xenablue

Sep 14 on xenablue's blog post
Sep 14 on leighgabriel's photo
Sep 12 on hotdoguk's blog post
Jul 12 on xenablue's video
Jul 10 on xenablue's video
Jul 10 on TOP FIVE BEST "STREAMERS" IN SG in top fives

Yesterday i spoke about my mental health and said I will try my best to go on stream for when my new set comes out

Unfortunately with how I have been feeling all day, all the panic attacks and self destructive behaviour as well as low moods, I think I will sit this one out.

Ive never not been active here around the time my...
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kungfury:

Take as much time as you need mate. Sorry to hear you’re battling through your mental health issues. Been there too since I have ASD and been a victim to bullying. So my heart goes out to you. I’ll support you still but yeah take your time and don’t pressure yourself for online. Focus on yourself first and foremost. You matter. My DM is open to you if you want a chat away! 👍🏻

Sep 15

autumn:

Sending love. And do you! No need to apologize for taking care of yourself!

Sep 17

I have been absent recently due to my mental health

Its been constantly up and down so sometimes I feel well enough to be here, then I disappear, then ok enough etc feels never ending and like a vicious circle

I do have two updates in regards to OF and my SG account that I wanted to share with you

1st my new set on...
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scorpiontim87:

Sending you tons of hugs

Sep 14

I think to help my mental health, what I need in my life is a little bit of structure and to create habits.

I live streamed last night and I really enjoyed it, had so much fun. I always forget how much I love it and get reminded everytime I go live.

So I figured, I really should decide on when would be the best...
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scorpiontim87:

I had a lot of fun on your stream and can’t wait to see your next stream 🥰 also, you look very beautiful 😍

Jul 12

tokiorebeld:

I love your blue hair, it looks great on you 💙

Jul 29

Going live today at 6pm BST!! Just over 3h now 😊

scorpiontim87:

I’m so looking forward to seeing you 🥰

Jul 10

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amorous:

🤗♥️

Jul 12

nannakya:

Lovely babe 🤩

Jul 13

So sorry I've been absent from the site and not active. I'm really struggling with mental health right now. I always get the highs and the lows and right now I'm experiencing the lows

Hopefully I'll be back soon x

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prospero1:

Take your time 💕

Jul 6

scorpiontim87:

Take your time sweetie, we got you 💙

Jul 7

People who know me, know I suffer from different mental health diagnoses

Today is not necessarily about those diagnose but me speaking how much I'm struggling today.

Because I consider SG to be a beautiful society, of beautiful people that I trust and feel secure sharing this within this community, that's why I've decided to write this

I am really not ok today. I feel...
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kalnaur:

I'm having a hell of a time trying to decide what to write here, so you're getting some stream of consciousness nonsense and I'm sorry or you're welcome in advance. I want to say I understand but the truth is that I might not. I'm medicated for my depression, and I'm medicated for my ADHD (and both of those help with my anxiety), but if it's any other mental stuff I truly might not understand. I sympathize? I mean, yes, of course I do, it's brain stuff, and brain stuff is hard. But I also don't know how to make it better, I feel under-trained and ill-equipped to help. I could mention that I too tried to be okay and once I was being treated for certain things I saw how bad it had really been, but while I want to present a personal example to commiserate and show I understand, most people assume I'm trying to make it about me, which isn't the point at all as well as being one of the indicators that I'm almost certainly autistic. I know things that make me happy, but I don't know what makes you happy, and I've been alive long enough to know that my interests aren't everyone's interests (it's games, by the way. I love games. board games, card games, video games. All games excluding mind games.). And if any of this has helped, I'm glad, because I think I've run out of words to think at the moment and I hope you find something to be happy, something that lifts you from the struggles you're facing.

Jun 28