I know that I have barely been active socially here, but that inactive status is about to increase. I, honestly, love all of you so very much and wish I could check in with everyone multiple times throughout the day, but sometimes it's tough to find a moment of time to check in once a day.
I'm still a little overwhelmed with the amount beautiful...
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chroi:
you defo have a lot on your plate at the moment. I know you can power through it <3
loz829:
Take care of yourself ❤️❤️
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xheartswornx:
@chroi You are always on time, love. 😉❤
chroi:
I try! I haven't been on for nearly a day lol. Hope you had a good day today <3
1) Introduce yourself: Hi! My name is Xander. I roller skate, play roller derby, and have been gaming since I was 5 years old.
2) Now that we've met, tell us about one hobby that really interests you: Skating/roller derby. It's freeing. I followed another failed attempt at love to find roller skates and although it isn't a true substitute for a relationship it's been...
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moxy:
I didn't do anything productive till today. I finally cleaned my room since moving. But now my office has inherited the bulk of the bs. But yeah.... I've been too depressed to do it and I'm pain. I just decided to not let it win today so I could say I accomplished something. I get the rest, again, spot on. Get out of my head? Lol. I'm going to Texas this week if my anxiety allows... But I have a feeling my brain is going to defeat me. I'm just depressed and in pain. Sick of both. Sick of being alone. You get it. I especially get the avoiding over jealousy. Drives me nuts to feel like that. Ugh. I'm sick of being up till 4am too 😔. At least it ended better than it started. It started having a sheriff in tac gear pointing a chambered rifle on me while they ran upon my friends shooting at targets on their own property. Still angry, and this is the kinda anxiety end game level shit as to why I never leave my house. 😡
xheartswornx:
I hope you get out to Texas and the anxiety doesn't win, @moxy. I really do hope you get to find some fresh air outside of the anxiety and sheriffing. Is that even a word? Anyway, I do have to get ready to leave for work but feel free to stay in touch and (hopefully) share that trip without a hitch story on Texas! Go get some wins for yourself today even if it's something small. 💖
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gnomi:
ohh, right! i do love the crazy long ones personally 💁♀️
chroi:
keep it up!! Your comments are so wonderful and I know the ladies must really appreciate your uplifting words x
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chroi:
Good luck x
bookcouple:
Good luck
I have not known love like most people currently or previously involved in a dedicated partnership, but it is through the love held in friendships and family (by genetics or spiritual bond) that I have been able to find strength and the perseverance to make it to where I am today.
Beyond the physical manifestation of beauty lies a naked truth, an honest reveal of...
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ojtheviking:
Simply put, brother: Well said. I'm glad you're finding some love and strength in the ways you describe. The rest will come when the time is ready. With that said, here's some brotherly love coming your way too.
kungfury:
Yeah I’m sure the right one will come to you eventually mate, you’re a good dude. Keep being yourself, you’re awesome. Yeah self love goes a long way. People will eventually see that as you do with yourself. The right people come to you. Great read as always. Sorry I’ve been missing out on your blogs and others. Busy times with me. Only time I’m online it’s to work on my fan accounts, it’s been awesome so far. Be writing my blog today when you get this. 👍🏻
There has continued to be an overwhelming force that has reached down to the very core of my being, every cellular structure shaken and stirred until they had no choice but to balance themselves out and create this person that stands strong through vulnerability. I've endured floods of depression and anxiety that practically drown me during some of the storms, two friends that were very...
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xheartswornx:
I'm getting there @aelin. Working my way to a working knee and healthier me. Also, lots of love to @aglaope, @soulkiller, and @miro. Thank YOU so much @candytoc and @pervypanda for all that you do. I try my best when it comes to what I do. ❤
dorsal:
💕💕💕
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xheartswornx:
Thanks @chroi and @bookcouple! ❤
ojtheviking:
Have an awesome time, brother.