lucy

I’m sitting in the bath soaking my bones.

In contrast to everyone else, I’ve been slacking on my goals more in the first week of 2024 than I did all year in 2023. I haven’t been productive. I haven’t been active. My gym membership is starting to grow moss.

I’ve done nothing except eat garbage and play Baldur’s Gate. My sleep schedule is out of...
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Tell me something good. How’ve you been, my loves?

chainmail by Synthetic Daisy.

We’re all just bits and pieces of other people.

My father gave me his cheekbones.

My mother gave me her trauma and her paper doll genetics. My maternal family is beautiful and fragile, with rips and crinkles and torn bits of ability. I am structurally unstable art like them.

My grandma gave me a love of crafting and taught me to bake bread when I’m
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It’s a Tuesday in February. At home, I hear it’s grey and cold. The snow shows dirt stains from footprints and car exhaust. The sun is but a distant promise.

There was a small earthquake in Hamilton.

I am not home. Instead, as I write this, I’m topless by the pool at SGHQ, wind rustling in the citrus trees. The cheerful yellow of the lemons
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Here’s where you can watch me next week!

Tomorrow is the International Day To End Violence Against Sex Workers.

This is a really important day for me.

Sex workers, especially queer and racial ices sex workers, are disproportionately shunned, face violence, isolation, and incarceration.

Maggie’s Toronto is a nonprofit that provides outreach, harm reduction, and advocacy for sex workers in all forms of sex work. They have sex worker parenting drop ins, workshops...
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My loves, have you ever had those little moments of kismet, where all things fall into place in a weird and wonderful order? Have you ever met someone you were meant to cross paths with in a completely strange place?

When I was in Los Angeles last month, I popped by SGHQ. I wanted to shoot by the pool, so I came back the next
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There are two dogs in my bed, but only one of them is mine.

The other belongs to my best friend, a dog I bought her a lifetime ago, when we were different people with different pronouns and different names —

before we were engaged, before we broke up —

and now I’m pup-sitting while she’s off enjoying Florida coastlines and having meetings at her
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I’m so thrilled. After years of California dreaming, I’m going to be in Los Angeles!

I’m going on an adventure from the 11-14 of November, and then I’ll be in New York for a few days after that.

I’m going on an adventure with @tmronin to a Gatsby party and then dancing at Bar Sinister on the 12th. I’m so pumped to meet @kentkaliber and
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