I've been seeing a woman that I work with. It's really awkward right now because my boss fucking hates her to the point of they had to go one of our other offices, he drove off the and left her there.

Keeping it quiet had been pretty easy until today. The morning bit better about traffic session was going on about normal until...
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First Saturday off in months and all I want to do is sleep in but nope the body clock alarm went off at 4:30 as usual. thank's dick. I've cleaned the kitchen and the bathroom but thankfully I'm not that big of an ass to run the vacuum cleaner before 9am.

I'm going to spent too much time today at...
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I finally made time to go see a doctor. I really hate to admit that I'm feeling that bad. It's bad when you are asked what do I want for lunch and my only answer is "something that does not hurt". Today I made it to my appointment filled out the forms and waited in the exam room. Five minutes go by still...
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I had an odd conversation with my boss today. I'm having some real problems with my stomach, I have put off going to see the doctor until next week because of a submittal that's going out on Friday. He's pretty sure that it's an ulcer because my symptoms match his symptoms from his. I made a comment that I don't...
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Going through the refrigerator tonight looking for dinner and I found a new favorite. I'm sure that this is something else but what the hell. I had some leftover Spanish rice and some nacho chips, I thought this with some grilled chicken and some salsa would be great. I didn't have any chicken but I did have some ground beef, taco seasoning and...
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I've heard the phrase "Confidence is contagious" throughout my life, The problem for me is that I could never seem to catch it. Lately I seem to be infected. I've been doing some of the best design work I've ever done.

I think that the breakup was the catalyst for this. I basically threw myself into the work and cut out a...
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I've had a standing date with a friend that each of us has had to cancel due to illness. Today I was invited to Easter Dinner with her and her family. If that wasn't nerve wracking enough my stomach is still not feeling all that well. I guess sunday is as good as any day to die.

I asked out a coworker today and she said yes. It's just lunch but I really do like her and I need to do this.

I actually had this thought right before asking. Hey let's see how bad I can fuck my life up this time.

As I was doing laundry tonight the neighbor lady flagged me down to introduce me to her friend. I introduce myself and she says "Hi my name is Destiny". Throughout the conversation all I could think was if your name is Destiny what's your stripper name Susan??????

I got a letter today from her with my spare key in it and a note wanting me to mail back her key. Wow this one freaking hurts. I talked to a friend of mine about all of this and he made the comment "Hey, at least you didn't buy her a ring" followed buy a long silence on my end "how much do...
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I've been drowning myself in work lately as opposed to drowning myself in a bottle. The plus side is my boss could not be happier. I need to keep myself busy or I will just dwell on what all I can call is The biggest mistake in my life. I use a tennis ball as a "Stress" ball and one of the guys at...
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nebula:
I hope things get easier soon <3

I understand women less and less every day.

Scratching my head over sending tjis text "I'm the luckiest man on the planet because I just dinner and a movie with the most beautiful girl in Pittsburgh" and getting the response "don't ever talk to me again"??????????