rehrose

@rehrose I swear, I think I love you! Oh my gosh, no one talks about this!! Dude like seriously! I've been at this constant struggle with myself, my thoughts, and emotions... I'm trying to openly make it as a fetish model and make it into the porn industry... But I'm not having any luck due to old porn industry standards that have not been updated with the modern times. Did you know: That interacial sex is still considered Taboo in the porn industry. But I havent been able to find an agency because I have short hair and some big tattoos. But I honestly hardly have any at this moment. I've also been turnded down because of dark pigment scars on my glutes. I've been told I'm flat and childish looking so I'm apparently not good enough and dont have the look due to the fact I do not have any plastic surgery features. It's sad. And yes, I honestly do want to get certain procedures done but I am also doing it for myself. And I feel that I lot of model don't openly explain why they chose to do thing they do. I believe it's because their scared to admit, it has to do with confidence, vanity, etc. And sadly I too have lost some of my friends and what were once close family members just because I'm a nude model and amatuer virtual porn creator. Yes I did make the choice to persue that area as a career, just I believe sex work is real work just like an average job. And at times I do feel alone, especially because I feel that no one talk's about this on social media. But I'm doing what makes me happy so I stick with it. I'm love being a model/porn creator and I love being nude. I feel free and empowered! And I make damn good money off of it when I apply myself and I'm consistent. But I also noticed that some of my bad days and the comments I endure tear me down and slow me down too. Which hurts my buisness. It's a consistent struggle, but I always end up pulling myself up and holding my head high and keep on going due to the fact that it and this community makes me happy! (The site wouldn't let me return to space out my paragraphs, idk why. sorry guys)

Sometimes the site messes up and glitches and doesn't allow certain things or it erases my paragraphs (waaaahhhh, sigh)

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Gorgeous

I still hope to cover my first tattoo ... how good you are in those events, hay to ask a lot of pain!

Nice!😻