My hands are red again, but I have successfully pickled another 10 pounds of beets, that makes 25 pounds total. I am getting ready for the Fall craft fair season.

My lower back is really hurting these days, I can't wait until my week off at the end of September. I got some muscle relaxants from my Doc,but they don't really seem to be working....
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Not much to report, still feeling depressed and lonely. I don't even have the energy to write to my pen-pals. Tomorrow I go see my dr, nothing special, just a routine visit. I also plan to start making jams and pickles tomorrow, even though I only have one craft sale lined up. I hope to get a couple more sales because I need money to...
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I know that it has been a while since I have blogged. Work is keeping me busy and I am also getting ready to sell my jams and stuff at a couple of Christmas craft fairs. I have lots of work ahead of me, but I enjoy doing it.

I have been feeling very lonely and depressed these last few days. I am not sure...
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Long and rough week with Jen spending a week in the hospital. No definitive news as to what is wrong, although they are eliminating what is not wrong with her. She is not rejecting her new heart which is great news, although they are not sure why she is nauseous all the time. We are still waiting for the results of the biopsy of the...
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OK, are you ready for the latest update? The whole situation is becoming surreal. I had a test this morning where they put a camera up my urethra, yes, that urethra, and all the way into my bladder. I now know what it feels like to piss glass shards. Peeing brings tears to my eyes. And now to Jen.....she has this scabby growth on her...
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I am having one hell of a weekend. It all started on Saturday at work when I started to feel my IBS, irritable bowel syndrome, kicking in. People were telling me that I was looking pale, and I was having chills in a hot kitchen. I managed to make it through most of my shift before having to go home. I got into bed around...
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Well I sure as Hell had an interesting day. My car needs about $2000 worth of repairs and I still have 16 months of payments to make. I started to look for financing for another car since I have a bankruptcy, I knew that it was going to be a pain to find. So I saw an ad for a company that helps people finance...
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So I have had an action filled week of stupidities and drunk moments. I saw an article on facebook where an orthodox priest said that he believed that a woman who has anal sex while pregnant will have a gay baby. I shared the article because it is just so absurd. A friend replied that she would miss anal, if the priest was right. In...
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You know, I have to tell you that reading and looking at all of the pictures of the groups that I am in can be a little depressing. I mean, I love reading about the girls, and looking at the beautiful pictures, but some days it just makes me miss having sex. For those of you who don't know, my wife is disabled and we...
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oldernow:
CHEAT.   I am the disabled one in my 30 year marriage, and things got a LOT better on many levels when I finally convinced my wife that I was okay with her having a lover.  She now is with him two nights a week, leaving me with a CNA or nurse or friend.  However, when she is here she is all here, and able to deal with my fairly intense set of limitations (I am not quite bedridden, but not far from it).  It is not really cheating in my own view to have *any* need filled by an extra person so long as the result of that fulfillment leads to a more positive and better intimacy within the marriage.  For example she could live the rest of her life and never see a sci-fi movie--while I'm a big fan of the genre in print and in film--and one of my dear friends is equally obsessed so we can argue what really would have happened if Firefly had gotten another season or three and not bore my wife to tears... likewise with sex, if it is not being withheld and you happen to stumble in to a FWB situation and get clear as to whether your wife wants to know about it or not (do that first obviously),... and take it slow.. then it can be a good thing.  and if it's not, well, walk away and see what else life brings...

The heat and humidity here are killing me, add to that my prostate infection and Jen not feeling very good, and working extra days at work make Clint a worn out person. I have 2 days left on my 21 day antibiotic treatment, hopefully it did the trick. Jen has been stuck in bed for the past 5 days, partially because of the heat, but...
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xenopus9:
Thanks Fate, I appreciate your support.
xenopus9:
Fate, I have to tell you that your videos are wonderful.  You have such a hot and sexy body, and a very hot little bum.  You are definitely one of my new favourites.