zef:
she's the bestest
"uhoh, who want's to die?"
So I finally called Drave Suicide tonight. She's a sweet and funny girl. I found her slacking off at work.
It was a great to put a voice to face. She mentioned the above Elmo related CNN story to me. I doubt they'll have to recall the product as they clearly tell you what it's supposed to say vs. what...
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So I finally called Drave Suicide tonight. She's a sweet and funny girl. I found her slacking off at work.
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drave:
Well other than getting sick on Sundays I usally have tons and tons of homework to do. Yesterday I worked on homework for 9 hours. Sigh and I still didnt finish so i am about to carry my ass off the computer and do th erest of my homework.. got about another 5 hours.
Blah.. and im about to go to school in a lil bit... soo. yea..
That friend sounds a bit stressful but at least ur nioce enough to help with advice.. I am usually that way with most of my few friends that I have around here. They always coem to me for advice.
Im eating frosted mini wheats.
yea.
Ha um well I did not do my tongue or my nipples. And the tattoo I did myself is on my foot so you couldnt see it in the set maybe i will have to take pics of it sometime soon.
Anyways I was going to stay on here and thank everyone for their comments but damn it Im running out of time...
Hope your day is good
Blah.. and im about to go to school in a lil bit... soo. yea..
That friend sounds a bit stressful but at least ur nioce enough to help with advice.. I am usually that way with most of my few friends that I have around here. They always coem to me for advice.
Im eating frosted mini wheats.
yea.
Ha um well I did not do my tongue or my nipples. And the tattoo I did myself is on my foot so you couldnt see it in the set maybe i will have to take pics of it sometime soon.
Anyways I was going to stay on here and thank everyone for their comments but damn it Im running out of time...
Hope your day is good
lambda:
My definition of Down Home Music is the kind where the audience drinks with the band on the band's nights off.
Alternately, when the band doesn't get mad when the audience throws empty PBR cans onstage.
Alternately, when the band doesn't get mad when the audience throws empty PBR cans onstage.
My cat has been waking me up at night because she snores, It's not really loud, but just noticable enough to get my attention and then keep while i struggle to go back to sleep. It's not like my snoring keeps her awake. She falls asleep while eating sometimes. munch much, yawn, lays down.
Bin laden's recent announcement was very interesting. From an american war...
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venti_mistake:
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Judd Nelson's nostrils- BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!
I'm weird when it comes to conflict and such. I hate war but I enjoy war movies. I don't condone violence and yet I love Ultimate Fighter and the UFC.
Maybe I do hate war but I like stories about people rising above and I like UFC because dammit, that's just the male testosterone in me! ooogh... i dunno... sometimes I'm just a walking oxymoron.
I'm weird when it comes to conflict and such. I hate war but I enjoy war movies. I don't condone violence and yet I love Ultimate Fighter and the UFC.
Maybe I do hate war but I like stories about people rising above and I like UFC because dammit, that's just the male testosterone in me! ooogh... i dunno... sometimes I'm just a walking oxymoron.
I've been quite unsuccessful at obstaining from masturbating lately. Thank my penis isn't wasn't a new years resolution so there's no guilt along with the stroke. Considering that it's something I've been doing since I was like seven or eight (no, I didn't ejaculate until a few years later) and probably touching myself since I found it, it's actually beeen pretty damn good lately. I...
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lambda:
Yeah, after looking at the pieces I understand the contrast comment. "for the sensation of becoming" does have a pleasing starkness with the darkening. With the second one, a very heavy line on the primary outline, and not the detail?, would shift it from "notebook sketch" to "piece of artwork". My take on this is 1) space/depth - the eye needs somewhere to go, and 2) artist must *decide* what's important and show eye where to go, i.e. not everywhere.
"gods of no real excuses and no more magic with omniscient senses of awareness destroy my surreal grumpy life at home. "
That was a good one. I feel like this is what the bipolar archetype is all about... pulling nuggets of juice from the universal quasi-chaos without loosing one's grip and spewing gibberish. Right there in between.
I'm pretty happy with my classes this semester... 6 hours, both evening classes, Mon, Wed, Thu...
"gods of no real excuses and no more magic with omniscient senses of awareness destroy my surreal grumpy life at home. "
That was a good one. I feel like this is what the bipolar archetype is all about... pulling nuggets of juice from the universal quasi-chaos without loosing one's grip and spewing gibberish. Right there in between.
I'm pretty happy with my classes this semester... 6 hours, both evening classes, Mon, Wed, Thu...
daisy:
Thank you for both comments you left. Means a lot. Thanks.
