🙂 I know it’s not gonna be for everyone, but I love the bright colors and having a home that has personality and feels like MINE. It makes me so happy to see and I love how the sunlight bounces off it through the day!

Been pretty tired recently - not sure how much of that is ramping back up into activities vs normal post-surgery (x2!) fatigue vs some hormonal or nutrient imbalances from surgery/ongoing health stuff, or likely some combination of all of the above.

but, despite the fatigue, things have been mostly good! I’ve gotten some quality time in with friends recently, have been spending time outside hiking...
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Hey finally some good news for me, after months of back to back shit storms! I'm allowed to ease back into exercise and running and hiking! I am an out of shape, spaghetti noodle arm baby at cardio and strength training right now BUT I'M DOING IT!

Also - my poetry collection that's coming out in the fall ✨ officially has a cover ✨ I...
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Next surgery - June 30th 😅 this'll be much less invasive and mostly easier healing (my septum is deviated so badly my right nostril is almost fully blocked, but we were worried sinuses would have problems too and they're thankfully fine!). So taking advantage of already hitting my deductible for the year and getting it fixed. Still under a bunch of restrictiona for the hysterectomy...
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This poem was previously published in Throats to the Sky Magazine several years ago. The publisher for my upcoming poetry collection that'll be out in the fall only accepted manuscript submissions that didn't include previously published work so, this one's not in the collection - though I do think it would otherwise fit :)

Rut

My knees in the groove of the rock

uncomfortable, but
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