I am starting to understand why people hate antidepressants. Holy Fuck do these things mess with you. I'm high but not in a good way, My pupils are quite dilated so sitting behind a couple of computer screens for 12 hours a day is very taxing. I have only been on them for 4 days but i have noticed that my gut is feeling...
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madmaxthehatter:
As long as they help and not cause damage. 

The doctor visit went better than expected. I found out that I'm not exactly dying even though it feels like it. I have to change some habits both personal and professional. I'm not diabetic yet but if I don't change some things soon I will be. My blood work pretty much proves that I'm a Murican, cholesterol was pretty much covered...
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Off to see the doctor to find out just how bad I fucked myself up.

It's great to hear your doctor says to you. Your symptoms tell me that you have ibs and you may have had a gallbladder attack plus your blood pressure is a little high, your blood work will take a week or so try and relax and reduce your stress level at work?!?!?!?!?

fucking shoot me now.

I finally got to see a doctor last week. This is the first time that I've seen a doctor for something other than I broke this or I was bitten by this or this blew up in my face. So far I've been pretty bulletproof, I get sick once or twice a year but I always bounce back. This time I pushed myself...
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This is the assignment. @missy @rambo

List the most recent sexist/racist/classist/homophobic (discrimination of any kind) thing that you have encountered this week.

Of the options available I'll go with racist because of what happened in the parking lot of the apartment building today. I live in an lower income level apartment building so it's a pretty good mix of people...
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I found out just how big of an asshole a girl is. I'm really glad that I didn't fall real hard for her before finding this out. I'm really glad that I could cut this off early and this one doesn't hurt anything like the last time

I've been seeing a woman that I work with. It's really awkward right now because my boss fucking hates her to the point of they had to go one of our other offices, he drove off the and left her there.

Keeping it quiet had been pretty easy until today. The morning bit better about traffic session was going on about normal until...
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First Saturday off in months and all I want to do is sleep in but nope the body clock alarm went off at 4:30 as usual. thank's dick. I've cleaned the kitchen and the bathroom but thankfully I'm not that big of an ass to run the vacuum cleaner before 9am.

I'm going to spent too much time today at...
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I finally made time to go see a doctor. I really hate to admit that I'm feeling that bad. It's bad when you are asked what do I want for lunch and my only answer is "something that does not hurt". Today I made it to my appointment filled out the forms and waited in the exam room. Five minutes go by still...
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I had an odd conversation with my boss today. I'm having some real problems with my stomach, I have put off going to see the doctor until next week because of a submittal that's going out on Friday. He's pretty sure that it's an ulcer because my symptoms match his symptoms from his. I made a comment that I don't...
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Going through the refrigerator tonight looking for dinner and I found a new favorite. I'm sure that this is something else but what the hell. I had some leftover Spanish rice and some nacho chips, I thought this with some grilled chicken and some salsa would be great. I didn't have any chicken but I did have some ground beef, taco seasoning and...
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