still head fucked .....but ......im trying to put it all to the back of my mind for now.
me and zombie are goin to see IRON MAIDEN tonight......should be good.....its only zombies millionth time seeing them....lol should be fun....they are his fave band ever ever ever.
and i like seeing my zombie happy.
other than that......i have nothing to report....oooh...i... Read More
Hope you had a good time last night? Hope your feeling bit better now, or fuck it, alot better now. but anyhow we cant dwell on you being sad.
What did ya wear last night? I wore the pencil skirt etc and shirt and felt quite awkward actually, the boy said i looked great but i didnt feel like me.
wore skin tight jeans and my new parka today, heaven back to being me clothes and now im sat in jim jams so thats even more me.
I used to wear smokey grey round my eyes and i used to say if i was going out and wearing it ''oh im wearing my smouldering eyes' my friend found it hilarious as she kept picturing me selecting eyes out of boxes and picking the ''smouldering ones''. haha
Your comment on putting your eyes on just reminded me of it
I can sort of identify with your post. Although my sister and I are vastly different people in most senses of the word, I'm quite jealous of the fact that although she has no real ambition, she's content and getting what she wants out of life.
I think I just have my head stuck in the clouds and her feet are firmly planted on the ground.
But the only advice I can give is stay positive, the power of thought is incredible. You will get there one day.
i woke this morning loooked in the mirror and thought im looking way to fucking old for my age.But...heres a thing lifes not just about the way we look lifes about how much we enjoy it,battle through adversity and how we live it.If we all bothered how we look we would be the vainest species in the univers which ain,t good.
Think how far you have come on here in a couple of months you have acheived so much when it comes to kicking your social anxienty to shit.So what if your fat its not the end of the world Brian loves you ,you got a job,somewhere to live so today i wanna see one STIFF UPPER LIP and a happy journal.
I love ya loads Alice so don,t wallow in a pit of depression because your better than that i think your the dogs swingers.
Take care hun
think about yea Bash
argh...whats with the bitch on americas next top model.....fuckin killer figure.......but whats the point in that when her personality is ugly as fuck? argh......so up her own arse......i cant stand girls like her......blah....thats what they are......and if ur wondering who i mean.....jade.
started the healthy eating again today.........lets see how it goes.
my mum asked me how old i was gonna be on my birthday.....she... Read More
FUCKING HELL!!!!!!!!!!!! HOLLYWOOD CAN SUCK MY FUCKING ARSE!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!! WHY DO THESE FUCKING NO BRAIN FUCKING STUPID DIRECTORS FEEL THE NEED TO TAKE PERFECTLY GOOD CLASSIC HORROR FILMS AND TURN EM INTO STUPID CRAPPY CRAPPY SHITTY BOLLOXING FUCKING MINDNUMBING FUCKING SHIT!!!!! BLACK CHRISTMAS WAS A CLASSIC HORROR.....ONE OF THE BEST.......AND NOW ITS GONNA BE FUCKNG DESTROYED!!!!!!! THERES A... Read More
on a good note.....gwen has gone and done it again......i can fall fall in love with her every day i swear.....
i can not stop listenin to her new album....i thnk this new one has a couple of songs that could pass as no doubt songs......i just love everything she does every single damn thing.....shes my female rob zombie...
This time of year is the worst. It makes everyone really tear themselves apart with self judgement. Try to look at the good things in your life, and ignore the bad stuff as much as you can. You have zombie and some good friends to support you whenever you need it.
lastnight was fun i enjoyed New Found Glory more than i thought i would
sorry for snapping at you though i had no right to behave that way, i will try hard not to treat you that way again
Marry me please sweetheart
i got alittle pressie from chomper thru the post today!!! yey!!!!
i love her loads....and i plucked up the courage to call her yesterday....... so suck my cock social anxiety!
i think im getting a bastard cold....i got some of that first defence stuff......my god it hurts....u have to squirt it up ur nose.....and it attacks the cold germs......i has soo far....kept it at the... Read More
hey hun, i'm sorry i didn't get to write at the weekend. my internet connection decided to fuck up on me, and so i wasn't able to get online to leave a comment. if you're around today though, i should be online most of the morning at least to chat, so hopefully i'll be hearing from you real soon =)
so....rob zombie huh? excellent taste, my dear =) the man truely is amazing. i'm sorry to say that i've actually gone off gwen a fair bit in recent years though. i used to absolutely love her when she was in no doubt ( i met her a couple of times...yay for me!), but since she went solo, i dunno...i guess she just kinda lost the spark that made her different to most girls. i mean, she's still hot in a physical sense and everything, but to me, personality and attitude play a big part in how i perceive someone in terms of attractiveness, and i just can't help but feel that gwen has sacrificed the fire inside herself in order to be a (supposed) pop/style icon. i mean, serisouly...compare no doubt gwen to solo gwen...she's gone from being this amazing, feisty front-woman of a band who blazed a trail of passion and pure energy through the rock scene with her refreshing blend of looks, raw talent and attitude, to someone who comes across as trying so, so hard to be "out there", relying on gimmicks to sell what can only be loosely defined as her music ("this shit is bananas" and yodelling, anyone?). i saw her being interviewed on the TV a few weeks ago, and quite honestly, i didn't even recognise the woman i met backstage at a no doubt concert. i don't think she even has a mind of her own anymore...she's become just another cog in the mechanics of a pop scene that's more concerned with fashion than music. of course, that's only my opinion, but hey. i'm more than happy to stick to watching my old no doubt videos and trying to forget that the new gwen even exists.
i dont know why films bother with sequals half the time. as soon as a film is good its like they think.....right well ppl love this so lets make more...but theres no point if what u are making is shit.....to me....i find it insulting....like they expect us to be sooo fuckin dumb and brainless that we will happily soak up whatever shit they throw at... Read More
I'm so glad we talked on the phone too I am really proud of you for ringing me it was lovley to hear your voice and i'm glad i put you at ease cos you did the same to me Hope to speak to you again
today...i was walkin up to the bus station to meet zombie......( he and i both finish work at dinnertime on fridays)
and a group of guys were walkin in the same direction as me.....
i could hear them talkin......they were baisically talkin about me...i could hear em sayin things like" urgh....gross.....look at the state of her hair.."
"fat"
"would u?" followed by laughter....then another... Read More
Alice don,t worry god ,chomper,bryan ,bash the man at the cake counter all love yea thats all you need hun.
kids take the piss anyway its natural ,i think sa is replaced by a bit of parnoia so stick you chin out and fuck em all you silly sausage .
All the best my axewound princess
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zombie deserves soo much better.
and ive got a fuckin migrane...i feel like my heads gonna burst into flames.
Nice pics You are as beautiful as ever
Love your new sofa and your back yard is huge You've got a really lovley view mind you don't you just hate mowing the lawn in the summer
Hope you had a good time last night? Hope your feeling bit better now, or fuck it, alot better now. but anyhow we cant dwell on you being sad.
What did ya wear last night? I wore the pencil skirt etc and shirt and felt quite awkward actually, the boy said i looked great but i didnt feel like me.
wore skin tight jeans and my new parka today, heaven back to being me clothes and now im sat in jim jams so thats even more me.
I used to wear smokey grey round my eyes and i used to say if i was going out and wearing it ''oh im wearing my smouldering eyes' my friend found it hilarious as she kept picturing me selecting eyes out of boxes and picking the ''smouldering ones''. haha
Your comment on putting your eyes on just reminded me of it
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