I want to talk about a topic that's very difficult for me to talk about... my sexuality. I am 28 years old and to this day I'm not 100% accepting of it. You see.. I'm a demisexual which is a sexuality that falls under asexual umbrella and at times saying this to others can be very difficult. The way I see it emotionally is; everyone else gets to celebrate different things and people they are attracted to, to celebrate SEX whether they are homo or hetero and under those umbrellas, but it often feels like I don't belong anywhere and am not accepted anywhere. I have been to gay prides before but it was to celebrate just that, gays and their sexualities where this year I am going for the first time to celebrate myself as a demisexual. It's going to be a very emotional time for me but hopefully I have fun too, by including myself for the first time. This is also very difficult to admit to as a sex worker, that you fall into asexual umbrella. Not many understand and I haven't yet met many people like me but hopefully with this blog, some people come forwards telling me they also fall into this category and make me feel less alone.
Thank you all so much for reading all of this ♡
