Hello lovelies!

I was ready to get an early night tonight when I came across @missy s post regarding the #SpiritofSG and SO many wonderful, creative people popped into my mind.

Although I could literally sit here for hours on end and write about all the talented people on here that have touched my heart in the most beautiful way, someone in particular really comes...
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ropers71:
There are so many amazing photographers on SG and their work is incredible.  Often I find myself really moved by their work and I comment accordingly...   ...And then there is @coolicio...  The way she sees the person in front of her is truly special.  I'm sure Ash is self aware that she is a fantastic photographer but I don't think she is conscious of how very special her work is.  Her gift is innate and instinctual, she couldn't help it if she wanted to.  If i could best describe it, I would say that those beautiful eyes see what's on the inside, and that one thing, that one degree that separates her gift from others, is that she can bring that 'inner beauty' to the surface and capture it on the outside.. Most photographers see a beautiful model, Ash's eyes see a window into a soul, and her maternal instincts create this nurturing safe space for that beautiful soul to show itself, only to be captured in a moment in time.   ...Personally I don't like to be photographed, I run from a camera..  However there is no bigger curiosity in my heart than to have Ash take just one photo of me.  One photo to see myself the way that those beautiful beautiful eyes see me ~ and no matter how that photo turned out, for better or worse I think it would bring peace to my restless heart for reasons I can't begin to explain......  @akiramai it is so good to see you expressing yourself again as you are so very import to us all, and to the #SpiritofSG. and of course your posts are fantastic to read ~ I hope you have a great week.  I posted some fun-ness yesterday, If you have time please stop by ~ and as always much love Beautiful ❤️💛
coolicio:
Oh wow. I wasn't ready for this post this morning! @akiramai thank you so much for your beautiful words, I am touched that I had this kind of impact with you. The first time I meet a model I know that they are about to share themselves with me in their most vulnerable state and I think that deserves friendship from the start. A hug goes a long way and then the magic rolls... I am so thankful to have SG in my life, to have given me the opportunity to make so many incredible friends just like you. YOU are special, you are gorgeous and I am so lucky that I've been able to work with you so many times! @xheartswornx @ropers71 you two are by far the most supportive and passionate members on the site. Every week I am amazed and delighted by your ongoing support for the models and photographers, your words really do motivate us to keep on creating! thank you x

Hey guys,

Out of the blue my partner and I seperated a few days ago (Saturday)

Turns out he was unhappy in our relationship for a long time but never spoke up which left me feeling super used.

I’m going through a whole roller coaster of emotions from sadness to regret to resentment to anger and forgiveness.

Please be patient with me while I...
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ski:
:( so sorry babe <3
kraken84:
Good vibes 🖤🖤🖤

It's that time again!

I always like to update you guys on how life is going, though it might seem a little boring to some of you. I also like doing it because I find it really therapeutic to look back among my blog posts on here and reflect on how I'm progressing!

The past month or so has been super hard for
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souvlaki:
<3
ljester:
Sending lots of love and support.     We are all SG family and we love to catch up on whatever is going on in your life.      Good things are coming your way!    Everything will be fine.

Hello everyone!

I think that this blog topic came around at perfect timing! I've been feeling a little more anxious than usual, as you might have read in my previous post, and I think it's super important for us to remember what we're looking forward to, and more importantly, what we're working so hard towards so that we can keep our...
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akiramai:
@xheartswornx definitely some good things awaiting me! As for making people smile, that's something you're very good at!
coolicio:
SO freaking excited!!!!

Hey SG Land,

I’ve had a pretty tough day today. My anxiety is through the roof and I’m barely holding my head above water.

What do you do to stay sane in these situations?

Do you read? Watch tv? Have a hot shower and pamper yourself?

@missy @rambo

All my love,

Akiramai

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demonwolf:
I use a combo of books, video games, and tv shows. More important than that though, I choose to be centered and calm though I easily could be anxious and wrung out. Benefit of my Personal Effectiveness Seminar training.
kraken84:
Wow you're beautiful

Hello lovelies!

*warning - could be triggering/talk of self harm and suicide attempts*

I know I've shared this before, but it reminded me of the current blog homework which is, what would you tell your younger self? I wrote this back in 2016, after a heart break, which lead to me actually attempting suicide by overdosing which sent me to emergency. It's a
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akiramai:
@nlough thank you for always being so lovely and supportive of everything I share with you guys! it means the absolute world to me. <3
psyria_delight:
@akiramai, you're exactly right about that sweetie. XXX

Noir has now hit 1825 hearts! Thank you so much for all the continuous love and support, I can never express just how much it means to me. I'd really love to see if we can get this set to 2000 hearts! @kyla did such an amazing job and made me feel SO damn comfortable even though I had only just met her this
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_kettle:
Amazing comments such as yours on blogs and photo sets is what makes this community more and more amazing 💕 @akiramai @xheartswornx
souvlaki:
<3

Hello lovelies!

I thought I'd write a little post on my upcoming set with @waikiki ! It's the evening of the 24th here, and Anzac day is tomorrow so I start work late and thought I'd stay up and chill on here for a while!

This is the first solo set I have shot since turning pink. Noir (in member review now) was...
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psyria_delight:
Awww @akiramai, thank you! <3<3<3
rehrose:
Wonderful