lily

I know i've been neglecting writing in my journal and all of you, my imaginary friends. I've been trying to steal my soul back though, i think i'm almost finished. i'll be back in black soon.
blow a little kiss down south for me.
Love, Lily

did you lose your soul in texas? on the drag with guitar boy. secret spies love your eyes girl. love soul suckers like candy tracks followed you all the way to candy land just to realize that nothing makes sense, thats the beauty of it at 5 am talking to a boy with knife wounds on his kneck. can i tell you the truth? we...
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I just got out of Jail. and i hope all of ya'll never have to go. its weird when a gypsy gets her wings ripped. i walked out yesterday like a bad dream weird reality. i could walk out. no one watched me. head spinning. everything has been dictated the past fifteen days. we all brave women in here baby behind bars. outside world nonexistant....
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Heroin makes you sick.
rich people will never understand poverty.
UT college kids are brats.
I want a little puppy and an escape plan.
I need to gain some weight so i can go back on stage again so i can rip you off. because i suck at panhandling now. i just want to do it the easy way and rob people.
and remember not...
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--My first friend is gone.
RIP toiletooth.---
God bless texas or something.
I almost got arrested last night. They could have given me a 2nd degree felony charge, i would have faced up to 25 years. I batted my eyelashes, used psychology on them and drove away tearing up the road in my little psychotic night dream. officer psycho and officer brutalizer apparently liked the...
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Opiate glazed eyes in the florida sun. forced smiles bleed. neverending fatigue. noise comes from every direction. shut up. shut the fuck up please. it makes me wish i was deaf sometimes, just in love with the vibration of the floors, my only music, and water drops hitting my skin, the dirt falls on tiles making little paintings.
Yesterday my arms bled like joan of...
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I've been dodging rubber bullets for a few days now. I watched many people get shot in the face by the riot police, even a few children. Alot of kids i knew got dragged off and beaten then arrested. Alot of kids refused to give their names and got tortured. All i can say is i hope we got our point across to the FTAA....
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In miami.
dead prez played for free last night, real good show. real hot here, the protest is today. police in riot gear everywhere. we'll see if i get arrested.
LOve, Lily

chocolate made me laugh so hard the other night, dancing in her own daydream. girl can dance like fuck. crazy energy force quiet till she explodes. I'd make love to her like a real man, make her scream and shit.
I said goodbye to her and her heart died a little. I can't help this nomadic force.
miami calls. I'm going to go protest that...
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been working at this club in NC.
real big stage with smoke and tons of lights everywhere. its probably the most classy strip club i've ever worked in. real good money and i like almost all of the girls there, i have a crush on this one dancer named chocolate. she's real introverted, quiet, constantly dreaming of a place outside of her little world. she's...
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