Update!

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It's that time again!

I always like to update you guys on how life is going, though it might seem a little boring to some of you. I also like doing it because I find it really therapeutic to look back among my blog posts on here and reflect on how I'm progressing!

The past month or so has been super hard for me. I
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souvlaki:
<3
ljester:
Sending lots of love and support.     We are all SG family and we love to catch up on whatever is going on in your life.      Good things are coming your way!    Everything will be fine.

Blog Homework: What are you looking forward to?

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Hello everyone!

I think that this blog topic came around at perfect timing! I've been feeling a little more anxious than usual, as you might have read in my previous post, and I think it's super important for us to remember what we're looking forward to, and more importantly, what we're working so hard towards so that we can keep our eye on the prize!...
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akiramai:
@xheartswornx definitely some good things awaiting me! As for making people smile, that's something you're very good at!
coolicio:
SO freaking excited!!!!

How do you treat yourself?

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Hey SG Land,

I’ve had a pretty tough day today. My anxiety is through the roof and I’m barely holding my head above water.

What do you do to stay sane in these situations?

Do you read? Watch tv? Have a hot shower and pamper yourself?

@missy @rambo

All my love,

Akiramai

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kraken84:
Wow you're beautiful
justaguy12:
Your eyes are amazing! I use meditation to manage my anxiety which helps take the edge off. Most importantly remember nothing is permanent, and this feeling will pass. Hang in there 🌷

Dear Future Me,

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Hello lovelies!

*warning - could be triggering/talk of self harm and suicide attempts*

I know I've shared this before, but it reminded me of the current blog homework which is, what would you tell your younger self? I wrote this back in 2016, after a heart break, which lead to me actually attempting suicide by overdosing which sent me to emergency. It's a long piece,
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akiramai:
@nlough thank you for always being so lovely and supportive of everything I share with you guys! it means the absolute world to me. <3
psyria_delight:
@akiramai, you're exactly right about that sweetie. XXX

Noir is on 1825!

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Noir has now hit 1825 hearts! Thank you so much for all the continuous love and support, I can never express just how much it means to me. I'd really love to see if we can get this set to 2000 hearts! @kyla did such an amazing job and made me feel SO damn comfortable even though I had only just met her this day!
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kettle:
Amazing comments such as yours on blogs and photo sets is what makes this community more and more amazing 💕 @akiramai @xheartswornx
souvlaki:
<3

1 month until 'Haven' hits Member Review!

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Hello lovelies!

I thought I'd write a little post on my upcoming set with @waikiki ! It's the evening of the 24th here, and Anzac day is tomorrow so I start work late and thought I'd stay up and chill on here for a while!

This is the first solo set I have shot since turning pink. Noir (in member review now) was my first...
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psyria_delight:
Awww @akiramai, thank you! <3<3<3
rehrose:
Wonderful

Blog homework: What did you want to be as a kid, and what is your pro…

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Hello everyone! <3

When I was younger I wanted to follow the very sensible career path of becoming a unicorn. Okay, I’m talking when I was like 7, I legitimately wanted to grow up to be a unicorn.
But on a more serious note, when I was around 10 I really wanted to be a vet. I absolutely adore animals, and wanted to offer help...
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akiramai:
@aelevy81  I'd love to be a welfare officer, receiving cases of animal cruelty, seizing animals off unfit owners and even creating the documents for court. This would also come with a whole other job in hand too though... since i'm pretty sure id adopt WAY too many dogs haha! That's amazing, i'm glad you found your passion! by the sounds of it, you're a very creative person!
xheartswornx:
Yeah, I could use a horror binge, too. Old school horror with actual makeup and physical effects were so much more fun than the computer generated effects. There is some awesome computer stuff going on, but I love how Guillermo del Toro actually still does a lot of actual effects as people continue to move away from it. There's something more gritty and real with a monster costume than some unreal animated creature or blood effect. I'll always love Evil Dead for that. ToeTag puts out stuff that would equate to the Saw series only people get limbs and boobs chopped off through the entire film. It's not my bag, but it's a kind of cool look into a special effects test or how far and what they can do with physical effects. If I could get my hands on some I would send you some. Maybe I'll keep a look out when I visit some friends to get some copies for you.

I’ve quit!

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Hey lovelies!

Remember that New Years resolution blog homework?

I DID IT!

I told myself that I wanted to stop making excuses to not quit smoking, and now I’m coming up to my 4th day cigarette free! Today and yesterday were pretty difficult in regards to cravings, but I’m temporarily replacing cigarettes with lollies until i’m strong enough to replace that with a healthier option
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akiramai:
I really can’t quite express enough how much it has meant to me to read through all your comments, wether they have been words of advice or congratulations. Reading through them all has cemented that fact that I’m so determined to beat this habit. Love to you all ❤️❤️❤️
aelevy81:
Way to go! I’m quitting as well. Far too long since I started.

4/6: Whats something from your childhood that younger people might no…

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Sylvanian Famlies

These little furry bastards were my pride and joy back in the day. You could collect families of different animals and I had a big house to put them in, cars and a school. My older brother used to pretend to put the babies into the car and drive it off the roof of the dolls house and I used to get really
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radiohead801:
Fruit and vegetables.
zen:
The Busy World of Richard Scarry
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