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well its been a couple days, but i'm back and things are pretty good. the wedding went well, it was a really good time, fun was had by all.

we had the rehersal on thursday, did a coulple run thrus, thought we knew what was going on, then the priest showed up and changed everything, so we were totally lost. then when it came time...
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mistakesmade:
have you talked to the girl from the wedding at all??

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MM
dizzy:
i dunno how you found my secret plans, but phase 3 is exactly right. sounds like you had a good time dancing. good show. wink
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i have to go to a wedding on friday. i am in the wedding, never done that before. i have to get my tux today. joy.
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nebelhex:
weddings... I was supposed to go to a wedding a few weeks ago, but i had to work... it was a lesbian wedding...

humans... haha
tangledupinblue:
yo Irish Doug . . hope the wedding is good. Great place to score, so do it for the homeless. You HAVE to get Fight nite 2004 - I am having an awesome career as the boxer I made -- James 'the Grim Reaper' Roper. If they have it for PS2 and you get it Ill repurchase so you can be Irish Terry online. Whoever loses gets rematch with Malevolent Marvin Shabazz character. Actually just giving him the nickname Malevolant MArvin on the spot is fucking genius. Lot of hipsters worship at teh altar of Samuel L Jackson -- none of them know this film, and Sam hinmself loves it, which makes it better. I enjoy a movie that you can see the entire cast really obviously enjoyed making from Goldblum to Cheech to Lovitz, to Jackson to Rhys Davies - goddman great fuckjing cast -- Jesus Peter Betrg and Jamie FOxx and BERT SUGAR, what a fucking cast. This movie did not make 400 million onlky because the world is dumb.
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wow two days in a row, whats up wit dat?!?

but today has been pretty good. i picked up season one of Da Ali G show on dvd, i have a fantasy football draft in a couple hours. and i just found out i'm first place in the SG english soccer fantasy league. woo. and hoo.


oh and heres todays hot olympic girl...

US high...
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merry:
Oh my. love

I've never actually watched Da Ali G Show but I should probably start. The commercials lead me to believe it's pretty frickin' funny.
fungusboy6:
Glad to hear that the day went so well!

But I think I'm more excited to hear how the FF draft went. Mine is at the end of the month - I guess finding out for sure would be a good idea. Let us know who's on your team. It's always cool to see how other peeps draft. I hope that you got the team you wanted - or at least a couple of them.

Good to hear the Premiership is going well, too. I don't know enough players to even try...

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ok, after going on and on and saying how i wouldnt update as much, here i am. its funny, most people live for the weekend and its seems that i am at my worst on saturdays and sundays, i dont get it. well actually i kinda do. during the week i am at work for most of my waking hours, and while its not something...
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hophead:
i dont like tats on boobies, but i guess ones on the upper chest dont bother me. I like the picture you put in my journal of Katie though. Its amazing how many tattoos she has now compared to then.
mistakesmade:
She's a hottie. I love girls with athletic arms... but not likle overly jacked. I need to watch some olympics.... I never watch TV anymore...

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MM
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i'm sorry for the way i am. i really dont know how any of you put up with me.

i dont know how much i'm gonna update anymore. i mean i'm still here and i'll still be checking out your journals and the groups and boards and stuff. but my journal has become a bad place. i get in a bad, really bad, mood and...
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ems:
Hey, journals are for being ranty on. I often bitch in mine a lot just as a way of a sort of therapy.

*Hugs*
evilwillow:
check out teh awesomeness of evil.

this is a generic message to all of the people on my friends list. I have reached the point where I must accept the slackass nature of myself and accept that I will never respond to each person who told me happy birthday individually. so...this is like a memo. biggrin

if you told me happy birthday; thank you. IRL, no one did outside of family...so y'all just rocked my socks.

if you didn't tell me happy birthday...well. fuck off.

xoxox
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i'm sure youve all heard me say "life sucks" at least one time or another. and inevitably someone will always counter with something like "well, its what you make of it" or as the Suicidal Tendencies once said "if your life sucks, you suck" and i agree with both. cuz i suck. now everyone will leave post saying how i dont suck and that i...
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sluttygoodgirl:
I feel all the pain in your post, and I am so sorry you are feeling so shitty. I understand a lot of the things you speak about. Saying things like "cheer up" or "hang in there" seem trite. They don't help at all, I know. All of those things you speak of are long standing emotions that feed upon themselves, and can't be made better overnight. It takes time.

If you have that little inkling of going on because tomorrow might be better, then that is good. That is something. Hold on to that.

As you know from your post, your life can only begin to be made better by you. And until you are truly ready to do what is best for yourself, to care enough about yourself to do it, then you won't. I hope that you can at some point care enough about yourself to do it.

There are people that will help you once you decide you want to help yourself. You can reach out. There are people that care. That want to help. I know reaching out seems pointless at this moment.....but please remember that the option is there. Even if it's a half-assed attempt to reach out....still remember that you can. You are not as alone as you feel.

All I can give you is the support of knowing that I hear you. And I feel for you. And I understand a lot of those feelings you have. I have felt and am feeling some of them myself. You are in my thoughts.
sluttygoodgirl:
I forgot to say that by posting this here, you were reaching out just a tiny bit.....and that is good smile
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frown blackeyed mad confused skull
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evanx:
You forgot robot !
lulasunday:
wink wink baby...its all about the wink wink

oh yeah, and the kitty miao!!
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::silence is golden::

or

"when you have nothing nice to say, dont say anything at all"
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mercie:
Hi Doug. smile
doublec:
i have something nice to say "Doug rocks!"

so....hi, i'm back! biggrin

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about to head out to the store to get my dad a present, his birthday is tomorrow. he wants Kill Bill 2, oddly enough his name is Bill. whatever

i may pick up Madden football 2005, if they have it that is, technically its not supposed to be out til tomorrow, but you never know.

i also wanted to pick up season one of Da Ali...
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hophead:
Doug! You get to hear about sex toys and vibrators at work? eeek beats plastic surgery and soap operas wink
lulasunday:
well, emily is not exactly a shut-in...she just doesn't get out much, but she loves to go out. she has a very devoted boyfriend, though.

i know just what you'll say..."yeah all the good ones are taken." but its not true...you just need to get out more smile
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umm.......





yeah i got nothin',

whatever
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mistakesmade:
yes the klongest word alright!!!! YOU WANNA TAKE THIS OUTSIDE YO?

blackeyed <--- your face when i'm done with you wink

mwhaahahahaha tongue
emiloo:
Ah, hence the reason that I never update anymore.

Who is this Emylou chick???? I could so take her....grrrrrrrrrr.

(I wish they had a growly face.)