I've been working alot. I had to go in to help with inventory this morning. 8am!!! fuckers. I was up late Saturday night watching a movie called THE CHUMSCRUBBER. I went to bed at 3am. So needless to say I was barely awake for the inventory. Luckily we go through it pretty fast.
Art school is going well. Challenging and mind expanding.
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venti_mistake:
I'll fucking drink to those last two lines!!! 
Don't underestimate the powers of flogging the dolphin my friend. It's about as much action as I've seen in like four months!
You wrote "Art is life. It's as close as you can get to divine nature. "
That is so eloquent man.
Don't underestimate the powers of flogging the dolphin my friend. It's about as much action as I've seen in like four months!
You wrote "Art is life. It's as close as you can get to divine nature. "
That is so eloquent man.
lambda:
Hmm. I've been a little circumspect on the whole "true love" thing lately. Given the choice between passion and peaceful coexistence, I'm thinking most people choose the later based on its relatively greater shelf life.
I understand where you're headed with the superman line. I feel like it mirrors Morgan's "get outdoors" missive... we don't see nature asking to be rescued, rather just begging to be left in peace.
Pride seems to be the coffin nails that I keep coming back to, as in superman's too busy to sing his own praises. As I dig deeper, one thing I like about reincarnation mythos/ethos is its subtle missive against pride, be it pannicky, defensive pride or that of the peacock. "There's plenty of time, and we've all been in each other's shoes," we're informed. Reasonable notions, I say. Truth is, we all struggle with this, and we're all doing the best we can, and practice makes perfect, right?
Vitex berries, also known as chaste tree fruit or monk's pepper, can be helpful for "readjusting the thermostat"; separately, passionflower herb (commonly available in Celestial Seasoning's "Sleepytime tea") is in my experience a wicked-good bedtime brew to "take the edge off."
I understand where you're headed with the superman line. I feel like it mirrors Morgan's "get outdoors" missive... we don't see nature asking to be rescued, rather just begging to be left in peace.
Pride seems to be the coffin nails that I keep coming back to, as in superman's too busy to sing his own praises. As I dig deeper, one thing I like about reincarnation mythos/ethos is its subtle missive against pride, be it pannicky, defensive pride or that of the peacock. "There's plenty of time, and we've all been in each other's shoes," we're informed. Reasonable notions, I say. Truth is, we all struggle with this, and we're all doing the best we can, and practice makes perfect, right?
Vitex berries, also known as chaste tree fruit or monk's pepper, can be helpful for "readjusting the thermostat"; separately, passionflower herb (commonly available in Celestial Seasoning's "Sleepytime tea") is in my experience a wicked-good bedtime brew to "take the edge off."
So I am starting over again tomorrow. I am not even actually registered yet, but that's a different story with odds that I'll easily overcome. My first class, should actually get in, is tomorrow night. Drawing 132. I've always been incredibly self-conscious about drawing infront of people. Luckily, I figure we'll be learning the basics. I can draw what everyone else is drawing without much...
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tahliana:
many pics where that one came from
una:
I wish my cat was afectionate 
he's always too good for me, still young though - he can be a sweetheart sometimes . . .
Ha! I sleep to avoid my problems too. there were some that I thought would just go away - but no I have to deal with them.
he's always too good for me, still young though - he can be a sweetheart sometimes . . .
Ha! I sleep to avoid my problems too. there were some that I thought would just go away - but no I have to deal with them.
New Resolution - The Heartless Bastards
My new resolution is to be
Someone who does not take everything so seriously
I want to laugh and joke, and have a smoke, and have a good time
And join an institution that will fuel my mind
Whoever said ignorance it was bliss
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My new resolution is to be
Someone who does not take everything so seriously
I want to laugh and joke, and have a smoke, and have a good time
And join an institution that will fuel my mind
Whoever said ignorance it was bliss
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lambda:
La la la la;
I feel like my life would be simpler if i took it a little more seriously just now. I'm glutting myself on cable tv and late-to-bed-late-to-rise, zero responsibilities at parents house. I'm quiting smoking - this is generally unpleasant, and is easier if i stay home alone ;/
Also going to meet ex for first time in a while, mixed feelings of jealousy, anger, and abandonment r.e. her new boy.
On the brighter side, I answered a few personals on craigslist ABQ, and the books I'm reading rock. Adult swim / anime also rocks - I'm gonna miss "Big O" when cable is gone...
