If a year and a half ago (yes, that would be late May of 2004. Go Griffins!) someone had told me that a year later I would face a mental battle that I could not win, I would have probably slapped them for being an insolent bastard. Talk about being on top of the world. Well, at least I know what it's like to be...
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My prince he never got back to me.
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But anyway, I've been...
well, it doesn't really matter.
The point is, I'm just not smart enough to work at DARPA, fucking awesome as it might be. I have neither the skills or the patience to even attempt it. The NSA doesn't want me. Of course they don't fucking want me.
No, no, it's time to...
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But anyway, I've been...
well, it doesn't really matter.
The point is, I'm just not smart enough to work at DARPA, fucking awesome as it might be. I have neither the skills or the patience to even attempt it. The NSA doesn't want me. Of course they don't fucking want me.
No, no, it's time to...
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it_thing_hard_on:
I understand that frustration. I recently discovered the PTC.
How've you been doing, I haven't heard jack shit from you since you moved?
How've you been doing, I haven't heard jack shit from you since you moved?
bepps:
You should make the SG multimedia codec. Can't get more punk rock than hitting the government in the area that'll hurt `em most. The FCC. 
I sit, all day, alone. I am cold. The house is cold. Food makes me sick. My sleep is fitful, when I get it. The nightmares come in the morning.
Perhaps I should go to grad school... somewhere... for something that might interest me. I just don't remember what interests me.
Perhaps I should go to grad school... somewhere... for something that might interest me. I just don't remember what interests me.
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inks:
at one point math was an intrest to you
dogslife:
Ditto what Splixx said.
But it did help kill off the "what if I'd gone to grad school" line of self-questioning that would have come up again and again had I done things differently.
If you can find a school that'll pay your way and is located somewhere you wouldn't mind living for a while, then I think you should do it.
But it did help kill off the "what if I'd gone to grad school" line of self-questioning that would have come up again and again had I done things differently.
If you can find a school that'll pay your way and is located somewhere you wouldn't mind living for a while, then I think you should do it.
Sorry I've been bad at responding to comments left on my journal. You guys always say such nice things and if I didn't respond it's not because I didn't read it, it's because I suck. "It's not you, it's me." I just haven't been feeling well lately. Well, worse than usual this last week, I mean, and I was even worse today. I'll be better...
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ardilla:
I got the job in portland! I need advice. Where to live, which SGPDX people to hang with, and which to avoid.
[Edited on Nov 18, 2005 7:13PM]
I got the job in portland! I need advice. Where to live, which SGPDX people to hang with, and which to avoid.
[Edited on Nov 18, 2005 7:13PM]
katiebarthedoor:
nothing quite as severe as all that, rest assured.
jeez-louise! nice nurse get-up!
oh. and i sent you one back.
jeez-louise! nice nurse get-up!
oh. and i sent you one back.
I was in the process of writing this big long entry addressing the recent drama with the site, accusations of mistreating the models and violating contracts, accusations that Sean is a misogynistic asshole who is the sole owner of SG (everyone knows Sean hates men and women equally, he just never gets a chance to be mean to men because he's surrounded by beautiful women...
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mountebank:
Fair dos. I've found the whole thing a bit troubling, but it's reassuring that you've been here for a bit and don't seem to have too many complaints. (Aside from the fact that your "current thoughts on SG" barometer is only at "It's OK". But no doubt there are many reasons for that. We're all complex beings.)
Are the intros to your sets new? I'd never noticed them before and they are great - especially the Fly one. I'm intrigued about how you'd work the Iliad into a photoshoot... or Achilles... or deceitful hearts. I wait with bated breath.
Actually I saw a phenomenal production of "Iphigenia at Aulis" (Aeschylus?) a year or two ago. They had Achilles played by a skinny, ever-so-slightly camp man, skirting around matters without being explicit. An enjoyably bleak experience - we came out of the theatre feeling absolutely emotionally blasted and raw... highly recommended if you get the chance...
Are the intros to your sets new? I'd never noticed them before and they are great - especially the Fly one. I'm intrigued about how you'd work the Iliad into a photoshoot... or Achilles... or deceitful hearts. I wait with bated breath.
Actually I saw a phenomenal production of "Iphigenia at Aulis" (Aeschylus?) a year or two ago. They had Achilles played by a skinny, ever-so-slightly camp man, skirting around matters without being explicit. An enjoyably bleak experience - we came out of the theatre feeling absolutely emotionally blasted and raw... highly recommended if you get the chance...
miloryan:
Yah, I left a comment to Dia on some other place and was like, hey, how's your quest to try and take down the big pink? She was all, quest, I'm not on a quest. Like I'm the crazy one. I thought that was kinda funny cause I've never seen someone spend so much time and energy on something so fruitless just because. Good times.
test
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philipj:
Hey AL,
How are you doing?
Please don't read my post in "boards" section. I think I have gotten myself into some trouble. Nothing I said applies to you. You have real sweet to me and I really appreciate it.
Please write when you can
How are you doing?
Please don't read my post in "boards" section. I think I have gotten myself into some trouble. Nothing I said applies to you. You have real sweet to me and I really appreciate it.
Please write when you can
abigorna:
a lonnng 10 days testing already
I saw dunx. He brought my stuff. Well, most of it. One of my dressers didn't make it, and I got a bunch of comic books and a heavy metal collection, I guess. Some dude who lives in his mom's basement is going to want those boxes back.
I'm sick. I'm sick in my brain, and I feel it in my entire body. It...
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candylac:
the long distance thing sucks so bad, but in the long run it often kakes the relationship stronger and capalble of ahndeling rough times, you learn to appriciate your time together and eachother.
Hope you feel better soon.
Hope you feel better soon.
strangebeastie:
With Voltaire and Katie gone, I was seriously considering killing my sg account, but then I remembered you and stayed.
So, being the help person, I am quite often (I'd say probably almost always) the first person people contact when they have a problem. This problem is often the fact that although we informed them many times during the signup process, including in big red letters before they entered their card information, they somehow missed the fact that they were going to be rebilled. After...
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t0iletooth:
i want my two dollars!
olsen:
::sends a death threat::
I just went a really long time without internet.
Yes, I have a lot of help requests to answer.
No, I will not answer any more of them tonight. I have answered enough. I am very tired after spending all day trying to get this shit working. That, and beers.
If you want to be nice, you can leave more pictures of hot guys for...
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Yes, I have a lot of help requests to answer.
No, I will not answer any more of them tonight. I have answered enough. I am very tired after spending all day trying to get this shit working. That, and beers.
If you want to be nice, you can leave more pictures of hot guys for...
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conqueringking:
They better not censor that picture. That's one of my favorites.
anny:
That really pisses me the fuck off. You are still one of my favorite girls, and I love your sets, ESPECIALLY "Habit" but that's fucking absurd that it gets taken down and two of Apnea's hottest sets get taken down.
yeah dude so like the spartans rock my lame ass
talk about men
hot damn
post your shield wall pictures here
talk about men
hot damn
post your shield wall pictures here
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shayne:
I'm at a loss. I assume the topic is gaming. I play no games. okay, i play some. but they don't have men in them. 
french_frog:
Hi
Will your set be censored ?
I like the 'Habit' one.
Will your set be censored ?
I like the 'Habit' one.
but I think I was thinking along the lines of a total package deal, sort of thiing. If I wasn't exhausted and drunk(again), I could look for the orginal comment.
I bet it was insulting.