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I love him.
Too much....

I hate being a girl, for the last damned time.
But I love it all the same.

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endlessly:
Love should never be something you regret. If anything, you should love more.
nikonphoto80:
I love them to and will have one very soon.

Im glad you are ok.
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pureevull:
mmmm sexy love
presence:
i know that girl! love
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So I went to give blood today, because I have this weird fetish with... giving blood.
And I mean, it's for a good cause too, so why not.
Anyway, I was unsucessful in my ventures because apparently they could not get me to bleed. And after sticking me and wedging the needle around in my arm for what seems like ages - they gave up...
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nikonphoto80:
I can't give blood, I think it would make me sick.

Well at least you are talking to him now, I hope this makes you happy.

It is really hot today.

You should have taken a photo of it so we could see it.
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kemicalphuture:
WHATS LOVE LIKE? smile
presence:
your amazing. kiss
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I finally heard from Mr Jake.
And...
he's in Lakeland, Florida.
I cried. And cried.
That's 1400 miles away. I probably am gauarnteed to never see him again.

And then
he told me he loved me.
I have never heard those words escape his lips, ever.
He said he loved me and that he never knew what he missed out on.
I sat in disbelief...
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ozblacke:
*hugs* You look beautiful, hun.

Sorry to hear about your boy frown
presence:
youll be alright in time hun..your wayyy too cute to be down for too long...someone great will snatch you right up when you move to PA. kiss
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pureevull:
sexy the dark hair brings out your eyes love
ozblacke:
Well hello there.. you're looking lovely love kiss
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You know, besides Jake - and some stupid fucking people...
things aren't half bad.
I'm going to be starting over anyhow.

I like knowing that.

I really do.
nikonphoto80:
i'm glad you see it that way. i hope when you move we can still be friends.
nikonphoto80:
Im glad we will stay friends.

That is why I think its better to never pick one up, and never even think about it if you are by yourself.
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I can't stand how I haven't heard from Jake at ALL since that day he showed up on my porch. I know I said, "Fuck em, I'll try to get over it...", but I know I can't.
I miss him.
I want to forget him so bad.
But I miss him.
I wish I knew where he was right now.
I wish I knew when...
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nikonphoto80:

I understand, you have nothing to be sorry about, you cant help who you love, I know it hurts, I hope you can get over him soon.

We are having a party on this Friday and if you could come that would be great.

presence:
dont be sorry..all that shit is just human nature..hopefully things work out or you meet someone else to help you forget..the only thing that really heals is time..and patience.

kiss