I feel like my life would be simpler if i took it a little more seriously just now. I'm glutting myself on cable tv and late-to-bed-late-to-rise, zero responsibilities at parents house. I'm quiting smoking - this is generally unpleasant, and is easier if i stay home alone ;/
Also going to meet ex for first time in a while, mixed feelings of jealousy, anger, and abandonment r.e. her new boy.
On the brighter side, I answered a few personals on craigslist ABQ, and the books I'm reading rock. Adult swim / anime also rocks - I'm gonna miss "Big O" when cable is gone...
chai:
this are good new year resolutions!! and good "minds"... i think the same!! im reading some good books now, from everthing a lil bit, in the moment im reading a book about buddhismus, about humanity and so... it helps me to be really be more in my middle...
this are good new year resolutions!! and good "minds"... i think the same!! im reading some good books now, from everthing a lil bit, in the moment im reading a book about buddhismus, about humanity and so... it helps me to be really be more in my middle...
Spent a quiet new years at home playing with plastacene and drawing. I could have gone out, but when I left work, I really did leave Pam with any indication that I wanted to go drinking with her. I don't know. I think it's quite common to be attracted to our opposites. She is definitely an opposite to the extreme for me.
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contextual:
Happy New Year to you too!
drave:
Sounds like New Years wasnt too bad for you. I stayed home and lit of firecrackers with some friends. I was gonna go out but I was tired and shit.
Introverted people are really kewl. See I am introverted in some ways. Like I prefer chilling at home watching movies and cooking wierd shit and playing games. But sometimes I like to just go out to clubs and shit.
Wierd.
I have anxiety so I dread situations were there is waaaayyy too many people.
LOL at I wonder how she would be in a movie theatre lol
I am really quiet once the movie actually starts .. before the movie I can be caught talking, chomping down on candy and nachos, and throwing shit at people.
But once the movie starts im a perfect angel. lol.
I used to have this friend that used to talk during the whole movie. Her boyfriend used to be like CAN YOU SHUT UP!!!..lol'
It was really funny.
Thats sad she had a miscarriage. Thats really nice of you to say you will listen to her if she needs it. I wish my ex boyfriends would do that!
I am feeling a lot better now I dont know if I actually got bit or was a just sick... I dunno.
But I started feeling perfectly fine on Sat.
Introverted people are really kewl. See I am introverted in some ways. Like I prefer chilling at home watching movies and cooking wierd shit and playing games. But sometimes I like to just go out to clubs and shit.
Wierd.
I have anxiety so I dread situations were there is waaaayyy too many people.
LOL at I wonder how she would be in a movie theatre lol
I am really quiet once the movie actually starts .. before the movie I can be caught talking, chomping down on candy and nachos, and throwing shit at people.
But once the movie starts im a perfect angel. lol.
I used to have this friend that used to talk during the whole movie. Her boyfriend used to be like CAN YOU SHUT UP!!!..lol'
It was really funny.
Thats sad she had a miscarriage. Thats really nice of you to say you will listen to her if she needs it. I wish my ex boyfriends would do that!
I am feeling a lot better now I dont know if I actually got bit or was a just sick... I dunno.
But I started feeling perfectly fine on Sat.
I am back from Ohio. Stressed, yet strangely rejuvinated. I got a speeding ticket on the way home from Ohio. I didn't realize I was in a 55 zone, I was going 76 when he clocked me and 65 when he pulled me over. $125. and it's in ohio so going to court to get out of it would cost me just as much.
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brighteye:
hey man happy birthday and happy new year!!!
damn i would say come down to visit for your b-day but i have a full nite and then off to charleston in the morning...hope you have a good one regardless
damn i would say come down to visit for your b-day but i have a full nite and then off to charleston in the morning...hope you have a good one regardless
venti_mistake:
Omigosh!!!! Late Happy birthday bro!!! Sorry I missed it!
Happy New Year man!
Happy New Year man!
So circumstancesa panned out in my favor. One more chance for a do over (do right) situation. the pregnant girl's daughter is sick so she missed work and canceled our plans tonight. Phfewwww that was close.
then at work, my business partner, who is also in a weird way my boss until I am making him enough profit that he seems me as something closer...
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daisy:
Bad on purpose? I've never heard the likes, but see Santa was wise to you, and gave you money to fuck with your head. Clever man that Santa.
And Happy Birthday.
And Happy Birthday.
ryah:
happy bday!
