Once again I'm up late doing nothing. The lonliness is fading. The feelings of helplessness, worthlessness, hopelessness... all fading. I can't pinpoint the origins of my unhappiness, but I can only assume that it too will fade in time. There's not really anything wrong with my life... I'm trying to do a lot of things at once, but no more than usual, to be sure....
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Last night was pretty wheels off for me. By the time I got to the first party I was so wasted I fell off the couch, which I think is where I got the bruise on my ass. Rachel said she'd never seen me so drunk. When I got to the main party... well... my goodness. Duncan said he was putting my Jameson somewhere safe,...
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one_pure_thought:
Just be happy that you didn't puke. 
perilsensitive:
I quit drinking the day after I experienced memory loss.
Well, there it is. I suppose it was both better and worse than I'd expected. I had time to at least look at all 66 questions though I think I answered somewhere between 40 and 50... maybe I even got most of them right. Line integrals are worthless. Fubini's theorem rocks. I'm never taking the math subject GRE again... though I suppose I could have...
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donzell:
Jameson is great either as a boilermaker or straight. I glad that you have confidence in your performance on the GRE, and I have faith that you did very well. Have a drink on me.
pyronautica:
Look! Al! It's official!! Go Team Grammar!
Well, by noon on Saturday I'll know whether or not I wasted $130 (and perhaps a lot more than that on applications). Fuck the subject GRE. Fuck it right in the eye.
Fuck fuck fuck.
I don't think line integrals help you in math.
Fuck fuck fuck.
I don't think line integrals help you in math.
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donzell:
I wish you good luck on the GRE.
fabrice:
please relax.
I place the blame squarely on tight pants. I mean malt liquor. I place the blame squarely on malt liquor.
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charlieftw:
Hmmmm malt liqour.
Hmmmm malt liqour.
silver___:
Tight pants and malt liquor are the root of all evil after all ... that's probably why they are jointly inescapable...
FUCKING DAMNIT I'M GOING TO KILL EVERY LIVING THING I SEE I HATE EVERYTHING EVERYTHING EVERYTHING AND I'M FUCKING RETARDED AND CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT IT'S ALL ABOUT FAILURE AND HATING AND KILLING AND ANGER AND COLLAPSING INTO A PILE OF NOTHING AND TEARS UNTIL IT GOES AWAY.
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scylla:
You know what a hug and love slut I am. Hit that shit up tonight at the formal, yo.
vader_____:
Surely you must be exaggerating, you are quite the opposite of retarded! Whatever the problem is i'm sure you can work it out.
What do you do when you hate everything? Let's have some answers, people.
HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE
My shoulder hurts.
HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE
My shoulder hurts.
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murphy:
You can get drunk on the company tab and the clock back on and work like I am doing now.
Sorry that probably doesn't help...
I usuallly drink and smoke... or meditate... Or think about alll the good things I DO have in my life right now....
Even though it's not that much right now.. It makes the bad things not so bad...
A positive outlook doesn't hurt either... God I'm a hippy.
Sorry that probably doesn't help...
I usuallly drink and smoke... or meditate... Or think about alll the good things I DO have in my life right now....
Even though it's not that much right now.. It makes the bad things not so bad...
A positive outlook doesn't hurt either... God I'm a hippy.
radiobastet:
Yell, scream, cry, bounce off the walls. Pass out, go to sleep, wake up. Repeat as necessary.
I guess I did a lot more stuff on Friday than I remembered when I wrote that entry... I forgot about the most heavenly chicken strips ever, and getting stunned with a stun gun, and ripping off Scylla's dress... a weird night.
Last night was pretty weird too. TMBG was so close to me! I touched John's guitar. It was amazing. Then there was this...
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Last night was pretty weird too. TMBG was so close to me! I touched John's guitar. It was amazing. Then there was this...
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xmissxjennix:
sorry just had to say ure beautiful 
pyronautica:
If I major in linguistics, will you let me be an official grammar police officer?
Last night was WEIRD, man. I drank too much Jameson right off the bat and dropped my cue in the pool hall. It was a bad scene. Then we had to get more booze because the Jameson ran out. Sean drove us (who is us? I think I remember Johanna in the front seat... 3 of us in the back) to the creepy after hours...
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macbastard:
Holy crap....you win. I watched the entire gay population of Hollywood dance around in pouring rain....No wait...I WIN. But you can come in second. If this Was a competition. Which it is totaly not. Because in gods eyes were all created equal. Except for retarted children and us short people, we got the sharp end of the short stick. Yah THANKS God.
Macbitter
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scylla:
You also ripped off my dress. Twice! Or more.
Wednesday night was the best night I've had in a very, very long time.
*sighs contentedly*
*sighs contentedly*
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perilsensitive:
so ............ you got laid huh
marymary:
boo! 
[Edited on Nov 12, 2003 4:29PM]