So now I am on my way to being a complete fucking idiot. I've been hanging out with this girl from work. She's got a southern accent that's deep and scratchy. She knows 63.8% of the population in a 34.2 mile radius. She talks non-stop. She is sexy like it was what she was born to be. She's sweet. she is nice. She is a...
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drave:
Hmm Wierd situation.. advice.. i'd only get invovled if you wanna take care fo kids cuz thats what youll be doing, but hey if you really like her go for it.
Like me... if I really liked someone and they were having someone elses kid i'd be okay with it but then again... id also be thinking what is this person really looking for?
So yeah I dunno..
Well your heart and whatever else you will be using to make your choices will help you choose the right thing to do. lol.
The belt wont really kill me I dont think that guy was just fucking nuts. He was really wierd. Seriously he scared me. lol.
Grandma visit went better than expected but we had an issue with gay marriage.
Like me... if I really liked someone and they were having someone elses kid i'd be okay with it but then again... id also be thinking what is this person really looking for?
So yeah I dunno..
Well your heart and whatever else you will be using to make your choices will help you choose the right thing to do. lol.
The belt wont really kill me I dont think that guy was just fucking nuts. He was really wierd. Seriously he scared me. lol.
Grandma visit went better than expected but we had an issue with gay marriage.
venti_mistake:
Ya dude, I dunno. My dick has overided the autopilot many a times for me to go "awe shit man. Why didn't anyone tell me???"
Nothing wrong with flings dude but this woman stinks of trouble. I think your brain is trying to cuff and gag your dick and tell you so. LOL- that's just my opinion.
I'm gald to hear your jewelry business is doing good.
Thanks for the compliments on the flash. I am so addicted to doing peoples customs! I love the gratification of knowing that I plucked their idea out of their head and rode the same wave to get it down on paper. Nothing is more flaterring than seeing my artwork permanently imprinted on somebody's body. I get chills just thinking about it!
Nothing wrong with flings dude but this woman stinks of trouble. I think your brain is trying to cuff and gag your dick and tell you so. LOL- that's just my opinion.
I'm gald to hear your jewelry business is doing good.
Thanks for the compliments on the flash. I am so addicted to doing peoples customs! I love the gratification of knowing that I plucked their idea out of their head and rode the same wave to get it down on paper. Nothing is more flaterring than seeing my artwork permanently imprinted on somebody's body. I get chills just thinking about it!
I just spent almost four hours on the phone talking to one of my best friends from Ohio. We have these discussions about Yoga, dreams, life, the subconscious, EVERYTHING, and relationships. We totally just get each other. Anyway, I ran something by him that I had written the night before.
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venti_mistake:
Hahahaha! That was thoroughly insightful and enetertaining. You, my friend are fascinating! Some of that seems similar to what my bouncer friend over here keeps blabbing on and on about something called NLP (neuro linguistic programming). You say something and it places an irrepressable thought in your head that just sticks with you no matter how you try to shake it. Kinda like getting a Ricky Martin song in your head. The last bit about the Taoist law of coercion really jumped out at me and I'll be damned if I'm not trying it myself. The finale gave me a good chuckle! Things seem to be on the up and up for you and I hope it's a continuing trend.
Take care my friend!
Take care my friend!
drave:
LoL ... I think it is exactly what it meant in the bible. I really loved learning about the subconsious in Psych class.. and with all the Psych classes left to go I am sure I will be learning more. ...
Oh and I am glad I could help....ur really kewl U deserve to be happy because you make others like me happy.
Venom ate her cricket really fast because she was hungry. The girl at the pet store was like well if we dont have any dead crickets Ill kill one for you.
I was like " Well goddamn that is why I want a dead one so no one had to kill the pour thing" Geez some people. But luckily she found a bunch of dead crickets and gave me them.
I havent quite figured out how imll clean her cage out yet. lol. Interesting. Well that will take some thinking I may have to transfer her to another cage while I clean hers but that seems risky lol. I had a dream last night that she bit my finger. lol. But it didnt hurt at all.
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Oh and I am glad I could help....ur really kewl
U deserve to be happy because you make others like me happy.
Venom ate her cricket really fast because she was hungry. The girl at the pet store was like well if we dont have any dead crickets Ill kill one for you.
I was like " Well goddamn that is why I want a dead one so no one had to kill the pour thing" Geez some people. But luckily she found a bunch of dead crickets and gave me them.
I havent quite figured out how imll clean her cage out yet. lol. Interesting. Well that will take some thinking I may have to transfer her to another cage while I clean hers but that seems risky lol. I had a dream last night that she bit my finger. lol. But it didnt hurt at all.
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